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okey langley I was four when they
came and took me and it was the summer of
1954 I was wearing cotton
pajamas that my mother made for me
and the soldiers came into the house and they were wearing
green
camouflage form they just walked in everyone
else was asleep and no one woke up
no one usually my father would have woken up right
then but no one woke up then and they
put me in the back seat of the jeep and
we just drove for several days at night
not during the daytime we were driving along highway 66
in the other side I lived north of
there so we drove down
Interstate 699
to Highway 66 and then east part of
the time we drove
during the day but we were underground I don't know where
you were but these were tunnels that they
were wide enough for two jeeps
to leave but we didn’t
meet anyone on the tracks and there were these
big old light bulbs with
wires hanging if you were under one of
them you could only see the next ones,
that is, they just showed where the
tunnel was so that you wouldn’t leave the road and we
drove for what seemed like an eternity and
ended up in Virginia and this was before
this place became the headquarters of the CIA
so I don’t know what building they
kept me in, I was kept in the basement and somewhere along
the way my memory was erased so that I wouldn’t
remember my family, I wouldn’t cry and I wouldn’t call
I spoke English to my mother, but quite a
bit, I was four, I spoke very well, the
dacha requires a child, I
was still 4 years old,
and they started splitting consciousness,
first holding my head under water in a
filled bath until I drowned,
I woke up inside the
regeneration tank and the regeneration tank
is filled with green gel
in which you swim, it’s not
then there is no sensory stimulation
you don’t feel anything when I
woke up my head was shaved,
that is, I had no hair,
my hair was curled,
it got tangled easily,
so after all this, without
combing it’s not possible anyway, they were
completely confused, so I wasn’t
worried, but here I don’t know why I didn’t
remember my family, I remembered the
trip itself, maybe this is a memory from
another alter, but they didn’t give us
a number, here there is no scar,
but I think it was more of a seal than a
tattoo but my number was 7 and the
agent who activated my
memories was gram 5 that was
part of the reason
I liked him because part of me remembered and he
remembered that he was number 5 that number
meant something to him I don't think
he remembered that he was at Langley but at first
they had this list of
tortures that they put us through
to split our minds
when an adult goes through
this
they just give up and die or go
into a catatonic state until a small
child goes through this the
child usually chooses to live but he
separating a part of themselves by forming a
bubble around this memory,
that is, they seem to take this
memory and separate it from the rest
as if this did not happen, the goal was to
form a cube with a volume of 13 by 13 by 13
such bubbles of
human consciousness in a hierarchical
sequence and so they train
one alter to let's say kill people with
the power of mind and all the other alters
who are under it learn this
skill under 1
alter it was a standard operating
procedure and when you add it all up
it comes out to just under 2200 altar of
that is sorry
2200 altar of means you had
2200 traumatic experiences that is,
with every injury a new alter is created,
that was their goal, but I don’t think they
were that effective, I think there was
a time when I just resisted and
had to redo everything,
when you stopped responding to
some attempt, they moved on to the
next one on the list and they they started with
drowning because they wanted you to
learn to breathe in the
regeneration tank, that is, in the liquid and then
when
you returned home it was not difficult to learn to
swim because I was constantly breathing into the
water in the pool or what they
make you do at Langley so I don’t
remember all the tortures
because I didn’t get access to all
this Altair yet
to know about all the tortures, I remember that they
drowned me, they didn’t rape me many times in
the gardens of the Ravale, they left me inside the
walls until I was suffocating, they locked me in a
closet with other children, their visits and waters, they
shot me and also they shot in the heart
and not only the staff but also other children
because we were forced to kill each
other
part of what we were trained to do
was that death was not an option, that you
were clearly dead but on the second day you
came back again and the same thing happened
during the service you die you are
turned by a generator or placed their
new cloned body so you
can be dead today for tomorrow there
is no running anywhere you will always
belong to them death does not last forever
you cannot escape from them so about
earlier in the wall I had nightmares about this is
decades before the memories
came back
this is
from a plot where an
ugly little blond child
a woman opened a cabinet and the child
crawled inside look at the walls and
acted like a squirrel stuck in the wall it
was such a nightmare when the memories
finally returned I saw that they
had a section of the wall from which they
pulled out all the wires, all the insulation,
completely emptied it
and the space there was a little larger than
our own size and they
pushed us there,
put plywood and screwed it in and
just left it on the camp and when I
finally accepted the fact that these were
my memories, the nightmares stopped but the
memories were still there It’s also very bright and
my neighbors had a child in the 90s
who looked so much like the girl from
nightmares that they were repeated in my mind
all the time. This fact that I considered her an
ugly child speaks volumes about the kind of
self-image I had back then,
I was a little skinny girl.
they shaved my head all the time and they kept me in the hospital,
they ran all the time and I guess I thought that
yabla was ugly, I don’t remember what they
told me that I was ugly but it would
n’t shock me, but the people with whom I
worked interestingly expressed the people
who dealt with the splitting of my
consciousnesses, everyone was American, I
think one had a German accent, there
were several alien buildings,
most were mantises or grays,
it was all in Langley, right, it was
offline, did I video them infrequently, I remember
once they took me from our sector
through the corridor when I could see
another room similar to the
typing room you know
the name when there were no computers when there were
typists
because there were people who
typed aliens standing next to
them
watching the work and I was led through the
corridor and another place and then I
met this leg that was in a white
lab coat
as if it should be so
in my at the core of
their people their faces are completely missing
there was a Christmas party I
feel like it was when they
officially made the CIA headquarters there
they were celebrating it some of us were
brought there I was a real dress
then the head was still there shaved
and walking there was a Christmas tree
but in my memories I see everyone
only from the waist down I see skirts
stockings heels
I see trousers shoes and everything above that we
simply don’t see, meaning my
memories were clearly erased somehow
I don’t think that then they had
such technology, perhaps they already had it by
the time they sent me
back
to be able to fine-tune my memories so precisely how do
you know that it
was exactly the base in Langley somehow this is
from him when I think about it and it’s
like the words Langley were written in capital
letters ok I don’t know how else to explain this
memory they say it’s Langley they
could have told me about it I don’t know well that is
it had to be a very
isolated sector on the base right before there had to
be some very
isolated place where all this
reality was happening while in the
rest of the base people were working as
usual, yes it was on the ground, I’m
sure how many levels are underground and it looked
like a prison hospital, that is, there were
no windows you saw
sunlight and so on there were no windows there was nothing the
walls were covered with white tiles
about a meter high from the floor,
probably 3 feet, that is, somewhere that
high the
tiles were white the walls were white at
the ball there were white tiles
all the furniture that could not be painted
white was white everything was white
my room room number seven there was a
crib, a small toilet
and a small washbasin and no
mirror and one window in the door and it was
very small so that they could see
me but not so that I could see something and while
I was running there was white and the blanket was white
and they began to get very worried if
I started to sway while sitting because
it was a sign once they they lost
children who went into catatonia when
your mind gives up
they wanted you to want to live but at the
same time they wanted to break or
and 80 percent of my group ended up
catatonia and how many were there children
as you remember hundreds, hundreds there
were hundreds when I got there
hundreds of you saw them all together
sometime sometimes we were together in the
cafeteria we weren't allowed to communicate
but we were together in the cafeteria and that's
why I know that Steve was too there
because I saw him in the dining room but they
were separated from each other in their
rooms and no one could go out and that
is, for even a day all this happened
sometimes you probably just sat in the
room all day
when I sat in the room all day or a
whole week
then they pulled me out in the middle of the night,
did something nasty to me and
threw me back into the room
if they didn’t kill me or put me in a
regenerator and when I came to life they
pulled me out, washed me with a hose,
dressed me in new pajamas and sent me
back to the room,
sometimes food was brought to me room and sometimes they
just starved themselves
and at other times when they thought they
had kept you in solitary confinement
long enough they took you to the dining room with other
children with whom you weren’t allowed to play
and so on you weren’t allowed to talk you
had to just sit and eat or that’s it
what will they tell you
was there any physical training
or preparation that you did not
during this period during this period they
concentrated on splitting
consciousness it was the first year and a half that is
1959 to 60
years before but by the end of the sixtieth year
I had the required amount warrants and in
1961 I was taken to on top for 6
months they
kept me in a cage and at the end of those
six months they brought me to the
same room in Langley
and they drove me back and forth in a car I
knew it was my current and then I knew
it was Langley because I could
read the
sign
because my mother taught me to read and
write when I was four years old
so maybe they erased my mother but they didn't
erase reading and writing maybe I was
even the only one of the children who could read and
write there I don’t know there were
older children you were then four five or
six years old fly
around who were almost teenagers
our group consisted of children between
four his seven years when he got
there
you were all small the one who did the
initial research knew that it was
small children who were needed and that the
older children would have died and they hoped
that more of us would survive but 80
percent of us
died in the first year there was a terrible waste of
people I don’t know why the Ministry
of Defense tolerated this I don’t know why Ceru
tolerated this the
loss of so many people
Moscow
I learned from others veterans of these
programs by the 80s, they stopped
doing extreme splitting of
consciousness and that they only did 30
altars for each people who were
there, the staff among them was a lot of
qualified personnel, doctors,
these should have been psychiatrists with
special skills,
you know where all this comes from the technique went through
it all had to be done by Germany and you think they
already had the technique before, how did
they know how to split consciousness and all
these techniques, I’m not
from my memories, okay, I researched
this topic and there were a lot of studies at the
end of the nineteenth century, Americans and
English, Germans, French and Russian
Austrians
there was almost a cold war between
these types of agents and a lot of
research was done and then it was all
shut down so in the 1960s
we see KGB Tsirul and MI6
doing the same research again
so I think at that level they were
worked on the basis of old
research, I think that m to ultra
is known to everyone, repeated the old ones and selenium
and this time they used drugs
that did not exist in the 19th century
LSD and so on, yes
LSD was a new drug and so all these
people around
how they behaved they treated you
coldly and callously or was there any
communication they behaved like sadists
the way they behaved the people who were in control
were all sadists they enjoyed
what they did to us the
ordinary staff who carried out
orders they did everything in a cold and
clinical manner as if it was a
common procedure
they could also have a split
consciousness it is possible it is possible
especially those who do this today are
incredible have a split consciousness
and those who were there then simply I
had no mercy there was no
protection I
that my abilities were militarized
after they attacked me
because that's what happened when I
came back from the boondock my abilities
were militarized and then I was
taught skills that we didn't want
us
alfrey beat me taught how to destroy
electronics with our us
I was taught how to kill people with my I
was taught how to kill people weapons me
taught how to be a female killer and not
get caught and part of this is not
the appearance of a ninja you form a
field around yourself from your own chi energy so
that people don’t even see you there are
memories of an
alter killer who comes out of a
hotel room completely naked covered in the blood of her
victim and no one even sees her, they
look through her as if she is not there, I have no
idea how she does this, I saw
her do this more than once, and then
after the first alter was
activated,
I had other alters, almost like
dominoes, those who were close to for this alter,
I start with the fact that I wake up in this
alter during the process of its activity, I
observe what it does,
having the ability to influence whether it
is a memory or is it in real
time, usually it is in real time, I
mean is it from the past or not is there an
alter which still serves Okay, we
need to talk about this separately in
detail because many do not understand
how you can be somewhere in your alter and
physically be here, that is, you remember
training, combat training, working with
weapons, psionic training, and so
on, and martial
arts martial arts arts
magic
especially
salt magic Bavarian Illuminati we were
trained by the Knights Templar we had
Japanese ninjas who trained us
and there was a very complex training system do
you remember anything most vividly
to tell about it some part of the
training we had to fight with
each other and we had to be protected from
each other at the psionic level, this
was ordered only one of you
should leave the room alive and there could
be five of us in the room and it was a
fight without rules, do what you can,
only one of you will leave here alive,
we were forced to kill there
were no other
agreements between us, you did what you
had to do to survive and then the carry came out,
didn’t leave, then you were placed in
a regenerator for as long as it was necessary to
recover and then you repeated the
same thing because you didn’t pass the test, that
is, they did it's until you pass
maybe I couldn't force you to
take the test 5 or 6 times
or 30 times there was no logic here
you could be in the middle of one
workout they pull you out for a couple of
days before some other workout I
had no idea there was no clear structure there
was no consistency it was
complete chaos
we were never allowed to stand on
solid ground
you were always at their complete disposal
that is we were not people who
mattered we were assets we were
tools we were owned
and death was no way out they continued to
strengthen the idea that they owned
Naomi and they could do whatever they
wanted to us and there was nothing that was
allowed to be done on our
own now one of the
abilities that I had was the
ability to explode people's heads or
stop their hearts I practiced
this on the idiots who controlled
program, it was then that they found out that I
could do this when I did it on
them and they were not at all happy when
they climbed out of the regenerator.
yes, you remember how you were
killed, how it felt
and who did it, so our level of anger
increased very strongly, we were not
allowed to be angry except when
at a certain moment you realize that
this anger strengthens the Zionist weapon in
you, that is, you can channel
this anger into force your mind and
use it against the person
you are angry with and it was a
big breakthrough in our training
to learn how to analyze energy
and they were sometimes they gave the
impression that they were angry with me but
they could pretend and lie a little,
that is, I don’t know how else
describe it, but they lied a little,
they said that if you do such
and such, we will give you such and such, but
then you didn’t receive anything, there were no
feelings, no respect, there was
nothing, that is, everything they needed
small children, you are a father yourself, you know what
small children need, they didn’t
receive any of this, so they did
n’t love us, they tested us, they didn’t keep us
warm, they didn’t give anything that
children need, usually after the bullying
program and bullying from my
parents when I had my own children,
some kind of... then the situation I sat down and thought about what
my mother would do in this situation,
then the situation is exactly the opposite; this is how
I raised my children, the
opposite of how
I was raised and they
grew up, all married, all supporting
themselves and none of them are in prison and
they are good people that is
the opposite of how I was
raised turned out to be the best plan my
experience at Langley I wouldn't wish it on my
worst enemy
it is truly true if they still do
something like this to anyone it should
stop do you think they still
do it people from other programs
told me that it had stopped, that
it was considered a waste of important assets
because so many of us are dying, I would
agree with that,
but in our SKP group on Facebook,
a lot of young people in their 20s come
to me with similar memories, so
I don't think it has stopped. not
only Americans, these are people from all over the world,
for many of them English is a second
language, that is, these are not just
English-speaking people, these are people from everywhere
and the main thing common to all of them is
that you have genealogies of the world wenger, that
is,
eggs are Europeans or people from anywhere to
Wenge world were thousands of five hundred years ago, they
visited a lot of places, so these people
can be anywhere anywhere
wherever Europeans were, and this is everywhere on the
planet and so this is for aliens, then
mantises and grays, have you ever been
in the same room with them, what do you remember about
this what was their role there what they did
I never saw from outside
the office part ok
they were not involved in the daily work
with us
but you saw their buildings yes I saw them on the
same floor of our building the only
time when I was not on this floor is
when they took me in a skein then
they brought me back to take it then when we
went to New York on Long Island there is a
jump gate and we were taken there so
we ended up on Mars and the leg you said that
she was like a researcher there you know
that she did no I have no idea what
exactly she was doing there but she told me
telepathically that everything would be fine in
the end whatever that means a lot of
aliens say things like that to people
just to calm them down because
we have this emotional energy
that in some way sense, explosive
especially when it hits a being
that is not completely in third density, the
genetics and family lines by which they
chose us for these programs
are genetics, a hybrid of the basics of the wild and we by
nature have stronger psionic
abilities than ordinary people when they
added to this DNA fight and then they
taught us how to use all this,
they ionized us, we became dangerous
for the aliens who were there, so
I’m sure that her kindness was mainly
for the sake of self-defense, how tall she was, the
part that stood straight was almost a
meter eighty and there was a tail of
6 meters behind her. wow, that is, it was the spine of a
snake, which also ended in a long
tail,
yeah, and a body with arms and legs,
only hands, he only had arms, no
legs,
no, no legs, she was just crawling,
yes, I live
where snakes and reptiles talk
sometimes with their mouths, sometimes telepathically,
and also mantises by two and a half
meters tall talking beetles and gray ones from a
meter to two meters tall and they are
mostly telepathic this is the world in
which I live this is normal for me
I understand that this is not normal for everyone
else there were some reptiles on the base
as far as you remember I I mean besides
the leg
will look out there was one skein up to 1 in montag but
not in love those who were involved in the splitting of
our consciousness and willow nization
were all people I had a lot of people
who insisted saying that these should have
been
reptiles reptilians but no these are people or
what they were all Germans or that they
were all Germans I didn’t see any Germans
there was one person with a German accent
I don’t know what nationality he was
but they spoke English so
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it gives the idea that there was a
group of people in America who were
the prepared one was in the know and was leading this
project by that time 1960 the end of the
50s it was normal for them and
outside there was the usual American
reality
and
there were people working several
floors above
who probably had no idea that this was
happening amazingly they were just living an
ordinary life they ran around,
trained with weapons, filled out papers
and everything else, ordinary life at an air base,
that is, Langley is an air base
with pilots and so on, yes, it is an ordinary
air base
and somewhere on the territory there is a building where in the
basement all this happened, I don’t believe
that it is there now because
this was 60 years ago was there some kind of
final exam that you asked at the
end what happened at the end of this
program before you went
to mars through the jump gate what was there
they said that ours
it was over and it seems there
was a new group on the way and
I'm full
like I heard the thoughts of the
project manager
they were reprimanded for
losing so many of us
I was there five years before they
sent chalk mars so I was 9
when I jumped how many of you had
everyone together in the elevator in this one
trip there were 8 or 9 of us in an
elevator that turned into a jumping
room but that doesn't mean there weren't
other groups before and after us of course but
we drove from we entered this building and
we were still wearing our pajamas
we entered into the elevator and they said okay
now it’s just you and there was one person
operator who pressed the buttons on the
panel
there was a panel for a regular elevator and
let’s wait for a jump room
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that is, it was in a regular real
elevator
and not in some secret place there no
it was a regular elevator in the lady tax building
in New York and you know this building is
not an empire state building but it was
big enough to have an elevator in
1964 ok
I insisted right next to the river and the bridge in the
only photo I saw from
that time there was a hospital,
which may explain why no one cared
that we were in pajamas, we were
told to huddle in the middle of the elevators,
do not touch its edges, do not touch the walls,
because the walls turned into the walls of a
wormhole
and we headed back, as it were, and everything
took 20 minutes and we found ourselves on the
app is right on Mars when you were
inside the burly hole you could see what was
happening around you hyperspace
and so on it looked like a time
tunnel in the Montague tunnel where there
was an attack oscillating wave yes everything
looked like that, that is, it was a variation of the
same technology and you couldn’t tell
where the flow ended, that is, you couldn’t
see when it was
physical and then it’s no longer true when
this transition happened, yes, it just
sort of dissolved,
they kept us in the middle of all of them together,
you know the children, eight or nine children
in the group, the youngest one was 9 and we
had to touch each other, she gave
posts about how we killed each other in
training,
nothing would work out and so we were in
the middle, but until the walls dissolved
we began to hold on to each other, it
was to protect ourselves and so 20 minutes all
this lasted until 20 minutes and then we
found ourselves war is right on