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once i was on the ship
i was never off the ship until i was
sent home
it was basically house arrest
they did not trust me
because
i
formed attachments
during
love affair
i was in this gray zone
of
too
well trained
to be discarded
but too emotional to be trusted
and because i was a
draco hybrid
this confused the
germans because draco's are noted for
not
showing love affection
or
any of those things
they were noted for exactly what the
germans had expected of me which was
lots of sex with with no
no
attachments
and so i was an anomaly
something that they didn't know what to
do with
so they chipped me into
the ship's computer oh
the freighter i was on was called the
zolheiman and it's spelled
with an x
um
and it was old even for then
it was one of the
cigar shaped
aluminum outsides
it it was a little bit on the outside
and it had
shielding that made it shimmer
so it was really very pretty
i only saw it the one time when they
were when it landed and they put me on
it
um
it was
probably kilometer long
a little over half mile
and uh
i was one of three navigators they had
on board
uh
was it from the the old days when they
had their first uh
that you mean the cigar shape where did
that come from
is it is it like one of the originals
was it was like a submarine based or
something you know
it was submarine based it was the first
kind of design after the hannibal
the germans are very waste not whatnot
they will keep using technology until it
completely falls apart and then they'll
melt it down and recycle it
until then it's in use as long as it can
be stitched back together
uh there are still bases with
card punch computers
you know the
cardboard cards right
there are still bases using those
so um
as long as it functions it's used
when it stop when it can no longer be
repaired
then it will be recycled
and
if they can upgrade it
in the meantime they will
but uh
nothing gets thrown away as long as it's
usable
so
this was an older ship it was obsolete
when they put me on it in 1990.
um
we
transported
mostly people
in various stages of
war
we would transport soldiers
usually americans
people like randy creamer
i'm not saying he was ever on one ship
okay
those were the kinds of people we took
were
usually americans
they were usually
krueger
or department of defense
you know
possibly people like jason rice
all i knew was we went to mars we we got
our
hold filled with these humans
and then we went to battle
and we would drop them off on the planet
okay so that was like a military
freighter
yes okay it was
and then
well over there
huh
they would capture prisoners of war
and we would fill the hold with the
prisoners of war
and then we would take them either to a
german
cyborg conversion factory
or if all of our factories were
already busy we would take them to
planetary corporations
and yes they were our enemy but
we would get
more advanced tech
than what we had in exchange for these
prisoners of war so it was
from the perspective of the two factions
it was a win-win situation
and uh
most of the cyborgs from both factions
were ex were sold for advanced tech
anyway
the germans mostly
technology from the draco or the mantis
um
not the mars version the the mantid
empire
okay
uh there are
subjects
subject races
subjected to
the draco
who would also
share technology in exchange for
protection
the
the best way to describe it is the
germans were running a protection racket
i think
mafia style i see so
from from who from the draco
from us
isn't that the way that always does it
you sell protection from yourself i see
okay
yeah
come on
no
you have a mafia in your country too
but but but but those they would be
they would be racketing with the the
worlds that are already subject to the
draco or not
yeah okay
well so we're already subject to the
jacob
the germans have a reputation in space
as
if you rebel against the draco okay
the draco don't bother you until you
stop paying taxes and then they will
come in and they'll spend some time
trying to talk you into paying your
taxes and going back to being
respectable citizens
and if you can if you persist in that
you are in rebellion
then they will send in the germans
and the germans have a reputation for
being worse than the jacob
they will come in and you don't even
have to use weapons you just drop rocks
though
the potential energy of these rocks
falling
is worse than any of the bombs that we
currently have on earth
it will take out entire regions you drop
enough rocks and the planet will break
up
and
i know in other altars
i've
brought the armada out of hyperspace
materializing in orbit and the planet
would immediately surrender to the draco
they did not want to deal with us at all
so
we have reached the point where our
reputation is so bad
that
we can sell protection
okay you pay us enough and we'll tell
the draco we won't we won't harm you
and the draco know we're doing it and
they think it's hilarious
you're like you guys are learning
oh my god
what do these people pay
to the germans mostly
whatever advanced tech they have is what
we go for first okay
and then
food
we have we have
a thousand
plus colonies with a billion or more
people each
food is always
a big deal an army moves on his stomach
uh food that's not from a replicator
especially
um
what else do they do
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officially we're only allowed beer and
vodka
but other
drugs
are rampant
through
through the enlisted forces
um
you've got people who are hyped up on
on
enhancement drugs to be at peak
performance and
the enlisted men in
noctufatin
these are people who are not officers
these are people who are doing
the groundwork
when we when we are involved in
actually
controlling a population instead of just
bombing them into
dropping rocks on them
these are the guys that go down there
and do the work
so they're constantly hyped up ready to
go into battle
but they're not
usually in battle
they're usually stuck on a ship
somewhere
or at a base
or a space station
and so they're
there's a lot of
bootlegged
things for them
so the troops that you were you were
you're carrying
all the time
um
do the do the jumps uh because you're
you're saying hyperspace do the jumps uh
vary in
the length of time depending on the on
the actual physical distance like if
you're jumping from here to mars or from
mars to another constellation
and what are the time spans on that if
you if you jump from mars to i don't
know whatever system another another uh
constellation or something
well
going from
mars
to vega prime
takes
there's
a portal
which is like a
wormhole
that goes part of the way
then you come out
you go into hyperspace to the next
portal
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and then
you follow the portal through
the star
and the whole trip takes about three
weeks
whoa
that's a long time
it's not like teleportation
we imagine it all right
teleportation
in
real time
only goes the speed of light you're
talking this is
what 40 i can't remember the exact
numbers how many light years is vega
prime away from here
yeah
so it's still faster than teleportation
okay
but
what you do is you step
you step out of this level
and usually you step into 4d because
it's the land of ghosts
right and
you step there
you take the whole ship and everybody on
it and you you're
in this
warp
and the ship's computer sets up the warp
but
the
psionic ability of the navigator
decides
which dimension you're in
so
i usually went into 4d because there are
not as many physical objects there you
can travel without running into things
and
so your whole ship
is no longer in 3d in the physical okay
you are no longer in
this physical reality you are in the
next dimension up
and
you're going
along and space and time and physics
operate differently there
and you have to watch what people are
thinking because they can
materialize objects there manifest
things okay man if they can manifest
manifest lots of things there
and so you've got
phantom objects
and you've got thought people
people's nightmares
thought forms
dead people will appear on the ship
because you are in the realm of the dead
and
you have this time period
that you're traveling now when you
decide
to go back into 3d
you have to make sure all the other
stuff stays behind
that's the navigator's job
while the other stuff stays behind
and
none of the people are in the walls or
the floors or the ceiling or
each other
you know
there are horror nightmares of when they
were first developing this technology
but
you also have to make sure that when
you're coming back into 3d you're not
in the middle of a star or
a planet or an asteroid or any other
physical object
or in the belly of
an energy feeder
and that that is that's where your
psionics kicks in you have to foresee it
right okay you have to foresee it you
have to be able to be in one dimension
and see into another one at the same
time
is that like for seeing the future
basically
and and making your choice depending on
what you see there or how
i never thought of it in terms of
foreseeing the future all right
because there is no really there's no
future so
you're basically seeing what you what
your choices are
right you're you're seeing what's there
and your real choice is do i want to
come out there or do i want to move over
a bit
and
it's it's something
because you're chipped into the computer
the computer has a say in it too
so you're not
just you
it's very hard to explain that part
and i had already been
initiated into
the order of the black sun so i was
already
ai
in a lot of ways
when i was chipped and that was
something that also confused the germans
because when you're when you're black
sun you're not supposed to have
attachment issues
you're supposed to be completely ai
so
i confuse them apathetic emotionless
cold calculating
the only the only emotions that draco
and black son
or anger
so black sound
the the black goo you still after
ingesting that you still have anger
you still have anger and you use the
energy of that anger to power
the silence the psionics
and the end effect is you not dress well
our uniforms were like them
so um you end up basically like darth
vader
so the crew of the ship how many people
were there and
who was the captain and how how was how
were things around there
the captain was a german man
almost all the highest officers are men
i
i can't remember his face or his name
and considering that most of the men
were kept at about 35 this is really odd
because he had gray hair
very odd
he usually wore
bridge blacks which are
the dress version of the everyday
uniform
you wore fancier clothes on the
bridge it was a formal occasion but not
party formal party formals the uniforms
were white
but on the bridge they were black
where the guys that were working
like the guys that the mechanics they
kept were the guys that kept things
clean
they would wear grays
gray coveralls
and those things were comfortable the
coveralls
probably the best
fitting
of any of the uniforms
the women tended to be in things that
were form-fitting and
made us look feminine and unless we were
in a
battle situation
in a battle situation we would be in
the female version of armor
and it wasn't like they draw in comic
books we were actually covered in armor
like the guys
they didn't
they didn't want us
um
lieutenant valkyrie
was never in armor
in noctuffin
because she was never off the ship
um
the crew how many people were there
approximately
or how many people did you see
at
one time
i only saw about
30 people at one time
but
being connected to
the ship's computer
i was aware that there were about 500.
okay
and
most of them were involved in taking
care of
the cargo
because they were very close quarters
for
the people involved
so they had to be fed they had
to have sleeping arrangements blankets
you know
every everything that you would expect
in a bunker situation right so which was
what they were in so you said that you
were you you would go for three weeks
that's three human
so they would be they would have to be
lodged fed you know
that's just to get from here to vega
prime we had
colonies
way out
some
some of the time we would be
taking a jump
that would be
from earth through
a zigzag
of systems
and so we would be just
zigzagging through portals
and the portal the wormholes take so
much time off the trip
that it's amazing you're just like
you're there
and
even going through hyperspace it's
longer
because
to maneuver physically right i had an
impression that the wormhole and the
hyperspace
are the same thing so what is the
difference then
you said that taking a wormhole takes
the time off that means the wormhole is
much faster right
the wormhole is a whole lot faster
i will try the picture okay
good
okay
can you see this yes
okay
the wormhole
is like a tunnel
that you
from here
and through it and then there
okay yeah
so
if you're starting off here
and you want to go
here
in hyperspace
you have to go all
the way around
where the here it
cuts a whole lot off right because this
part
okay
you can jump from
from this point to here
where you're going through here
and then you come out into real space
and you go through the wormhole
and you're back in real space and then
you can
to your top to your next point
okay so by jump you mean teleportation
right
no i mean hyperspace hyperspace okay
okay
so
the question is why can't you jump from
point a to point b
straight why do you need the wormhole is
there is there no technology that allows
you to just
open a open a wormhole or something a
portal and just jump from a to b
no okay
what you can you can
you can use
the
hyperspace to go from
mars
directly to vega prime
it takes three months
all right
and during those three months you've got
all these people in the hold
and you look outside and it's
it's like
it's like a tunnel
that is reaching and grabbing for you
and you've got all this stuff
manifesting out there
and the longer you are in a hyperspace
tunnel the more stuff is manifested
and
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there's enough stuff already out that
manifest that you already
collect some of it
and if you happen to have an energy
feeder stuck to your ship what when you
went in and you boot it off while you're
there
still there
for the next guy that comes along
and by that time it's starving because
it's regular food is not in hyperspace
and so it will go
and you'll have a really hard time
getting it off your ship that time
so uh
there's a lot out there
i think
uh the
the
energy feeders
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they can look like horseshoe crabs they
can look like amoebas they can look like
um
jellyfish
some look
some look like angels
oh yeah
these big
amorphous
body looking things with wings
and they'll just come after you
um and they'll send out sort of a siren
song while they're at it
but the time frame if you can find a
natural
wormhole or part of the builder race
system
to use
it
it can cut months or even years off of
your travel time
that's why we use them
and
i've got the star chart the map
from here today from mars to vega
prime
in my head that one i know
uh-huh so that's why i've been using
that one is because
except for the light year's distance
that when i have a map in my head
okay so it i'm going to assume that's a
route that i took a lot because i can
remember the route
and i don't remember it like in words or
you know amorphous computer directions i
remember it as a
3d plus time
visual
hyperspin
is a combination of the ship's computer
doing the calculations
with combined with the navigator's
psionic abilities
and it's basically the same concept as
the montauk chair worked off of
how fast is the hyperspace travel then
is it faster than the speed of light is
it slower than the speed of y it's
faster than the speed of light
okay because you're taking a shortcut
through another dimension but it's still
it's it's not instantaneous because
we're talking light years distance right
right okay
and then if you find on along the way if
you can charge it so that you jump from
a wormhole to a wormhole once you're in
a wormhole situation you're you're
moving much faster then
yes the wormholes are almost
instantaneous almost instantaneous okay
and what you were taking from um
from new york to mars aries prima
was
a teleportation slash hyperspace which
took 20 minutes
okay
all right
cool interesting
what about time travel when you have to
go back to the base did you have to also
spend like three weeks and that would
make it
let's say you go from mars to vega three
weeks and then the three weeks back does
it make it six weeks until you've come
back to the base of mars or do you have
a shortcut to maybe make a time loop to
come back at the same time or how does
that work
how does that work
we're going to call this regular time
but we're going to compare it to a river
let's see
when you are here
and you want to go
there
you jump
here
and in this realm
you can step back
into that river at any point you want
you can go
from there and you're going along here
and then you
jump you jump to that
physical location
but upstream
i think
so you've also traveled in time i think
and no that doesn't put you in another
timeline
you're in the same timeline i see so
so the physical distance and and the
physical time can be then
vary you can
you can you can jump to a distance but
to any time period you wish
and that means and that we're talking
hyperspace right now this is a
hyperspace
traveling so
when you when you're coming back you can
actually the physical distance takes
that much time but you are you're coming
back to any time you want
on mars do you okay
which is very handy
yes it is so
you still have to use
lots of things at once right
right so you still whatever you do with
that technology you still have to spend
the physical time of three weeks or
whatever
on the travels right
there is no avoiding that
you still experience
the travel time the travel time as being
weeks months and so on but
it's linear as far as how you experience
it you're here you your travel time
you're there
and
even the backing up a little bit in the
in the stream so that you're getting
there ahead of where
then then even that is experienced
linearly
right one
the other after the other
just like experience time
in your natural life on earth
one thing after the other okay and then
and then what was on your missions then
was it the
requirement to jump from say your
your jump
you're departing from mars at two
o'clock
in the afternoon was it a requirement to
get to whatever load you know
destination location at the same time
or
different time later earlier
what was this it was it was a variation
on
mission they had the time frame that
they wanted you there
so you had a
due date
okay like a window
you had a window okay
okay
interesting
but if you travel around backwards in
time too much you have to deal with the
time
and with the time
core is it is it a corporation or a core
as in a military corps or is it just a a
military corps a military court and who
is who is on this court
uh
they're part of the galactic authority i
think
and we're going to talk about that later
because it's a big subject i guess
uh the galactic authority is what's left
of
the governing bodies that were in place
at the time of the builder race
and they were a collection of the
advanced races at the time
and over time they'd added new and as
older races died out they left
and
they're still
they're still in charge and even the
draco have to submit to them
but
at the same time
they're not as powerful as they have
been in the past
but they have several
divisions they have
the guardians are their military
the council of five are their courts
the time core is who enforces
messing with time
because this time stream
has to stay
constant
for everything to work right
and if you go back and mess with things
then you've messed with the timeline
and that doesn't just affect you it
affects everybody else in the timeline
and so the time core is set up
to keep things
keep things from being
messed up for everybody else just
because somebody got selfish
so you said that once you've jumped too
much
that creates a problem
so how how much is too much
if you jump back now right if you jump
back too much in time for example when
as you were as you go back to the base
right
to mars
yeah they don't don't complain so much
about you've been traveling and you
you've
cut off your journey
that they complain about
what they complain about is you're going
back in time and changing things
like
we have
multiple
missions going on
to rescue
a colony that
the guardians destroyed
the
galactic authority told the germans to
evacuate
that they had gone too far that they
didn't have authorization to go that far
and that they needed to evacuate those
people back to the solar
system and the germans being the germans
said
have you
which was not a smart move
even the draco told them it was not a
smart move
and
the galactic authority destroyed the
planet
with several billion people
so that doesn't sound like they're very
benevolent
right there because not all of these
people are military and it's a it's a
it's a planet so it's a whole
i'm talking about like a whole
collective of beings there
why would they be destroyed
they think in terms of race bases rather
than individuals
uh in the 400 years that the germans
have
had acquired this planet
they had been committing
atrocities in the neighboring worlds
capturing people
turning them into cyborgs for sale
basically terrorizing the entire
neighborhood
and the galactic authority did warn them
ahead of time to evacuate the people
and
they didn't
so the place was destroyed because it
was a threat to its neighbors
and
now we've got every ship
that the germans have some that the
draco lent us
and
help from
kruger to go back in time and rescue
those people
and even with all of that
we didn't have enough space on the ships
to get them all out
now i've been seeing these photographs
of all these ships coming through the
sun
those are the ships returning those
people to solar system colonies
those those dart shaped the dark shaped
ships like this straight arrow head
ones
okay
so we're not talking about it we're not
talking about guardian fleet coming into
our school
talking about the guardian fleet
although there are some of their ships
here too
we're talking about
the german people from that colony are
being returned to the solar system as
the galactic authority ordered
so
and that was allowed they were allowed
to actually go back
so that's why the they took out the
planet because they knew that there
there is a way around it and now the
germans have learned
yeah so they now that they the germans
will see that their you know the
authority is serious and they've learned
their lesson
now they're gonna you know make an extra
effort to rescue all these people
and
you know that
that was that and
there are not enough ships to rescue all
of them
there is a
in chemistry it's called the law of
diminishing returns
it gets harder and harder and harder to
go back to the same spot
in time
as
you go
and
it kind of wears out the fabric of time
in that spot
and we have reached the point where
nobody else can go to that spot and
rescue those people
and we've only rescued
half
so
the germans learned a very
costly lesson
okay
now i don't know what the rest of the
story is going to be
my understanding from the guardians that
i interact with is that all of the
german colonists
all of those colonies are going to be
sent back to the solar system
and i don't know where we're going to
put all those people
honestly
we're talking over a trillion people
that's right and we think
and
we think we're crowded with the 5
billion we have on earth now
so okay uh
how do you get
that centralized if you have billions
many hundreds of billions of people
in your
space colony network
is it centralized at all i mean
or do they just let them
develop
as they will or
what they did was they had like a common
culture
that they called the federation
and
once a colony became self-supporting it
was considered to be its own country
its own nation right
it
the federation
it was self-governing
self-supporting they would be required
to give so many
soldiers
per year to the fleet
to the fleet
and
if they were in the draco empire they
were required to pay taxes to the draco
empire
so the draco were real happy about these
colonies because they were paying taxes
but they're not real happy with what the
galactic authority has done
and i don't know what's going to happen
with the contracts because the draco are
really
nitpicky about their contracts
so um
i don't know if those people are going
to have to continue to pay them taxes
once they're back in the solar system as
refugees or not
and
my understanding from the guardians that
i've interacted with is that
all
of
the human
factions out in space are going to be
pushed back into the solar system inside
the oort cloud
and that
we're going to be trapped in here
until
until we can learn to live without
pecking order slavery
how does that correlate with what the
draco are doing if you're talking about
galactic authority and all the
atrocities
many people would say that it all starts
with the draco and it ends with the
drake once drake are gone we may
we may or may not sort it out but we
have to sort of first get rid of the
real problem which is the draconian
empire
the draconian empire are not the cause
of the atrocities
the humans are
we go out there
now the history that that
the guardians told me was that every
15 to 20 thousand years
we escape our planet
we go out into space we create all kinds
of atrocities
the guardians have to bring us back
that they give us a choice
between
keeping pecking order slavery
or becoming
a galactic level zero civilization and
that so far we have always chosen to
keep pecking order slavery
and at that when we make that choice
then
they allow the natural catastrophe
to
dump us back into the stone age and we
have to start over
okay
now that
cyclic catastrophe could be averted
they have the technology to do that
and they would if we chose to give up
slavery
and by slavery you mean
it's
slavery on earth
it's debt slavery on earth
you know the work man who has to work
every hour of his waking moment just
pays bills
it's
the pecking order where you have elites
and then managers and then people who
work all their lives and never get
anything
it's the the
religions that are based on
extraterrestrials telling us what to do
instead of our own innate
our own innate spirituality there are
real religions on this planet
uh mostly shamanism and nature faiths
anything that has a sky god you're
worshiping an e.t
and they want all this stuff stopped
they want us to get to the point where
we value each other
where we take care of every single
individual on the planet regardless of
how we figure their worth is
whether they whether you think they
deserve it or not
they get the basics
clothing food
basic education
for free
okay it costs nothing
this is what the galactic authority
wants of us what about the draco that
are taxing the planet that
is it part of our like overall
school system
of the civilization or
taxing the planet will take their cut of
whatever the gross planetary product is
so they are allowed to do this
they're allowed to do this why
our ancestors made a deal with them who
did
we're talking back what bible calls adam
and eve
the serpent in the garden
was an annunaki draco hybrid
i believe his name would to be enki
okay so right
right so so are we supposed to also
figure out that we have this contract
and maybe
terminate it somehow
or not
is it possible
some contracts cannot be terminated
all right i'm going to ask
from my point of view
an american
it would be like kansas saying i don't
want to be part of the united states
anymore
how far did the chechnyans get
in your in the soviet union okay
you know that that's what we're talking
about you're part of something greater
you're born into it the contracts are
already settled and until the draco
empire falls of its own accord you're
stuck with it
and since their lifespans are half a
million years
they're going to be around a lot longer
than you are
so that's one of the things that you
just have to say
we're stuck with that that's a given
draco are part of our lives as long as
we pay our taxes they're not going to
bother us
what do the guardians say about
the cause of
us
doing all this every now and then coming
i mean going out into space and then you
know causing all this
mess and then coming back is it the
genetics is it because we are
not spiritually advanced enough what is
it
well they consider us a primitive race
okay
uh we reach a certain level of
technology
usually with help
and
we
burst out of out of our prison
um or in their term the guardians called
it a playpen
we break out of our playpen
and
they watch us for a while to see if
we're going to do any better this time
and when we don't they put us back in
the playpen well there are too many of
us that all fit on earth now so they're
letting it be the whole solar system
and
the oort cloud makes a perfect prison
wall
and so we'll be allowed to keep whatever
we have unless we
manage to
manage to destroy ourselves
which is
they have said that no one will destroy
us
as far as all of us
but
they're not ruling out us destroying
each other
okay
the zohaimen then let's go back to the
ship
in the zoheim and everything is a
steel gray
it was
polished metal
that had been sealed with the paint
so it was
a matte finish so it wasn't like
shiny at you but it was this gray was
everywhere
uh
the upholstery on the seats was a
lighter shade of gray
so it wasn't just a unicorn
there had been some thought put into
designing the color scheme
all the all the german facilities the
place where you meet for the meeting at
the beginning of your shift
there's a podium in the front
and it has
the banner
with the swastika okay
so you've got
this
podium that's gray and it's got
the red white and black
banner with the swastika on it hanging
off down the front and when it gets
frayed looking they get a new one
this is to be kept
it's roughly their flag
it does it doesn't mean the same thing
as it did to the nozzle it's just like
national emblem
and then behind the podium
there's the big stylized eagle
and
in its claws it will hold
an emblem
now if you're on a world it will be
a map of that world
okay
if you're on a ship
it's usually
the black sun knock
it's
not always if your top officers are not
black sun then it won't have it
it'll have
a symbol of earth or
there is a symbol for
das bundes
it's it's
a map of the galaxy
with the area
where the colonies are
um
set they're set with with
crystal but they almost look like
diamonds the way they've got them
polished
so they'll have
these little
things in it
it's really pretty
and those are in
the shiny
metal gray
briefings are done with
holograms
and they're really good
the holograms they're
the holograms are really good
that you actually
it's
like a 3d video
and
so you know
what's happening
what what you're being shown it's like
you're there
and
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the german officer will give you the
briefing in german
and
there's some sort of uh
translator
that will allow
the people that don't speak german to
hear it in their language and why would
you would have like what are you talking
about slaves on the ship or
people from other places other countries
the soldiers we carry are not always
german
and they
they will have commanding officers
who will be privy to the briefings
okay
so
or some of the briefings there will be a
point at which they're asked to leave
and the rest will be
just for us
but every shift at the beginning of it
the officers have their own meeting and
then there's a different meeting for the
enlisted
and
they're not in they're not told as much
i see
okay so
uh you said that people from other
places besides the americans who were
there
there were english australian
um
anywhere from the entire
british
commonwealth
and any race from the entire british
commonwealth
there were chinese there were russians
on the zohaimen you mean
okay what were they doing there they
were
also
part of the
i guess like a concession deal
contributing their troops to the germans
in space
you know it was one of those things that
i didn't even question at the time
it was you're carrying so and so today
but you saw
how did you tell for example okay the
chinese are obviously what would they
they obviously look asian how would you
tell that those were russians for
example
the russians were green uniforms
the americans
the ones embedded with us were blue
uniforms the ones that were not embedded
with us
usually had an american flag on their
shoulder
uh most
most of the people's
would have their flag of course
well i was i was
on this all hymen from 1990
to 2014.
so i watched it change from soviet union
to
russian federation
but we didn't understand the politics
okay right
but you saw you saw the commanding
officers there
and what were they doing what are they
doing the same thing
i was a lieutenant i was at the
briefings for officers
and the commanding officers would be
there also so they would be going
whoever
was on your ship then they would be
going together with the germans as a
drop
and the troops dropped on the planet to
to do a job right
yeah
we would drop we would drop the troops
and their commanding officers on the
planet they would take care of whatever
they were sent there to do
and as they captured prisoners award
they brought them to us and then when we
had
the hold was fulfilled we would take
them to one of the cyborg factories and
then we the ship would be filled with
the cyborgs and we would have a
destination to take them for sale but
the cyborgs were not the same as you
brought in you you
take the side which they were no
what it takes time right right right
okay
what about yeah and what about the
troops then do you would you drop them
off back to mars or some
okay
sometimes another ship would
aren't the only transport ship sure of
course yeah so you drop them up some
somewhere they would be taking
somewhere else by others okay
that's interesting so what was the
capacity of the ship how many people
could you carry he said it was almost a
kilometer long that means you could
carry what
a couple thousand people
we had a crew of about 500
so
um
probably a thousand
sounds right
so a drop off would be would they be
dropped off in a smaller transport
uh you know and i don't know
some kind of some kind of like a land
surface transport or something
we could land on the surface oh you
could land okay
so you didn't you didn't okay so you
didn't actually have to go to orbit and
then drop them off the
orbit no
we were not dropping them like rocks
we could land
let down the door and let them
walk out on their own because you're
yeah because that that means that
by that time the planet was already uh
culled
the there was no resistance or any
danger of you know
ground fire or anything
had force fields okay
we had we had shielding we had
energy shielding and if you're landing
on a relatively primitive world
that
that polished aluminum shimmering
was
terrifying oh my god
you know
you're you're landing on a world that
that is basically at earth level and
you're releasing
military
and you have this shimmer on this this
mirror polished finish and it's just
it's extremely intimidating
almost as intimidating as the
teardrop black chips
so
yeah this was this was
it was a very simple design to be
this just
cylindrical
balls on the end sort of shape
and
it was very simple very elegant
and to a primitive world extremely
intimidating
the engines what were the engines like
we had
a
better version of the belt
uh we had a lot better shielding on it
one or several
we had one at each end of the show
and that was what was in the ends
because that gave
room for more shielding to protect the
crew
we also had
side engines
that were plasma
and they were directional and breaking
i see
because when you're out in space you
can't use friction to stop you you have
to use braking
you know in engines that go the other
direction
so uh
what else did we have we had the
hyperspace engine of course
the temporal drives
we had um
what they're calling the em drive
electromagnetic
yeah it we called it the copper
microwave but
they're calling it the em drive here
where you make a bell out of copper and
you hit it with microwaves and
it produces
force um
so all of that on one ship you have to
keep
okay
you use them in different places
and what was used for jumping into
hyperspace what kind of drive
would be activated
you would activate
the em drive
if you could
because it produces a beautiful teardrop
teardrop shape field
and it's safe
to
go into
hyperspace inside that
because if you go into hyperspace in an
atmosphere you leave a hole that will
suck the whole atmosphere off the planet
oh
right
don't want to do that
that's a big no-no
yeah by the way
you said you live you leave a hole that
never occurred to me so
how
soon would this hole be closed after
you've left
well if it's sucking air
it won't
if it's if there's no substances
it closes right behind us that's why you
need this like
the field which is what you warp is it
the warp field or
it's it's the field that's produced by
the em drive okay the electromagnetic
shielding
it's
it makes a shielding and
and when i saw
oh gee
ellen elon musk
had this
launch that was supposed to be a big
failure he was supposed to be putting
this satellite into space and i saw this
teardrop filled
field form and i went
oh my god
and then i saw the spiral
in it
that's an em ship oh my god
so it wasn't i said it was supposed to
be there was one in florida one in
california and there was one in russia
and there was one in china
and i was in this group on facebook and
i said uh earth level military has that
that level of technology now they have
the big three have just
tested it so they all have it
and i could just imagine all the
generals doing a happy dance because
that's that's incredible technology and
that was supposed to be like look like a
failure like they've failed or something
it was
they were supposed to be
the the cover story was that they were
putting a satellite in orbit and that it
had
basically failed at the second stage
it wasn't even it wasn't even that it
was testing this engine oh my god and
exactly what it was supposed to do
every time all four times that i saw it
test that it did exactly what it was
supposed to do so can you repeat what
what exactly happened how did it look
and
it
it has this this
you have it looks like a rocket coming
up
and when the first stage detaches
then the little bit that comes up
makes this crazy spiral
and then it forms this huge teardrop
shaped field
and you can still see the original
object in the middle
and then as a distance away you see this
spiral of light form
that spiral is a portal
a wormhole
happens every time
okay
amazing
so all these spirals that we saw on
youtube the spiraling things they were
actually portable portals opening
the ones related to the em drivework
uh the portals that were
related to harp
those like the one that was in sweden
the i believe it was a light blue color
that one that one was also a portal
and i was looking at that guy
what what do they think they're doing do
they think they're hiding this i mean
it's on youtube for the whole world to
see
so so you so the em drive creates this
you basically turn on a field that is a
teardrop shape field
where does the portal come from do you
open it with some other technology or
well we did we opened it with another
technology
but obviously
elon musk's group was was testing that
because it showed up on the youtube
beautiful
so what do you do to turn the the portal
on
to open that
do you remember
it was a different button on the
that that's another button
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very good i was in this chair that
looked like a dentist chair
and i had
mouse pads that were the same size as my
hands with balls in the middle
and
they
worked in different directions
and i'm driving
with my hands
while i'm seeing because i'm chipped
into the computer so i'm seeing all of
the
360 degrees everywhere
all the way around the ship
i can look at anything out there i want
to
while i'm trying to drive and steer away
from
from asteroids that aren't on the charts
or
energy feeders or if the energy feeder
is too big i have to re-direct
everything around it because you really
don't want to fight with these guys if
you can help it
and uh
i mean
you heard me describe how big my ship
was
there were
energy feeders out there big enough to
eat it
like it was nothing
okay
these are beings that have evolved in
space to eat the energy plasma that is
in space
you know the the stuff that comes off
the sun
the currents that go through space
and there are currents in space you have
to know where they are that's one of the
things that the computer keeps track of
and just feeds you the information well
there's current there so if you get in
that you can go faster
but you don't have to watch for the
energy feeders if you do that
people don't realize they think that
because this is
this is the first time we've been in
space in their lifetimes
that there's nothing out there
this isn't true
there have been some really nasty wars
fought in the solar system
and not just one
there have been nasty wars
every 50 000 years or so
nasty wars
and there's
derelicts all over the place
and you they're not all charted
so you have you have to keep track of
this stuff
now uh there are groups out there
planetary corporations is one of them
who is making an effort to find all of
these derelicts
and take whatever
tech they can identify off of it and
then recycle the parts
you know melt them to melt down for the
metals
so you couldn't leave the ship
where was the ship ever parked i mean
landed on mars
okay
yeah
we would land on mars
mars was considered our home base
and uh we weren't ever there very long
uh we were never there more than a day
or two at a time we were always
on the move
this was
some
you would think a troop transport which
is basically what we were
would uh
not be as busy as we were
but
we took people all over the place
people slave well soldiers slaves
cyborgs that's what we basically halt
all over
all over the draco empire all over where
the german colonies were
and
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we were usually in support of the draco
putting down a rebellion
and
it sounds
it would sound like that the draco were
losing control of their empire
except that
you have to think in terms of how big
the place was
there was no more than half a percent of
their
empire ever causing any problems
and we were kept busy all the time on
that half a percent the the beings that
you took the prisoners i assume they
weren't all like humanoid
human looking people
what were some of the types of beings
that you saw like if you just do the
typology i mean there are probably
hundreds or dozens of them
what were the
the most you know standing out types
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people are not going to like to hear
this
but ever almost every animal on earth
has a sentient form in space
there's that many different kinds
and there are
the big divisions are on what they
breathe
what they're made out of
there are oxygen breathers which is what
we are
but out of those
maybe two percent can tolerate nitrogen
in the atmosphere
so our earth atmosphere is poisonous to
most of them
there are hydrogen breathers who live on
the gas giants
there are methane breathers
there are
underwater types
aquatics
and they have
the aquatic types
have some of the best poets
and historians in the entire galaxy
i mean we're talking these are
beings with no hands
they can't write they're completely
telepathic
uh most of them also have a
either a light language as in their
bioluminescent
or
they're doing a tonal language which is
sound well okay sound waves sonar clicks
most
communication in the galaxy is
telepathic
so your average joe blow on the street
is at a serious disadvantage
they're not even considered
they're considered too to be
communicated with
basically
and
people are not going to like hearing
that but
most humans are capable of telepathy
they just don't believe it when they
hear it
and
since we don't believe it when we hear
it we don't guard our thoughts at all so
when we go into
a telepathic zone
and we don't have
the shielding up
those beings
it's like we're screaming every thought
at them
so they not only know that you think
they're ugly
right
they're weird-looking
oh my god i'm scared you know
they they know that right off the bat
because you haven't hit a thing even if
you've kept your mouth shut
and
they'll find out if you think their
their smell is offensive
and to be honest most of them think we
stink
okay
human body odor is a major problem for
most et races
uh so the the
the people that you carry the races what
were they like the sizes the shapes what
what do you remember most
standing now what i remember most is
they ranged from
a meter tall
two
four meters tall
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and we had to arrange the bunk sizes
accordingly
they were almost always telepathic
they were almost always terrified
they had a pretty good idea what their
fate was going to be
there was no mercy given
um
if they got two bit too panic stricken
we would put them in stasis
but that was for the benefit of the
germans not for them
there were
insect races there were reptilians there
were
mammals of every variety
they were almost all smarter than humans
and
the officers would taunt them
with if you're so smart
how did you get in this mess
you could have just told the draco that
you would stay and we wouldn't have been
here
and
almost all the
almost all the officers
were
equipped with some sort of device where
the that
their words were interpreted into the
native language of that
that group
so they knew they were being understood
the germans had tech so everybody could
understand them when the germans wanted
them to
and then there were the people like me
who were naturally telepathic because
the cia had modified it
and so i would have to listen to these
people
and their hysteria
and it got harder and harder and harder
over time to block it out
and
when i would reach a certain level of
they were driving me crazy
suddenly it would stop because the
ship's computer had shut off my ability
to hear it
but during that time frame i was
completely useless
and
even as a navigator because
it was shutting off all of my psionics
it's like you get one you get them all
it wasn't different parts of my brain
so
the computer would let me calm down
and then
turn it back on
because i still had to drive the ship
we weren't even torturing them we took
very good care of them
on the way back except for the office
the higher officers telling them they
brought this on themselves
was there any any attempt on their part
to negotiate with the germans as they
were going along
always
they thought they were smarter than us
this was something that they had to try
every time
and
so
that the officers
because they were black
because they were
doing what they believed was their only
course of action
and that does make a difference if you
think it's the only thing you're allowed
to do
so um and we all had a chip in our head
that if we went against orders if we
thought about earth if we thought about
rebellion if we thought about
we thought about attacking another
officer
uh the chip would
give us
a steadily increasing headache until it
would just drop us to the floor
and if we did it repeatedly it would
blow up our head
the same kind of chip that that tony
talks about that they put into slaves
they put it into all of us
rebellion was not an option
there is there are no germans
any rebel alliance anyone who's
insists on that is out of his mind
it's not possible
could they be the ship could they be
de-chipped somehow
someone would catch them and
remove the chip or something
how do you how do you remove a chip
that's buried inside your head
in your brain
the act of moving it would kill you
and it's too far in to remove it with
magnets
to deactivate it
yeah so they did you did you ever go
what were they kept i mean the prisoners
were they kept in the like a passenger
bay a cargo bay was it separate from
where you were
it was separate where i was allowed to
go but you could still
you could still what see them
i could still hear that oh you could
still hear them
in your head telepath and you could you
could see what they were like because
you could
have an image right
so that was the image with settlers oh
that wasn't via that wasn't via any kind
of uh monitoring system or anything that
you didn't yeah okay that that's part of
the challenge so you could you couldn't
go to where they were or anything it was
off limits for you
it was off limits for me i was allowed
in my bunk room
that i shared with another woman who was
a navigator
and
i was allowed in the officer's mess
and i was allowed at my workstation
and i was allowed at the bridge
and i was allowed
at
the beginning of the shift officer's
briefings
and the hallways in between
that's it
i did not even have a run of the ship
so you never been to any other parts
i knew from the ship's computer graphics
where the engines were
and what kind each was
but i didn't know the
i didn't know the um engineering specs
for them
okay
so the beings that were there
so the beings that were there you can
you could only see them
in your mind you never saw them like on
on the surface or anything you couldn't
see any of that process okay
no um
during the morning
well the shift
meetings
briefings
they would show us a hologram movie
of who these people were
what why we were doing this
how many times that the draco had
appealed to them to change their minds
you know
all of that stuff so they were
prepping you for
thinking that you actually did the right
thing and
was all okay it was part of part of the
job and
it was nothing nothing bad about it
right
okay
so that these people brought this this
on themselves
basically like
well in america it would be the um
national guard
coming in and doing a mop-up
riot
well the people are are doing this this
this and this they deserve to go to jail
well
yeah
they deserve whatever they get