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ok
Alex wanted me to talk about my
experience of recovering memories in this
life here and now, I should start
the background so that you understand how I came
to all this my second my husband poisoned
me to get insurance
when I divorced him I was dying from
arsenic poisoning and I was so sick
that I couldn’t even wash
myself this was in 2001 I
tried to work because I needed to
support myself and I had a child in
high school and I worked as a part
-time cleaner in a limestone quarry
it was a couple of days a week I worked
there and cleaned the
work area the laboratory the
weighing hut and all the areas where the
quarry employees worked
to keep them clean so the
computers could work
I was very sick then I needed
there was more and more time to
do this work and the basis for
both the form and the federal law at a
mining enterprise, the only
person who can be one object
is a security guard,
so being a cleaner and I
had to have someone who would look after
me so luga man with whom I
live now and was such a security guard and his wife
left him 5 years before that he was
alone when I finally filed for divorce
I was still very sick and I had
three adult children living with me they decided to
stop chipping in to pay the apartment rent
but I couldn't work enough to
cover all the expenses
so I kicked everyone out and started
selling off my belongings, I started
putting money together to send my
son who was going to school so he could
go and live with my mother in tennis
and I was going to live in my car and st
somehow found out about it and he told me that
it was a stupid idea and that they were nasty
months and that he wouldn't allow it and that
my youngest son and I could move in with
him and that he would take care of us I
moved in with him and he really
took care of me but she is his wife so
they divorced
and when I got better
I started working again and I was tired of being a
mistress
I tell it like it is in 2011 I started
looking for someone I could
marry and who could be mine I was looking
a man who would be my husband not
that I didn't like the salon on yabla I
was a Christian I was tired of living in sin and
wanted to get back on the right path and
I had a lot of friends on Facebook
most of them were single men
and I was the type that I was looking for someone
intelligent, witty and
truly single and then
this man appears and he was he said that he was a
retired employee of the
National Security Agency and
that he was a translator of the Russian language
that he officially served in the US Air Force but
retired he never came out, as
it turned out, but he really
was a translator, he was the person on whom the
hero of the American agent in the book and in the
film The Hunt for Red October is based, he
brought census takers from a Russian
submarine, as well as a Russian pilot
when he served in Japan, so for the
American he was a hero cold war in
because he did it all without killing
anyone it was a big deal and so he
was a very
charming and accomplished writer
he never published a single book
because he never followed through with anything he
played drums and we were familiar with
he was about two years old on Facebook, he
gradually became closer and closer
over time, he was what is called courting
me, but I thought that he was courting me,
there is a slight difference in these concepts,
yes, and he was a year older than me,
so my age and size do not seem to be
there were problems for him and so I was in the
process of moving out of the house loom
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I was injured at work in 2008
it was a difficult long process for me
most of my things had to
go into storage
and I was about to move one of the
rooms of my girlfriends that she
furnished that is, none of my things
except clothes should have been there I
was upset because of this I had a
lot of mixed feelings it was very
his name was Steve I won’t give his
last name and he decided to send me a thousand
dollars to help we should move if there
is money left to come and see
him, and he lived in his sister’s house in York,
Pennsylvania, which is a
residential area for MB agents,
and in the end, the
day before I left, Lou said only that
your cancer had gotten worse and that he was dying and that’s why
he been such an [ __ ]
lately I actually love him so
I believe me well I told him about Steve
and that I was going to leave and he spent the
next nine days trying to talk
me out of it and looking back I
wish he had but I sat down
the plane flew from California to Baltimore,
Maryland, brushes met me there and
he was much smaller in build than
he pretended to be on Facebook, which made
me feel very very
awkward because my height is 170
centimeters, my weight is
well over 90 kilograms and his height was
also 170 centimeters and he weighed about
80 kilograms, so it’s not very
typical for a woman to be so much
larger than a man
and I was very embarrassed, but you
ended up spending 11 days together and he married
me
but without registering the marriage and during
our so-called honeymoon he
all the time he took me to different places
associated with the wizard of oz yeah and
in washington dc there is a place
called the national temple of the
mormon church and it is very similar to the emerald
city from the movie the wizard of oz
every time we drove past it
he told me about this a big sign
they put up there that
said free Dorothy and he repeated
it over and over and over and over for the
whole 11 days we
spent together then one day he said it's
time for you to come home to the club and he
started taking me to the airport and with him about
the slot what looked like an attack of
periodic muscle paralysis
so we had to stop for
a few hours to let it all go away and
I ended up missing the plane we
stayed in a hotel for the night I don't know
what his plan was but he still
kept repeating the phrase free
Dorothy and when I returned home I felt
bad, I was in physical pain, I
felt sick, but it was after the flight, my
legs swollen three times larger than usual,
my shoes cut my feet and I
started bleeding, I didn’t feel sick, I was dizzy,
this block is almost like withdrawal from
stopping drugs
and appeared in me, I could always see the
fourth dimension, but I could
filter it out from that moment, I
could no longer filter it out, but
in front of my eyes it was constantly superimposed
on 3 dimensions, so everything that is
in the astral plane in my life, I see it
as an overlay on 3d reality
so I deal with this thing all the time,
this is my new normal state and
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between me and Steve there was a
telepathic connection that is still
present
even though it’s been three years since he passed away by the way a
couple of nights ago he came to me
to check how we’ll find it, it’s very creepy
especially when you know that this is a dead
man from his business cards to me after his
death I found out that he was killed because
he showed me a mental image of a man
who injected something into his
IV system and what he died from his family
just thinks that he died in the hospital I
returned home then I felt bad and a
week later he had an asthma attack at
his sister's house she refused to call an
ambulance and he ended up having a
heart attack
he was just dying and they resuscitated
him in the hospital and put him in medical
paralysis for a week of that yes this it was like a
clinical coma and like a clinical goal
when they removed the drug he couldn’t
get out of the coma
what time we had a hypothetical
connection I received images of his soul hovering
over his body he wanted to die and something
broke free inside me I
screamed no so loud that the neighbors a
block away should have heard me and it was as
if the power had gone out of my hands I was
5000 kilometers away from him I am
in California the UN in York in Pennsylvania a
huge distance not just across the
street from me until that moment he
continued to tell me that he would come and
will live with Louis with me men of the country
especially in America in general, in short yes in the
world of bachelor life there are a lot of
oddities that’s all I’ll say about it
look for which I never thought I
heard I’ll find out so he said there wasn’t one
incident but when he came out of the coma
he acted like I don't
remember at all he even unfriended me on
facebook
years passed before he
sent me a friend request again
at the same time I'm starting to
accumulate all these psionic
experiences because that's what
came first paranormal
experiences then I stopped sleeping I
saw all this 24/7
I still see all this if I don’t take sleeping
pills
I had visions during this period and the
fact that the community is not speech is called
downloading information and my yabla is a
convinced Christian before this and my
name is
Aliya Church because I actually
believed in the sermon on the mount and the last
time I was excommunicated was for
living like a donkey out of wedlock it was part of my
mother leaving the church
but that's all my whole Christian faith
just dissolved I just said I do
n't believe in this nonsense I still remember this I
remember how I believed in this I still
remember the decades of Bible study
that I do I studied at the
seminary I was a candidate for the priesthood I
was a preacher we measure the Church of England
I had a license to read
we try if the pastor took sick leave
that is we're talking about the kind of dedication
that makes people fanatics and it
was like someone turned
a switch you everything disappeared and
all these things happened to me that almost
everyone I know would call demonic
I just sat and looked at all this
talking about and you who
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some of them told me theirs on
I checked them on the Internet, yes, each of
them has someone's mythology
because they could be found on Google
some of them are good guys,
some are bad,
Michael the Archangel appears in front of me, Lucifer the Archangel appears in front of me on the
other hand,
that's why you know, I don't argue with them anymore,
they show up and if they behave politely
with me, they don't ask me to do anything, I
let them be there, if they ask me to
do something, I send them and it
sounds like complete madness,
there were also memories that couldn't
be from my life in the real world as
I know it they couldn't have taken place on
earth in any known place
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they were in one big piece and they
were all in German
I studied German in high school and
college back in
1970 I'm like I would speak it a little like a
two year old three year old I don’t remember
the articles I won’t remember the genders of
nouns and God help me if I
try to conjugate verbs but if I
read I understand the main idea if I
try to speak it I’m like a small
child doesn’t say what my pronunciation
is excellent as a native speaker
but that's all and so I had all these
memories in German of
Arab tars breaking through the wall and
cutting their children with their claws and they were
so realistic that I could not
only smell the blood but
taste it, I knew what it was not on earth
so I started looking it was too
real to be fiction so where and
when and how could this happen
I was educated I was in my senior year
at the university when I had to
drop out and because I had lupus
I studied medical mega biology and
chemistry
then yes, I'm not a complete fool, I know how to
do research, I started researching the
reptilian because it was the raptors
who broke through that wall and I
always had some kind of memories, I knew
that once in the past I levitated and
I knew that I could hear
other people's thoughts from time to time I knew that
I knew that when I was angry the
electrics exploded when I was a
child I don't know what the technology was like back
then in Russia in America when I was a
child in the sixties TVs had
tubes yes that's right and we pulled them out and
checked because that some of them were
spoiling and it was necessary to find out which ones,
and so my father gave them to me
when he checked and wrote down the numbers on them
and found out if they were working properly,
I erased the VP from them with my own hands and it
erased the numbers that he wrote, both were
beside themselves with anger
It was better not to anger him, she had a
nasty temper and I think the most polite way is to
somehow write for the fact that I was
spanked
and he never gave me these tubes again,
he had to go through again and check
each tube and completely go through everything
and buy a new set tubes for
the TV, it would be cheaper for you to buy a
new TV and I was in big
trouble, but after about a year
he invited a master to demagnetize
the TV, I don’t know if you remember the
process or not, it was necessary for
cathode tubes, okay, I watched as the
master inserted a magnet there- here and the
next time when the TV started
to act up, I made the same movements with my hand
and it got better, and that is, these were facts
from my past before I
had memories, since I didn’t
understand what I remembered, I started
researching and these people will probably be in
terrified that I say their names out loud I
read books by Richard Dollar she I read
books by Joseph forland I read books
I can’t remember the topic of the woman who
studied mutilation with catarrh aliens I
read her books this is Linda Mulder how to
tapes all the fall I read books from
of all the authors
that were available, I really really
liked Jam Mars, he wrote
logically and specifically and in a common understandable
language, you didn’t have to think about what
he meant, he didn’t beat around the
bush,
he wrote very specifically, he presented it all
logically and so with this baggage behind my back I
started listening to insider witnesses on
YouTube and what year was it I
met Steve in April 2013
2014 I started watching videos
and on
and
Randy Kramer's experience on Mars
was the closest to what I remembered
not exactly because I I didn’t remember
my participation in the battles but before I was able to both
kinds of mars
I was not in the same group as him the
memories were different but the overall picture
was closest to his story so I
thought ok ok that’s what it’s about
then I read Michael Ralph’s website and the
two books that he uploaded there I
submitted kay it all comes down to mars
then I started looking for help
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to
fight all these vague
memories and ended up in a group on
facebook
deep fritz accept he stated that I was
demonic not that possessed as he
claims that everyone who was kidnapped by
the military was possessed by the theme, well, that I
was actually a demon, I was such
crap, and they started attacking me
all over Facebook, everyone who heard what he
said about me, I was
everyone where there were about 20 people
just like me,
we all were at different stages of
remembering
and we said listen there is not a single
group for people like us who remember
serving in space there is a group the length of those
abducted by the military program group
for participants in the manta project and everyone
else
but they look at us as if we were others as
if we were already not people and then we
created our own group SKP secret
space program and in the first year
there were 2000 people and since so
many admins simply declared out of anger
sometimes because we are really
damaged people sometimes we throw ourselves into the
abyss
we have a rule that it takes two admins
to block someone -the first piece of
memories was from the same
alter, this is the alter that went through,
probably she was the first one to
break away because she was the one who
remembered Langley
and remembered the mandal and she remembered
going to Mars and then she remembered
serving on a cargo ship and she was
away from home for
55 years and so this was the first
they called penelope valcke gun
because the unit she served
in the mars defense force was called valcke
occupy i.e. valkyries
we were all female fighter pilots
sorry this is common practice in
such programs to create first
altera
and then train you in this alter
and send you somewhere in this alter aren't
they like you yes they don't want the
earthly version of you to remember
anything that is,
this is done so that
when they return you back they
switch you on your ordinary earthly
personality and you have no idea what
happened first you have no idea and
you can’t reveal something something you don’t
remember
right there are some clues and signs
because suddenly a small child
does some adult things not childish
children suddenly they picked up some language
very quickly because the alters spoke
in this language
that I was going on dad, I was 6 and he
had a hunting rifle that he kept
outside the door 3006
and one day I sat down and took it apart,
cleaned it, put it back together
and he said how did you know when
it’s done I don’t know that’s why he
looked at me a little suspiciously for a
while what
else did you have anything else do
you remember looking back you felt
some kind of connection with this topic with Mars with
space with aliens and so on
when I was ten years old,
the school was given the task of making an album with
clippings of pictures and articles,
the album was dedicated to him, analog, that is,
you could choose whether there would be a topic on
which you are making this album,
and you chose it, but my mother was horrified, I
must understand, my father was a
preacher in the Church of Christ in that
version where there is no instrumental music,
this is a sect, a religious sect and my mother’s
business is everything that my father said they had a
favorite toy they had me and my father
died in 1980 to this
day I am terrified of everything that I do so
yes she has at least three alters, one
of them is programmed to be my
controller, so I just avoid it; it’s
easier for both of us, and so you know
now
what happened around your family
while you were growing up, that at least something had to
happen
that would give you a hint that someone- either they
took you away or
manipulated someone or something else, my
parents thought that I walked in my sleep, I
slept poorly at night,
now my subconscious also thinks that it
is unsafe to pour my brothers, there was
similar behavior, we adore you know a lot
of what we did, our behavior
corresponded to that how
severely traumatized children behave and the father
abused us
we were not raped at home we were beaten severely
throughout the entire time he believed in
the saying you will regret the rod you will spoil the
child he had no patience
as soon as he started whipping he could not
stop until his mother stopped
him
and she didn’t do anything until they
thought that he could kill us, so
there were a lot of missed classes at
school because we were beaten so hard that
we couldn’t walk, he smoked in the house,
so we all had a strong one, and with mine
they were taken by any pain and so we have
severely traumatized children as such
just in life here and now and
added to this is everything that was in the program of
mind control and abduction and this
creates a huge stain I don’t understand
why none of the schools reported to
child protective services or there could
be the reason why
we moved so often I went to thirty-six
different schools before I graduated from
high school and in a good way there should be
only three elementary school middle school older
and older
this is the norm and I went to 36 schools I sat down
once counted them it was thirty
six different schools
this is not normal
people should have noticed something they didn’t
notice I think part of the problem was
that I wanted to run away to
child protective services but dad is also
not in the army video I suspect because
we moved and then a couple of
weeks later we moved again ok I
I look back on this one, I think
he was trying to run away from someone, he must
have known that someone was kidnapping us and not
aliens, but people, because I remember
that people took from me, I don’t remember that
aliens kidnapped me,
I remember that there was a time when they
they put on suits to look like
reptiles but when I got over the fear
I started to see the zippers on them
I started to unzip them so they
stopped putting the suits on
poet yeah that's the last time I
had a real alien abduction
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was in 1995
on the street there were bright lights, I woke up on a
spaceship,
I was in a
plexiglass tube, you know, hard
transparent ones, and they attached me with a belt to
some kind of board inside the tube and then
put me upright on my feet, I was
naked, it’s always very awkward
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and they were angry and they they asked me
telepathically what happened to my
uterus
and I had cancer surgery 88
and I told them that I had cancer and they were
very angry,
apparently they wanted me to conceive a
child for them and I was a participant in
alien reproduction programs when I
was married for the first time once because I
lost four children and and one by
one
so they apparently wanted to continue
their program and since I
no longer had a uterus they couldn’t and they they
left a mark on my hands I don’t see
here I scratched it a lot before it
was I scratched two regular squares
and and because they irritated the skin in the
end the bow brought
a magnet to it that auto mechanics use and
it stopped itching the glass but who they
were there was a leg in the background she
could be the twin sister of the one
in Langley so for people who
haven’t heard about more often the leg, they are not hybrids,
but they don’t look like hybrids of humans and
snakes,
that is, bipedal arms and legs and so on
don’t crap, just a head like a reptile
but a body like a human and they have
arms like a human and everything else is like a
snake and they have scales everywhere
and so they are completely reptilian in appearance with
some human parts her back
was black and her belly was cream colored with
bright bright blue eyes
but like lovers and she was in charge
there were also a few
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I don't I know what kind of race it was
you know these
ivory figurines of Chinese sages
which are the ones with big heads oh yes
yes big heads of course yes that's what they
looked like only they were beige in color
not quite human skin color but
beige and they had brown eyes and they
all communicated through the telepatel, no one
spoke in that and so there was one
leg and four of these
guys looked like the sages of the day, I have no idea
where they were from,
as far as I understand, the leg itself comes
from the cassiopeia system,
that is, these guys looked exactly
like these old men from Chinese mythology
yes they looked exactly like that with a
beard and so on with a mustache
it was fortunately short as if
they hadn’t cut it and but yes I’m sorry I didn’t say
that it would be normal it was
how many 15 years it was in 95 and my
memories returned to 2013
so yes I had the experience of them all my life
who said that I was different
but nothing too specific and
nothing that she said you served in space
okay let's be clear that is the words or
words free Dorothy this and were the code
for your activation yes and Dorothy this is the name of the
heroine of the wizard of oz the first
place for the audience who will
watch it and so he will take you there and the
wizard of oz and so of course
one of the main original systems of
consciousness programming VMC ultra but
they have the wizard of oz
and they have alice in wonderland
yes alice in wonderland now they
have a couple of others as far as I know but the
wizard of oz is what they
used we have no years of that particular
Voltaire and they use different
programs for different altars because
alters are created in hierarchical
sequences you remember how as
a child you watched the wizard of
hair land you felt something strange and
unusual and
or this had not happened before there
was a feeling that it was all real and they were
fantasy
but I had this with other films
since then
things that were supposed to be complete
fiction felt like real and
some of them turned out to be
part of the programming and others
turned out to be part of the history of my family as a
past life of robin hood robin hood the
real robin hood was
aubrey davin and he is in my
family tree
king arthur really existed and
his father was the first pendragon am of wales
and they too in my ancestry and so there were
some stories that felt like
real even though they should have been
fiction, it turned out that people from them are of
my ancestry, that is, it’s like
genetic memory and and science today
shows that genetic memory is
real and then the main question was why
it was done was Steve sent to
do it, he understood it, I would know
what he did was right, he clearly understood what he
was doing and he didn’t tell me why, yes, but do
you think he did it as some kind of
counterattack to release you free
and so get the cheese, was that part of
wars cerus NSS and that's why they did it
oh yes I see that rbc.ru are waging a war between
spy services for funding
and for funding and they have been waging this
war for funding since the
events of September 11, they were both accused of
not coping then that is
so you explain the reason why they
did this I don't see any
other rational explanation there is
no rational motive for
activating me
there is no other logical explanation than 1 spy service
exposed the secret asset of another
spy shooting unless it was
part of a war between these services
and this the biggest question
I had was why the hell did they need to activate
me because I’m the only one I
know who was activated, the rest everyone
either did an MRI or removed their head
or just started talking about it
because they always remembered it,
I’m the only one I I know who
was deliberately activated I’m like that why do
you understand why why ruin my life
if they left me as is I would
never have ever done all this
I didn’t even plan to talk about it
publicly until the moment when we changed
through shooting from energy weapons
they started 3 otaq with directed
energy weapons and continued with lasers after
that and then they put this
board between the two doors behind me on its
back side there is a metal
shutter because in the wall behind it there is a
device that is aimed at this
chair
yes we decided that the most correct thing would be
to block it device because
if we take it out they will just install
new ones