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ring itself No, this is a
certain stone Kotal
The silver was given to me by my teacher Nikolai
Konstantinovich and I take it when I am
Buried Buried with him
this student ring and someone guesses
that it is from
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sham
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Here they are multimillion-dollar extras of
real historical action And as in an
ordinary movie, the camera is only sometimes Urup
someone’s face The rest of the infantry and
cavalry mimes are red and white And also those who did not
want to be neither red nor white, who are
just as bold in this stream, all the mimes not to
distinguish not
to consider Lord But everything is
a man from the materials of the investigative case of
Heide Alfred Petrovich, a writer
born in 1892, arrested on October 3,
1950, during interrogation, he
told the following about himself: born into a
peasant family in Latvia in 1910,
moved to live in the Tver
province in PM drafted into the royal army
Twitch you were born in the last century you
changed many countries to live in you
took part in several
political and economic
when I
look back on the life of my father
for example
what a quiet
life it was it was a joyful life a good
life although he was not a rich man he
was not a rich man at all, but he
got a lot from life. Calm, quiet
joy,
from my life you could dig out 10 of his
lives, well, you know these, by the way, an
interesting thing, here are all the pieces of your
biography that were published in the newspaper
Literary Russia and in the magazines of the Daugava,
these are the pieces concerning you, they don’t
so much answer questions as they
make you want to ask
new ones, and all the time it’s like there are blank spots in the
sun, time is like a pass
why did you leave Latvia and move to the
Tver province Why did you
go to the front in the First World War
Why did you end up at the beginning of the Civil War
in the White Army Anya in the Red
if you can at least
try to answer these questions for me state boring
questions life was
formed there was some desire of mine although
it corresponded
How much how much roughly speaking fate the
word fate is quite I would say an
illiterate
word say karma You know the word karma
Yes, karma
carried the consequences It’s amazing how Prim
changed whatever
experiences there were and it’s good
Because
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m, first of all, my life was
difficult And what is this
talking about only a strong spirit is given a
difficult
life at the moment when I
fell asleep it
seemed to me that I I was woken up by
someone poking my
neck in the face and nose with something
cold, opening my eyes. I discovered that
I was in absolute
darkness. I could hear
scratching
as if someone was sliding their
nails along the floor of a wooden
surface, and then I heard the fall of a
body; there was no one behind the door. but
gish jumped forward and with a growl
stopped in front of a dark lump in the snow
I rushed to this
lump I recognized him Zig What's wrong with you
why are you
here in front of the sleepyheads of the frozen sea l
boy those who put bone on a spear instead of iron
vos Sonya vos man
they set ours on fire house and at everyone who
jumped out they sent an arrow, they took
the lnta with them and they killed me the old lie and
all the servants I ran from the road the liar
ordered tell me from what now there is no
way
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ko and the waves that are waiting I walked for many hours
with my feet broken on the stones Sigmar cried out
and told you everything. Let me go
Sigmar, that’s what she said, you’re good and
brave. You’re the best boy. I
pulled him to me and impulsively began
stroking his head. Go to the house, you’ll find
food there for a month. And if I do
n’t return with the liar by this time then don’t wait any longer
and go to the dead to the fishermen, they will shelter you,
and now I turned to the Wolf, we will have the
biggest hunt you
have ever seen, so began my strange and
amazing
dream that whisked me away through the darkness of centuries,
maybe a thousand years
ago he there
was definitely no time and space to unfold, but there were
sensations that I experienced as vividly
as perhaps never before
Eva from the materials of the investigation
after the October Revolution, Hadek
Alfred continued to serve in the Second Army
in February
198, was captured by the Germans, and in March
fled in the fall 19
Dovo to serve in the Amur detachment of whites
which Vol is subordinate to Kolchak Why does a
person
live?
to improve everything around him
to the extent that it is in his
power, this is the true answer and it was received from
Living Ethics, so there is no doubt about
its correctness. Let me repeat it once so
that you can capture
the memory of why you live, you live in
order to
learn,
improve and
perfect yourself. everything around
you, as far as it is in your power,
here it is Credo Like real ska for life
But this is a creed being at a historical
turning point, wait Maybe
Alpha Twitch can be realized I want you to
answer me Well, well, it can be realized in
one direction and in a completely different direction
karma, that is, the law reasons
effects so subtle
the judge weighs out to everyone as much
as he can How to say And how can he
and so provides for his
free shaved sat down that everything
happens
legally If a person does not show
the necessary aspiration of the necessary efforts, then
he did not develop them in his past life I
wanted to make a reservation I am talking to you have
complete confidence that you believe in the so-
called
reincarnation, that is, that a person
lives many times on
earth, the same soul dies, that
light comes back again, is born and
dies again, and so it goes along the path of
limitless
improvement, you knew this theory
at night among the frozen forests, I
rushed to pursue the kidnappers like an
Ominous shadow like the Spirit of the surrounding mountains and
burned with gloomy rage, slowly
climbed the steep slopes and a stone was thrown
from a sling, flew off them on skis and next
to me rushed a wolf, a man and an
animal, the first one I saw was a liar,
tied up, she was reclining on a dormouse
pushed Lio onto her it was good
the one she
called isn’t a man bravest
when a woman’s eyes are looking at him The
kidnappers were busy at a distance
Near the other Sleighs and one of them with a
dark, glossy face the color of last year’s
leaves was leading the horses to the illuminated space at that time
Judging according to the
preparations, he was going to slaughter the
animal for meat because the people of the tundra have
nothing to do with horses, I recognized this
horse, it was one of the ones kidnapped in the house, the
liar, her favorite, his golden neck
sparkled in the light of the fire when
the Robber lifted his head higher and
pointed the bowstring in in my
hands it pulled as if by itself and the Arrow of
Dzin struck in the air, it pierced
deep into the side of a man with tmmm liom and he,
releasing the horse, pulled it out with his hands and broke it
into pieces, but immediately collapsed and
himself, three more of my opponents fell, but the
rest did what they should
all four of us were done, they
released a guttural Cry at once and, making
zigzags as they walked, ran to the bush from where the
singing stingers were flying at them, I
don’t remember which of us was first and Nare
jumped into harm’s way from a stern that hung on the
neck of one of those running towards us and with
him rolled in a dream And at that time I was
galloping and chopping, spinning like a top among the
attackers and it was very difficult
because the snow was deep and my legs withered
in it, it was difficult like any Great
Hunt fell,
one more person left could only fight
on his knees, take the deer with the sleigh and
go to your tundras, you fought bravely,
I said to my
enemy, he shook
his head, I will not return from the hunt with a disgraced
head to the women of my tribe. I
realized then that in front of me was a very
good man. He knew the
law of great
hunts, he was a faithful brother and did not want to
endure the shame.
defeat, so I quickly lowered the
ax on his
head The Great
Hunt was
over from the investigative
case materials Heik Alfred in February 1920, in
connection with the seizure of power by the Bolsheviks,
fled to Manya And with the formation of the so-
called government, he returned to
Vladivostok, where he received an Appointment to the
position of assistant chief militia in the
fall of
1922, as part of the White Guard
units, dressed in civilian clothes,
fled to
Harbin in our soul, in the depths of our depths of
our mental organization,
there is a memory of our past lives,
of everything that we experienced, what we acquired,
what kind of knowledge, each person
chooses himself where he will be drawn,
what will pull him not God does
not punish God rewards but
punishes the law of cause and
effect Petrovich, maybe from the height of
your years you are talking about
ease, about the ease and clarity of
life from mine from my experience from my life,
for example, I’m talking to you, I still
don’t get answers to the questions that ask
me worry you told me about the
immortality of the human spirit about
many lives about the accumulation of knowledge is
one thing, but in that life in which you and I,
together with
everyone else,
you
fought, took part in the First
World War, yes, when you took part in the
civil war, you had to
hold in your hands weapons and shoot and I
think
to kill, thank God this did not happen, that
is, you may not know, because there is
a bullet that for
years you held a weapon in your hand, yes, that
means at that time in that period of this What were you
thinking about How did this relate to your
views on
life today They were
quite
consistent. For example, in the First
World War, I was aware that
Germany, one might say, treacherously
attacked us and therefore it was necessary to defend
the state
and calmly fulfilled my
duty. And in the civil war, and in the
civil war too, I defended my
tank, my
views, views,
what is
possible now? say everything
Gabi
Gabil based on Freedom
of thought, I always tried to do
what my conscience told me
and defended those views
that I had, if I could not defend
these views, then I was silent as with and hid
them, the struggle of life is the
law for us in this struggle of the
worlds we can
even defend a
cause, but since we believe in this is not a just
cause, we must
defend it, this is exactly what ours demands, and in
this struggle we develop our
abilities and
grow. If we don’t defend and don’t
do anything, then we will simply
decay and our evolutionary
advancement
becomes How is it possible to Defend
a wrong is not a just
cause First I will say one Englishman,
and a very smart Englishman
said Never
wear your best pants when you go to
defend a just cause
The fighter
cut his fetlock and sat down by the
fire I didn’t say anything I was a man
and a winner And a woman She herself should know
what to do. In such cases,
she
knew the fire burned brighter and while she was
frying meat on it, the liar washed the blood off me with snow,
she washed all my wounds and grafted them
into moss, which she immediately dried on the fire,
and when she dragged and laid
next to me is a stern who, weakly squealing,
licked happiness about which he did not know how to
speak, the advancing forest turned black along the
slopes of the gorge and was silent just like me. The frost
grew stronger, but I didn’t
feel it, I ate meat cooked with the hands of
a liar, then I slept wrapped in skins and her
body warmed
me so much she became my
wife
white emigrant
organization
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Bram
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27 years, of which he lived for 27 years in
Mauri for 20 years and for 7 years Guo
Shanghai Shah
lived and I was mainly engaged in
teaching Russian to the Chinese.
Prim taught in two Chinese higher
educational institutions at the Russian University
and at the National Medical
College And then private lessons were not
given
in China by fed so in
China
tell me what culture you belong to as
a result this is Russian culture this is
Baltic Latvian Russian
culture I was born Latvian and this fact is
not a day so
I but I left Latvia so early and
had no contact with her all my life, my wife is
Russian, for example, let’s say I was with the Russians,
I rejoiced in their sorrows and rejoiced at their
homosexuality, I suffered, living ethics says the races
will merge in the new
world, the new world, which
sits down all the time, won’t it lose? humanity of
such a
merger The fact is that nothing loses
humanity is one and that person passes
through all
races, each race has its own special
culture and a person teaches something to each race
and what he acquired at one time
he continues to store in himself in a
special nerve center of the bowl there is a yoke on the
heart of the spirits,
you understand that it is not
lost, a life full of anxiety and danger stretched out again,
but I had the pleasant consciousness
that I was not alone and the consciousness and at the same
time
the responsibility for the well-being of the family
which had to
be increased doubled my courage when
in sleep
I loved the world
so much as he was and did not think anything in
NM
to change the idea that not everything is so good in the world
and that it could be better came to
my mind much
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later on a late summer evening I was tired and
rode home along a mountain path on a horse, a
liar, the gorges were smoking in the fog in the coolness of the night
and the evil of Khota Leu, the fog rose
higher and higher and settled in gray wisps
over the gray
hollows, the same darkness of superstition was in the air,
and in
me I feared
the spirits of the mountains and the dark Forest, and the menacingly
frowning eyes of the forest king seemed
to me between the mossy
trunks. I remembered that the path along which
I was driving with
Bewitched and
my troubled
soul was wrapped in a cloud of fear, then I began
to think about Why all life is full of fear
and anxiety Why the strong always eat the
weak Although the latter is often
right, then I did not find the answer and began
to think about the House because I was already approaching
it a faint light poured from the end of the hut
and I heard my wife singing quietly, I got off the
horse and began to open
the doors and at the same time
another door began to open in my mind leading me
back to the present century to the bedroom of a
modest
commission agent and I woke up
and now I often think about
humanity wandering along enchanted paths and I try to develop the
idea that has sunk
into the troubled soul of a savage
grew and developed
The thought of the
love of the all-boat
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its distributor in the forty-seventh
year returned to the SSR on May 19, fifth year
by decision of a special meeting at the Ministry of State Security of the SSR
under Articles
584 providing assistance to the international
bourgeoisie and 582 organizations of
counter-revolutionary activities was
sentenced to ten years in
forced labor camps
released in
1956 currently lives in a
small town in Altai On November 1,
1962, according to these
charges, he was completely rehabilitated How were
you arrested Yes, they just came and
said they were
lined up and they described all the property
all the property Confiscated True, when
I later received
rehabilitation I was paid for the
property, not so richly paid, but
still
more or less
And your archives, the archives, the
investigator Sozh told me and only d the document was not
returned from the
archives, the birth certificate and
the certificate that I am the
chairman of the
Christian
Union of Writers
and what made you return to
Russia is the melancholy of
Porodina,
one thing Well, this is so to speak officially, you can
say believe it, and the second is the desire to
share with the Russian people the teaching of
living
ethics to bring him something that he could not
get. That is, you returned
here as a teacher already yes yes
and how did you implement your teachings, did you
have any groups of people with whom you
worked or was it in private conversations that you didn’t
have time to
create any groups? I lived in the Soviet Union for 3 years, I was
arrested and it was unthinkable at that time
to create espionage on surveillance at every
step,
what a terrible time, this is as
ordered by the administrative
regime. What a mockery of
people and the
individual. What an
injustice, no matter how much
the depot has taken,
these years have taken a lot from your life. Do
you think,
my dear, all this is not so
simple? And Petrovich, in another life you would
like to stay on earth or somewhere
else did
not solve this
issue for me Frankly speaking, it’s a pity to
leave
the earth, you can fly to another planet to
Jupiter but I feel sorry for the Earth, it’s very
beautiful I fell in love with
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Earth
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