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well you wanted me to talk today about
the rest of the story
you asked me about
the
interpersonal relationships
in
my unit and with my supervisor
and his boss
well
we were on planes we were
most of the time when we were
back at base we were in a barracks but
whoever was in the barracks depended on
who was there at the time
there were rarely more than two or three
of us there at a time
i don't remember having any close
relationships with them at all
because the germans
how do i put this politely
the germans found out that
regular sex
made their workers more productive
okay
so they
encouraged it
they did not encourage pregnancy if you
weren't german
okay
that they encouraged sex
in some cases it was an order
well
in my case
the man who had
been number five and who put together
the mars net
was who i chose
he was
somewhat effeminate and
didn't chase skirts at that point he did
later on earth but not not on mars
he was rather shy
and i had grown up with him and so
he was
the only
german
okay
his father was german and his mother was
welsh
and they were americans okay so he had
come through america
but he was a german so he was a higher
officer
as a lieutenant
i was not allowed to fraternize with
enlisted people
or civilians
i was supposed to
stick to my own kind
that was in case i had to give orders
that would have somebody killed that i
wouldn't be attached to them
so
he was an officer
of rank
because he was
german descent
and um
he was reasonably attractive
he and i had a lot in common we both had
green eyes
and light brown hair and
we'd grown up together
we both spoke german
he also spoke english and russian
he was in this this cubicle that was on
early's prima
the whole time
so he was really easy to find when i was
back
and
the the superior officers seemed to
approve of it
um
so for the 15 years that i was in
the
valkyline he had been my lover
i went
lieutenant valkyelen was very
not exactly masculine that she was
aggressive
and too topic and
generally not a nice person
so finding someone willing
was a bit of an issue
and
steve had known me the whole time
so
um
i would go
out on mission and when i came back i
would get myself cleaned up and clean
uniform and
go see him
so i really didn't spend a lot of time
getting to know the other ladies
and i would end up reporting for duty in
the morning
and there was
a large meeting room and it wasn't large
for us because there were only a dozen
of us and most of the time there were
only
three or four of us in
at any given point
but the room was large because our
boss's boss
was an alpha drag
and he was the usual
15 feet tall
white
large
he took up a lot of space by himself
and
our the boss in between was one of the
germans
and he was a captain
uh he was addressed at hair capital
i don't remember what his what his
personal name was but he was
and
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i know he was older but he looked about
35
and
he tried to give off this
wisdom
which was kind of
amusing
bogus because
huh bogus
um he wasn't
he wasn't stupid but the situation was
he was not telepathic because none of
the full germans were
so he could not talk to his boss and he
could not hear most of what we were
talking to each other about because we
were hybridized
so everyone in the room was telepathic
except him
so he was
in over his head
and still trying to maintain order and
discipline and
a military
approach to things and
we did our best to treat him well in
spite of his obvious
inabilities
damn that makes me sound terrible
but
he would occasionally order something
that was just totally ridiculous and off
the wall
and we would we would try to argue with
him about it and he would just say i
have spoken
did you did you have the heil
the heil someone thing like the heil
hitler
oh back there then you just
right
and you click your heels i have trouble
doing here in this body because
the clicking the heels and raising it
usually follow my butt
but
you know that that's what you do there
that was the german salute even before
hitler right this was not
this was not a world war two thing this
was a german thing
and yeah we were supposed to salute him
every time we saw him
and he would he would tip his head
and we could we could relax then
that was his version of at ease okay
he would come in and stand behind the
podium and
give us the assignments of the day
and
if the jack was there
he would he would show up
just as
her capitan was finishing
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because as a full-blood german with no
modifications he could not stay in the
presence of his own boss
i don't know how he thought he was doing
his job but this was the way it was set
up
you have the draco you have a full blood
german who cannot be around or talk with
the draco and then you have all of us
hybrids who could
and by
excuse me by not but by not being able
to be around what we mean he couldn't
like he could only like meet him in
passing and then leave
was there like a physical discomfort
right away that he did
okay
it was
the energetic body of the draco was too
intense for the wiring of a normal
non-hybrided human body okay so
immediate
discomfort
that got worse over time and most humans
would die within 30 minutes
whoa
did you see anyone like did you see
anyone
having like a seizure in their presence
or anything
do you remember oh yeah
really oh yeah okay that
your body
your electrical system in your body your
whole nervous system just starts to
break down within the first five minutes
if you are in a telepathy situation with
a draco
they practice full intimacy
everything in your head versus
everything in their head that's how they
avoid
deception
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and if you're not hardwired for it it
feels like your brain is coming out your
eyeballs
okay
and you didn't feel that at all
huh and you didn't you guys didn't feel
that at all in your group
the hybrid um
but
we were hardwired to be around
and usually
i could tell the draco slowed down
and they would because it was not their
intention to do harm it was just their
energy body was that intense
naturally
and this is the way they talk to each
other all the time
so they had to work at dealing with us
you said that they had avatar avatar
bodies there why couldn't they use one
at the base
was it was it because they didn't want
to
for a reason
i don't know
okay
maybe it wasn't it wasn't in their
interest
but
it was mostly for
for
the really big ones from other worlds to
visit i don't know if they had access to
them or not
you know they have a pecking order too
okay
um that's something that a lot of people
don't understand is that
the draco are not a homogenous society
they are a monarchy
run by a group of
i think it's four families that
intermarry every so many generations to
keep the ruling class from becoming
inbred
and they're very careful about who can
marry who when
because
they've watched inbreeding be a problem
before
so they've they found their solution and
they're sticking to it so those families
are the ruling class
and
the queen and the queen mother run the
entire empire
and their ambassadors
are princesses
female
not princess
females from the ruling class
from the ruling family their sisters
their
own daughters
these are who they send out to other
worlds
males are a step below they had
they had a war of the sexes
that was
biological
not
this emotional struggle that we have
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the females have vaginal teeth
really
and can bite
the males have prongs
and they can release a fluid that will
heal the
injuries if they want to
so they've had this sec gender war
for millennia
for longer than there have been humans
and the women won
that's what's going on in their world so
some of the men males when they go to
other worlds will take advantage of that
the females there don't have teeth
so
what can i say you know
it is what it is it's biology right
so
this is part of the tension you get is
okay
this the ruling
class will
send a woman a female drake
jackal
once in a while and those were the
bodies the avatars okay
those are the only avatars i ever saw
were
for the princesses so it may be that the
guys the guys that were stationed on
mars
didn't have access to them
so
okay where did they live
they did not live on base
they did not in atlantis
they had a colony not too far away
that was in a crater
with a
cap over it
and
force field over the cap so that it
wouldn't show up
if you didn't know it was there you
wouldn't know it was there
and they had
lots of lots of people
oh
i use people to mean sentient beings
in physical bodies
these are 3d physical beings they are
not
demons they are not ghosts they are not
archons they are not anything religious
they are 3d physical beings just like
you and i are
okay it's they just
look in between
a dinosaur and a human
um
the ones i was around all had snouts
i've seen the pictures where people have
drawn them with with short faces like
humans i never saw one that looked like
that
they may have them somewhere but i've
never seen them
so um
the ones i've seen have all had to snow
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the warrior ones
it's more like more like a turtles
beak
they don't have a
bird but it's more like a turtle beat
um and they're still perfectly capable
of
speaking any and every human language
perfectly
really so
really
and they make sounds in their native
language that we cannot make because of
the shape of our palette
and they would rather we not even try
so
um telepathy is what they prefer dealing
with us
and they make the effort to speak german
or english when they have this when they
have to deal with a total human
did they teach you guys their language
some
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rakha means fool or slave okay
yeah
amazingly it means the same thing in
yiddish
so
interesting
and very interesting some of the some of
the words that our languages have in
common with et languages
uh sumerian
has so many overlaps with
with um shahami that it might as well be
the same
i think
it's it's obviously a human version of
shahami and those are the the 3d
physical beings that history calls
annunaki
and they also have a city on mars
it's underground
it's in the seventh
were they were ever working together
the tsunami and the drake
no um whatever alliance that they had in
the past fell apart
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uh
the
jahani have had
three possibly four nuclear wars on
their homeworld
and two of them scattered into space one
of them is ongoing
and at this point the
group on mars are refugees
from those wars
and there's a
colony of them
in nevada
oh yeah
that um the united states government
is calling tall whites
but they're shahami
they're worker class shahami
there's another colony of them in the
pine gap area in australia
and
there are reports of an ancient group of
them in tasmania
so
that would be a rogue group that still
answers to marduk
so most of the names that we have from
sumerian tablets those beings are still
alive because on their world before
their nuclear wars
their average life expectancy was a
quarter million years
so the 5 000 years since soon
yesterday
yeah it's not those beings are still
alive and some of them are still causing
all kinds of
warfare
but
the sahami on their homeworld
80 of the males are sterile so
their race is now dying because they
can't reproduce
so they're either going to have to
create clones of themselves and
reproduce that way or
start using
hybrids
that
we know they interbreed with us rather
easily so we're humans are the obvious
choice at the base on mars
there were i think about a half dozen
alpha drax that showed up on a regular
basis
the one that
my boss reported to showed up at least
once a week
and
he would chase off
my boss so he wouldn't end up dying
and he would run this mission
and we were supposed to tell him what
was discussed afterwards
um
and we would be told about
various
treaties that were in progress
who we were not supposed to shoot
who we were supposed to shoot if we saw
them
and which of the various american groups
on on mars
we were supporting and which we were
going to deliberately ignore
okay
um
there were lots of american groups there
you mean different groups
different groups okay and some of them
knew about each other and some of them
didn't
some of them knew about us and some of
them didn't
um if they got permission from the draco
or from
mars home shield
then they were allowed on world
otherwise they would be shot down in
orbit
okay that's what happened to a lot of
the russian and the american probes
right
yes
and the american probes they got shot
down because they didn't get permission
and so you you notice at a certain point
that the probes started being allowed
and
the solar panels would be cleaned so
that these robots didn't die
okay
and they would see little things
but they really didn't see much
because they're in
craters and
they would kind of be
blocked from seeing things that that
the germans didn't want the americans on
earth to see
so there's a lot of a lot of things that
that
they
show and things they don't
so
yeah there's a lot of debris in those
particular
those particular craters
and
the mars natives would pop up and then
realize they were being watched and
disappear and
there were wildlife some of them dead
uh i've i've seen anomalies
that were
dead versions of the native
raptors
i identified one that was
one of the native
humans
mars native human females and she's out
there stretching her arms and letting
her robes just flow
she's just really beautiful
and yeah they've been around topless
so um that was a really spectacular
picture of her
and
i've seen others where it's obviously a
little village and you can see from shot
shot
that the people in it are moving around
and
yeah
having been there if you're looking
for mars native humans
they will have some kind of a sculpture
of a head or a skull
over
the entrance to their underground
town okay
so
if you're looking through all of these
pictures and you see
why are there so many skulls you found
a village
because in the sandstorms they have the
pictures of a skull so you know where to
go
the sandstorms on mars really well so i
have heard
other people
talk about
a version of humans about this tall on
mars
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i have never seen those
like physical
physical yeah talking about physical
humans this this tall
mouse size are smaller
i have never seen those
so
i won't say they're lying because
i have no evidence either way
i've just never seen them
um
people need to know
that when we are sent back
we're
there's a technology that they use on us
that they
modify our memories
um
a lot of the people
that i interacted with on a daily basis
their faces are completely invisible i
can see their hair i can see their body
i cannot see their face it's like
there's a hole there
and that's proof to me that my memory
was modified
okay
so
when i say
i can't recognize these people it's
because how do you recognize somebody
with an invisible face
um
steve i remembered because
i could remember his body and it was a
little bit distinctive he had really
wide shoulders and very narrow
waist and hips and that and when i saw
him on earth he was still him
so
i also pick up on the energy of people
so
if you look similar
and have the same energy
it's likely you were the same person
but i'm not gonna
i'm not gonna stake my life on it and
just blurt out
so i know other people remember the
faces and don't remember the names
um
i remembered james rink
because that was a different altar
in a different
program
james is in krueger not not flying and
treated us a little different when we
came back there was still some mine
white but it wasn't
the same
the germans were more thorough about it
i know that
i flew
air support
for
randy cramer's group
mars defense force
they
were there under contract
where the germans were in charge of them
so they were
like we hired mercenaries basically so
because they were working for us
we did air support for their missions
there was
another group
that wasn't space marines
and i don't know
exactly who they were i can't remember
the name for them
that they were doing
similar things in the southern
hemisphere all on their own and we were
supposed to
leave them alone like they didn't exist
like
like we were a secret to them
okay so
um
i would occasionally fly over and the
computer would automatically turn
the the screen on
the um the coat
so that they wouldn't be able to see us
see me
see my ship at all okay
then the american army
sent a group up
for basic training
and i don't know where those people went
that was towards the end of my time on
mars
from what i understand talking to other
veterans
almost every faction out there would do
basic training on mars
and they would do it in their own little
section
and do it their way and most of them we
just left alone
they were there doing their thing and as
long as they didn't bother us
we were okay with them
they they had gotten consent from the
draco
so um
a lot of people say the germans are the
only ones talking to the draco that's
not true
that's not all
almost everybody that has has anything
on mars has talked to the draco and
gotten consent to be there
almost everybody who does anything on
the moon have talked to the draco and
gotten consent to be there
so
and that's all the factions have done
that
um
every square inch of both of those
heavenly bodies are spoken for
and the draco are the only ones who are
giving consent for earth humans to be
there
so
they're all interacting with draco
which makes sense when you think about
we are in the draco empire
okay so the moon is also the same the
same kind of territory
every planet enlarged moon inhabitable
in this solar system belongs to the
dragon
primarily
if you want to have something there
you have to work with them
or get into a fight with somebody else
that's there
that's that's the way it is
so those those other beings have had
property rights for millions of years
we are the upstarts coming in and saying
move over make room for us
and
some of the people don't want to let the
others stay
there's a big issue
with the germans
on mars
because they know
humans go through this cycle every so
many hundred years we go through a dark
age
well
a naked human with no technology
will lose every time
in a
fight with a naked raptor with no
technology
so they're thinking that it's a
long-term survival issue
allowing those raptors to stay there
there it's
not a race war so much as a
survival concept
that if you know there's something there
that's stronger smarter and can beat you
in a fair fight every time
and you let it stay there
you're not you're not doing right by
your your descendants
okay that that's
that's the theory behind it so that so
what
according to what randy kramer has said
i've been at a couple of conferences
with him on panels with him and he's
just blurted this out that that
his group
is
using the raptors for target practice
using them to test weapons on
uh
using them
not for trade not with respect but
basically treating them like something
that needs to be exterminated
now we've got treaties with those same
people
since 1990
so
how are those raptors supposed to think
well the germans have a treaty with us
this american group has a chidi with us
but this american group is trying to
wipe us out why don't we just wipe out
all the humans
and if they decided to do that i
wouldn't blame them
uh
you should also know that we're not
talking about small numbers of people
there are 10
million earth humans on mars
we already have major cities there
the place is self-sufficient
the capital of german ba das bundes is
on mars
not in antarctica okay so that's and
that's new berlin right
that's new berlin yeah
have you been there or do you know where
it is or do you know the size anything
about it
i have been there
i don't remember where it is
the size it was half a mil
half a million people when i was there
and that was
that was not the altar that we've been
talking about
this was a different altar
and so it was about
about 2015.
and then
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that's the other alter that we talked
about in in my intro um
starbuck she was
a navigator on a noctufin ship
that
we were pretending to be pirates and
spies and smugglers yeah why did you do
that
why did we do that because knockoff did
intel on all of these various colonies
that were not all germans
oh and
um
starbucks spoke english
the captain who became a major while we
were
out there
uh jeremy you are
um
and we have this crew of 12 and four of
us were earth humans and spoke different
languages so we really looked like a
bunch of misfits tossed together
and uh
i was the navigator
and hair mayor was also
capable of navigation so we had two of
us we could just go anywhere we wanted
and
there's an alcohol produced in the
united states called johnny walker red
and
we would have a whole hold full of bats
and everywhere we went
that was considered to be
contraband okay
so
everywhere we went we could get whatever
we wanted because we had johnny walker
red in almost unlimited quantities
all kinds of information everywhere and
we'd come home
to new berlin
he would tell the bosses what we had
learned
and then we'd go out again
so yeah i've seen it um
some part of my subconscious knows where
it is what is it like
the city's underground
how does it look like do you have any
maybe association with a movie or
anything that is close to that
maybe some space colony in a movie or
something
or is it nothing or is it nothing like
that is it something completely
different
well they based the core of it around
what berlin was like before the bombing
in world war ii okay
the trains were maglev instead of
regular trains
they had built rivers through
it's all underground i suppose right
it's
90
underground the top 10
is in a crater with with a bubble to
hold in the air and shielding
over that
you can't see it from space if you don't
know it's there you don't know
you can't get in there is an entrance
to an underground there is an
underground spaceport and
there again is you have to contact and
have them open the doors for you
so you can't just go in and out unless
unless you're approved
and uh
we would go in and
jeremy your would file his report and
we'd spend a couple of days
screwing around town
and uh
it's probably the only place in all of
it that i ever interacted with civilians
okay
and
they were well dressed
seemed happy
so it wasn't like a rogue kind of
what you see uh in the in the in the tv
show called what the
the expense is very clean and
civil and everything
over there
it's very clean i didn't see any signs
of poverty
did notice
a high number of cyborgs okay
doing well um
basically acting like household servants
okay
it was like every
german family had one
or two
they thought of them as strictly
machines it was like they had totally
forgotten that there was a person and a
person's soul
trapped inside it
but uh
they didn't even dress them
so the cyborgs were running around
totally naked and their designed to be
fully functional with
the opposite well they were designed to
be fully functional for for sexual
relations
and the bodies were what the bodies were
alloy made or
or like physical physical uh organic
tissue or what what were the bodies like
in that case the bodies were like
in between a plastic and a metal
and they had like
a rubber coating on the outside that was
on the skin
and
you could tell that they weren't a
normal organic human but they were
made to to look almost like
you know human looking
very similar
no hair
um
they were made to look similar but
enough different they didn't look human
and they
some of them had tails
um
but then
a lot of the et races have tails
so it was like they were designed to be
sold to ets and a human had bought them
anyway okay
so
i don't know what their
equipment is based on
so i don't know what they're paying
to get these
but we visited a lot of the american
colonies we visited a lot of the
planetary corporations colonies
and they don't have the cyborgs so much
except in the factories
they
their population is basically poor
they've kept every poverty stricken
and basically enslaved
the planetary corporations have
so you're saying that the german
colonies are mostly
they have like slaves
and cyborgs but the civilian population
is
very wealthy and well-off
and yeah and what is the civilization
is a lot like
the movie elysium
it's
people that were on
the sh the
traffic station yeah the space station
it's the
civilians that were on this this space
station
that is describing what the german
civilians are like
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it's green and beautiful and and
nobody's poor except slaves and the
cyborgs so there is like greek greenery
all over the place parks fountains
okay
it looks
like a paradise
it really does and if you don't think
about that the cyborgs are a person or
that the slave is a person
um the slaves even there they were they
were decently dressed they
had
pants shirts shoes
they weren't naked they weren't
mistreated as far as i could tell
they did have the slave collar
and it was the assumption that you had
that you were a criminal
if you were a slave
so
that was how they that's how they
programmed their own people probably
saying that you know they must have done
something bad that's why they're you
know doing time doing this
yeah you said that they copied the the
core the old uh
kind of center of berlin did you see the
reichstag and
like this you know the banners and
everything okay
yeah wow they kept the culture so they
still had the banners
with this frost swastika
and they they still had
they still had the big clocks that would
the
various
robotics would come out at the hour
and have some sort of a little show you
know it was very very european it wasn't
you if you came from
earth
to that you would go where am i
because it was very well done
they had put it all
really well
and
city planning and the homes were
gorgeous and there was space between
them for gardens
and they weren't just food gardens like
we do in america they were like
for beauty not
for beauty
they were not
for survival
and
not like atleast prima had been where we
had all these gardens that were for food
this was
this was classy okay but you guys were
sort of like uh
you were in the in the military posing
as mercs
and so you would probably come in onto a
spaceport and go to the to the to the
military
base area right
that was a different and then you would
be allowed to go and mingle and do
whatever you want for
for a time
okay we
have liberty
uh
we would have a couple of days to do
what we wanted um
it was harder for the et's that were on
our crew
we had this one guy
he looked like an ewok
that's
i don't remember what planet he was from
but he looked like an ewok and he came
about chest high on me
and
he he didn't wear any clothing because
he was covered with fur about this long
really and he was our mechanic
and he was
cranky
all
the
time
we did not understand his language but i
could hear him
telepathically
and he was angry
all
the time
and if if
jeremiah had understood the words he
probably would have put him in the brig
for protesting all of the time
uh jeremy or got upset about my mouth
too
i would get reprimanded every so often
for the potty mouth
why was he the ewok
uh person why was he used because they
were their race was naturally good with
the
technology or
was it just to make it more exotic your
true i mean to make it more uh
look more like a mixed bag that you pick
picked him up somewhere
what was the reason for using him
instead of a human mechanic
as
he had been
one of the original owners of the ship
oh
okay and that's the only one who
understood how the engine worked
so that wasn't a a german ship it wasn't
your ship it wasn't a german ship it was
it was an e-teacher
what was it what did it look like
it looked
like like a
box and it had
it had an engine on the one end
and then it had
it almost looked like wheels on the
edges and those were
for maneuvering in space
that was right rectangular
shape it was basically
basically rectangular like almost like
box
and
we had a point at the end opposite the
engine
and we didn't really have a bridge we
had more of a large cockpit that would
hold four people
uh
it actually
had a glass screen in the front
none of these have windows because
there's too much debris in space and
it'll break the windows so you have this
you have the shielding all over the
whole outside and you have these these
cameras all over and you get the
computer will set up a
outside view
and that's what shows up on the
screen
and
that's what we worked off of
and sometimes we would
i would ask the computer to give me a
view of the ship
because there are critters in space
um
like any other environment where there's
a lot of energy that's going to waste
there are beings who have evolved to
feed off that energy
and then other beings that have evolved
to feed off of them
so
the first stage is basically like plants
and the second stage is basically like
herbivores
and then you have a stage that's like
carnivores
and these are
huge
and they follow the currents of energy
coming off stars
and our
engines what we emit is similar enough
to it that they saw us as food
so we would have to go every so often
and
change the
energy frequency
enough to make them let go
how would they
were they fast i mean if they they could
feel you i guess from very
far distance long distance but how would
they get to you did they
could they teleport or
or that you would just pick them up on
the way as you go
you were picking them up on the way as
we went so that that means there were a
lot of them
that means there was like
like an ocean out there with you know
all this it's an ocean out there yes
so that's why you always had to have a
navigator on duty
was
glad to have somebody
pick these things off
so i think it was every three hours we
had to strip the ship of those
and
that was part of the navigator's job
keep the ship clean
there were not as many in hyperspace but
there were still some
if we go back to mars and your your
pilot duties how how long was a usual
shift
that you would go is it what half a day
a day
usually for for a person to be out
i would be on a mission for about
four days okay
and
by yourself
by myself and
i would land
every eight hours or so
to eat
and
sleep
whatever
i had to do
um
sometimes they would
pick those times to send me to
do intel
that would require capturing
capturing a mounted or
uh
raptor
and they preferred i get the smaller
raptors because one they were more
likely to talk and secondly they were
less likely to kill me
okay why why would they use you as a
as a pilot first of all you weren't were
you really trained to be like a
or would you you would call like an
infantry or a special ops who would you
know go out by themselves and
pick up a
you know a prisoner from the population
is it
how how does that work why would they
use one person to do that
and you know knowing how dangerous did
the environment was
we didn't have a lot of population
relative to the size of the planet
number one
number two they knew where i was because
the ship was always reporting home
and
even though i was not infantry i had
been trained for self-defense
that
that was part of this
specialization training in chula
we were taught
how to defend ourselves from the native
population
it required
faster reflexes than i usually had
but i was telepathic
so i could hear them thinking
that mantids don't use the full
intimacy telepathy that the drake will
do
so
they're capable of deceit
and so they would
basically play
follow me follow me follow me
into a cave
and then they would stick their pet
spider on me
and i was stupid and fell for it too
many times and when i finally got to
where i didn't fall for it anymore i
actually caught a few and brought them
back for intel
so that was many times over that that
you did that not just
once or twice
it wasn't just once or twice it was this
was a part of the regular
okay
what what i could be told to do
so
what do they want from them
like all the time like
oh did they want their location
like they they the supplies that they
had
the the size of the colonies right okay
we were at war with them
yeah you needed some sort of
intelligence to know how you were doing
against them okay to know where to make
the next
bombing run
um at that point
they were more living in ships than on
world
and
most of our bombing runs were based on
the planets
the planet surface or
what we assumed were just below surface
dwellings
and
you really have to catch one of them
and
to know and the mountains are a hive
mind race
so when you catch one of them you have
access to all of it
if they don't kill themselves first
which we had a lot of them
that were captured just shut down
they base
they basically sacrificed the individual
to
keep from
keep from telling anything was it done
by the collective or did the species
itself did it
the the person itself
i don't know okay
um i do know that that
it took them a while to understand that
we would go into shock under torture
you know
metabolic shock that that
you just die
it took them a while to figure out that
that would happen to us
so we had a lot of our soldiers die
during their interrogations simply
because they didn't know about shock
same thing with the raptors it took them
a while to figure things out i mean you
capture somebody you think you're going
along fine and they just die on you
no no visible
right
what would they do exactly to
to cause someone to go into shock
well the thing that
i experienced
was um
with a raptor
and first you have the terror this
creature that is
seven foot tall so
about
about a half meter taller than i was and
a couple hundred pounds heavier
with
claws
that are
and they're coming up and putting their
hand on your shoulder
while they're talking to you in your
head
and they know i understand them
because
they picked up on that right away that i
was telepathic unlike the germans
and
they sensed
the draco hybridization because they had
dealt with draco for
millennia
and so they looked at me and it was
you're different
then they would start digging
telepathically into that difference that
the germans had taught me to
to despise
their
oh yeah if anybody's worse than your
average new ager about draco it's
germans
yeah
most humans on earth have heard a lot of
about draco and they think that
they're automatically evil they just
have a different cultural viewpoint
they
where humans give honor to the concept
of love but really betrayed all the time
draco give honor to the concept of honor
and they stand by it
so there's there's
a major difference in world view
but when it comes down to actually doing
what what the quality is that you value
the draco do it and humans don't
okay so they come humans they come up to
you did they
did he sneak up on you
like someone at a a raptor did they did
they sneak up on you and put their
claw on your shoulder or how did that
happen
i don't remember how i got captured okay
i really don't that's one of those
you're there
moments
and
i have a
hand with
eight inch closets on it on my shoulder
and it's tapping
so i'm feeling the claws on my shoulder
blade
through my
flight suit
and i'm like
and the emotional of it
took over
and
you know the term panic attack
and
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my ship
responded to the panic attack
and called atleast prima for backup
and i don't remember
actually being hurt
physically
but i
remember the fullness
of
the raptor in my head
finding finding every point that was a
weakness
and
digging in
and it was just
a panic attack that wouldn't stop and
then i blacked out
and
when i came to
i was in the regen tank back on at least
klima
and they had flown my ship back
well my ship
the ship can fly itself
it didn't really need me
but because we were connected through
the chip
it knew when i was in trouble because it
was monitoring my emotions
my emotional state
and when i would do a panic attack it
would call home
so
did they tell you what happened
they told me that i had gone into
shock
metabolic shock that's what they called
it
and
they said we know you're telepathic we
know they're stronger telepaths than you
are we're not mad at you
so
they also know that mancids are stronger
telepaths than i am so
that if when i was captured by them they
the instructions were do not do not even
try to block them because they're going
to get through anyway and the harder you
block the more damaged you'll be
so
the region tanks don't
deal with mental
so if i fought too much then my mind
would have been gone and i would have
been useless to the germans
what happened towards the end of
your service there as a pilot
um
i got sent
to take out a raptor nest
and steve was their dinner
we had
grown up together we had gone to schula
together we
had this ongoing affair together
we had spent
25 years together
and he was dinner
alive
there were other humans that they had
captured too but he was the one that i
focused in on my ship had
a long-range sensor
that would give me
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a picture of what i was aiming at so i
got it it looked basically like i was
there in the room with them
and i panicked
the one thing a pilot
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is not allowed to do you are not allowed
to panic
while you are on a ship
and my ship interpreted that panic as
fire all weapons
and it did
and
it noted the time that i panicked and
what i was seeing why i panicked and
sent that back to atlas prima
and
they
redialed
went back in time and pulled him out
so he was saved
and
i was in trouble because i had an
emotional attachment
that allowed me to panic like that
my commander
informed me
that i could no longer be trusted
with those kinds of weapons
that i was no longer fit for duty
and so i was transferred off mars into
the actual german
space military
and it's a plural
because they have more than one
fleet involved
uh
luftwaffe was singular because it was
air force singular
machoven is
the combination of all of the colony
militia
and the main military so it's more than
one
and it's large and it's 400 years old
and
has a great deal of power
and a lot of places to bury somebody
who's talented
but can't be trusted
and so that's what they did to me they
put me on a freighter
where i would be
supporting
the armada
in its actions on behalf of the draco
but that i would not be in a position
where i could actually do any harm
what happened with the with this
incident i mean how did the
this group got captured and why and why
were they
off base
on the surface
i have no idea
he was he was the main person for mars
net there's no reason he should have
been office but would people usually go
out sometimes for any any reason at all
to
i don't know
odd food for some reason
well you can't stay in a hole
underground all the time
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but i
don't know why he would not have been
accompanied by someone more competent
he was valuable
there's not
not many people there who are
multilingual and
intuitive about it
you know there's a lot of people that
are multilingual but they're really not
good at it
the natives understand that they're
foreigners
he was good enough to pass as a native
in all three languages
so
was it a raptor city
or or a cave somewhere was it far away
from the base
as far as you know it was placed from
the base yeah it was it was
he had been transported away
it was not like like
he took a day trip and it was gone
and they had to have known he was there
when they sent me
and so in some ways it was a test
of me
so
and i failed
so
did you see him afterwards
yeah i got to i got to say goodbye to
him before i was shipped out
how was the transfer
done did you get
shipped to a
another colony or was it
was the freighter also stationed
the
the freighter was
came to elise prima to pick me up
and i was
chipped
into that ship
and i was never allowed off board
until i was sent home
i was on the ship
for 25 years
i had
a room that i shared with another woman
who was also a navigator
and i was allowed between my room
the navigation room
the bridge
the officer's mess and the hallways in
between
i was de facto a prisoner on the
ship and
they injected me
with some form of
they called it birth control but it
eliminated my sex drive
completely
and i was not allowed any kind of
personal relationships at all
the only
person i had any contact with on a
regular basis was the woman who shared
the room with me
and my understanding was she had also
gotten in trouble
we assisted the draco
in putting down rebellions
and
it got to where
when the german armada would
materialize in their space
that the colony would
the the planet would immediately
surrender
because we were
so
much harsher
than the drake ower
once we showed up
we took prisoners and
those were
those with the people
that were turned into cyborgs first were
our prisoners of war
um
because i'll take all it took for a
cyborg was a consciousness
it didn't matter if it was human or
a gray or
some animal with a tail or a reptoid
or didn't matter
we couldn't use
insectoids because they were high braces
and
they would shut down the consciousness
of the individual
any race that wasn't a high brace
the germans turned them into cyborgs and
sold them elsewhere
but by the time the germans were called
in
the draco had already offered a
diplomatic solution and been turned down
they had already offered an economic
solution and been turned down they had
already
you know
we were
we were when everything else had failed
so we came in and we would
destroy the place
so i know for a fact
nobody official has told the draco to
leave earth or that situation would be
happening
here so when i heard that out of a
certain whistleblower's mouth
i knew he was lying
and i'd rather not name him
i don't want to i don't want to keep his
legend going
but um
there are still drake on earth and
the rulers
the ruling class are still paying the
taxes to the draco empire
and that's why the ruling class is still
the ruling class
if they stopped paying the taxes if they
told the draco to go away
there would be a major coup and there
would be a new ruling class and if it
did not cooperate with the draco
then
there would be
economic disaster
and if that didn't work
then they would be starting in the
military solution and
the germans are part of the military
solution
when all else fails they bring in the
germans
so and it's on their part it's just
doing a job
these people are rebelling against their
rightful empire
so
like when the chechnyans rebelled
against the soviets
it's
just the way that it's set up
and
sitting here on earth and
being in a country that gives lip
service to democracy
it seems like a really harsh approach to
things but that's not what it is out
there what it is out there is this is a
stable
empire that has been there for
millions if not a billion years and it's
not going anywhere in the next five
yeah
and if they showed up here
they wouldn't even have to fire weapons
just drop rocks
i mean that's that's most of what we did
was just drop rocks we would pick up
space debris and drop it on the planet
and
and the
potential energy from it falling
would be so intense that when it hit it
would blow the place up
and then it was just a matter of picking
up survivors and
and using them as slaves
it doesn't take major weapons it just
takes dropping big rocks
if you drop a rock from far enough away
it is a major weapon
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you