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today we will try to explain how I
can be here now because here is a
64-year-old disabled woman and at the same time
have 90 alternate personalities
altar of physically working in space
at the age of about 25 they work as a
navigator on Minos spaceships and
how can I have memories of
missions
that are already completed and we are there for them
they are still in progress
so this is a potentially
mind-blowing concept that is absolutely mind blowing
full of years I will not draw
all 90 altars of
I will draw only a couple of them
so that you understand what is happening and they
take me away in two ways for us two
finks for the Germans they
take me in this body I do not regenerate
me back age 25 years for Kruger they
take me away in this body and put in a
tank and then they transfer my consciousness
into a cloned body
and this cloned body looks 25
years old it has its own
soul consciousness and after about 20 years they
push me out and that's why these missions
were to planets so far away that they
had to use only my
natural body because it takes more
than 20 years for fairy tales to get there,
so this technology, once
you understand the principle of its operation, it
explains a lot of what happens, for
example, how they can take you away and
return you, or they can’t even tell you that they
took you away except in cases when they
left on your body, we start
drawing this black line, this is here
and now and this is my life here I was
born, they didn’t take me to Langley, here we
will write it down, we’ll write it in blue cheese because
I hate them, they really didn’t take me,
each was a small child, they
broke my brain no sold me to other
people and they don’t leave me alone and
so the first trip I made when
I was four years old they took me to
another
and then for
six years they took me over there for 9 years
and then I went to the army and in 1990
I overflow bad and then 2016 not
before in the fourteenth they decided it was
time to send me home
so they put me in a machine
that literally transported me back
in time to here
when I arrived here they did a
regression of my age to 4 years old and
gave me to my mother for
everything this time I was Osby localized that is, it
was in two places at the same time and
2013 was the year when agents and b
activated my memories now for
me this path was
completely linear for me it’s clear so far
I the next trip that I remember
was also organized by the CIA not was
about 14-15
between 14 and 15 so it was
around 1970 they took me and
was gone for a little over 24 hours I
lived in the desert vision from California they
took me to Los Angeles to
meet Baphomet fight
if I failed that test
they would have killed me and they wanted to check the
leo form from the menu, I myself have never
seen anyone change,
I personally didn’t even think about it, this is what I was
afraid of, so in 1970 they took
me away once, also
then they took me away again me
in about 1980 for the same thing and so we are
talking about trips which I remember and
then there is an alter in about 1990 the green
color will be for the company of hryvnia and so
Kruger took me this is the alter
which I called starbuck
she served in Kruger
as a pilot technician with sensory arrays
for five years, that is, somewhere
here
then she met the captain at that
time there were captains for 2 did not work
on the space station at the station
where she herself worked and he watched
for the day and around that time she
died steps cloned that
she is a blessing clone this is important died
during a combat operation the touch screen on
the ship shattered and the fragments were completely
cut up and
and when she returned in a new body
but a cloned body this captain decided
that she could become a good navigator on
his ship it was a gift saved by in german
what does the sparrow mean which was
used to spy on the colonies
nacht your mind to keep them from overflowing
she served 15 years of capture
so that puts her in 2018 this is when they
sent her back and then she
came back in her case they just killed the
clone
and so she returned you mean that
they killed the clown of consciousness itself returned
back to earth
consciousness returns itself its own
body which it entered at birth this is
not all sale 0 only a part this is all
consciousness this is all for knowledge it is clear they
transfer all awareness completely and
then activate it in it the
personality alter they need is clear so you are not
you are divided but since you are simultaneously in
two places and localized I have
a memory from here and from here and from here and
from here there are many more throughout the
valley because it is the same
consciousness in two places therefore between
them there is something like a telepathic
connection
every time I wake up in her
every time she dies
died 2 developed here because she
contracted an infection that
could not be cured by the means that
they had on their hands
then and again moved to another body and
then they killed me to send them home
now last year for the act of wafa
and this is already in 2000 probably in the year before
all of 2018 and so they took me
our
tens back and what should I return to
do complete the mission when
2080 2078 and so in 2078 they will send
me back and there are only 90 such lines, it
happened twice in one night,
45 days in a row, 60 years on each, and they
all returned to the same period,
so I know you are not here now, they know
that we cannot complete that
rescue mission and that
only half of it was taken out without the action of stabbing this
happened in our future that is, the
rescue mission the rescue mission
runs parallel to our current
reality I am connected to parts of it
I am on the beach plus in my sleep I
constantly have lucid dreams since
my memories were activated
so it has been almost seven years since I have been able to sleep
no dreams only if I'm on the drug in
other cases I'm conscious I'm aware of
everything that's happening when I sleep here my
consciousness begins to float towards other
parts of myself
they'll find dreams and some kind of Kruger mission
I still can't understand where it's
happening I know that -Kruger according to the
medical equipment they
use but this is the central idea
they take you they go through the portal
the portal and the light emits they make a hole and
light comes out around the edges the diameter of the portal
allows only one person to get out
they usually send three or four
their black military uniform
usually 34 people
I'm not very good at drawing from at least on
the board they don't install a portal on the second
floor opens about two meters
on the door so they use the
same place every time I haven't figured out
yet how to stop them good question you
said that they you need to take your entire
consciousness and then use one of the
altar of
which means they can take the necessary inter
separately for example if you need starbuck
they can’t take only and without the whole
personality complex right and how so on
they take you fully realize because
the penny is here now it just another
alter another personality in the point of view and
they use a code word to
call altera which is needed to
open figuratively speaking compartments in you
before to open a compartment they
use code words
most of my code words which
I managed to learn from the wizard of oz
from others people have their own set if
but in the 1950s they used the Wizard of
Oz and my programming
is built on it, a password so that I
remember what happened to me, I
remembered Lieutenant Penelope Val'kyr
he touched on Mars and served on the ship the
password itself was released and Dorothy and Toto
whom I know for sure to bring me out
there is a state of dissertation on the roles was the
tin man has a heart
yes it was a very simple approach it was a
story that they used to
program my alts and they
do it very consistently if
they wanted the feelings to turn around didn’t
panic,
put it like someone next to me said
at the tin man and the heart now
when we talk about using
many authors at the same time for example
when she was on Mars it could be so
you were used there in different
places at the same time
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yes that is and only what he said both
locations we can also talk about 3
locations multi locations that is, consciousness
can multiply in this way you
know the limit
that is how much of the maximum part it
can be divided
but I now have 90 liters there according to the scheme, do
they use all the altar of
at the same time or do they they use them
one by one so that the terms of their work do not
overlap from the point of view of consciousness, this is
one after another from November 5, 2018
almost until Christmas of the same year they
took no twice for you these missions
and I now have 90 alter cars, that is, we are
talking about 90 there are no clones 90 trips in
this body 90 trips in this body because
the trip is too long for a clone
yeah that's right to 1 goes into a loop that is
already creating a loop in my head these
are loops that is they took you 45
days under
from twice a day night, 2 andro per
night, they returned it, that is, we are burning from
90 such branches, 9090 loops
coming out of the main line, how is this
physically possible, this is one after the other, and
so on and so on and so on, these are the
age regression regeneration technologies that make all this
possible then is this means they
need to give you some time to
recover they need to give you
enough time so that your body can
regenerate and come back
when they take you they regenerate
you the age they need and
maintain it while you are there when they
return you they need bring you back to the
age when we took you sometimes
they highlight you if the technician
likes you so there are times
power cases when I come back
a little healthier than when they took you and
when I decided on the injuries and diseases
that I have lived with for the last 20 years if
any of this is treated it's very
noticeable even if for something small and
you come back and say I'm sure we
took it last night
about my elbow no longer hurts I'm 64
I've had a hard life in this life not to
mention this and I have something
constantly watering when it stops
hurting
very, very
coppery very much
so I notice when there are some
improvements
because such improvements are often
as strong evidence
as they remembered and my doctor is like that he
asks me why mine was
studied sometimes I can tell him sometimes
no I didn’t I can tell him that, but
last night they took me into space on a
mission, they decided to fix me, and
next time the technician may turn out to be
someone who doesn’t like me and he
returns everything back, that is, I
apologize, this is a very difficult situation
because I am an elderly woman with a disability
here now I am pricking my
spinal cavity so that I can walk so
even the smallest improvement for me
is a very big deal and some
techniques for reading something in me about others
no I think they have no right to
do this how many altar of you remembered
today I integrated 30
how do you know that the remaining 60 90
times yes I have two tables 60 times when you don’t
pick up the roller you know what it is that these are
different alter how do you define and I know
how many times I was taken away
I have a memory of ship missions with
people with whom served there I know how the
missions ended and maybe they
really activate the same
code is it possible because I see I'm
worried about linearly but they can
reactivate the same alter over
and over again that is, if you have a trained
alter why take that sacred is the
same group who uses all these 90
liters these are two groups but they work
together these are the Germans and a company of mercenaries
known as games and in all missions they
use me as a navigator I never
work on the surface that is they have
90 navigators in in different places, yes, they
have 90 ship navigators, some of
them are sent to several ships and at
the same time that the alter who is
on the flagship ship of the German armada
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directs the entire armand, directing the
armada is not much more difficult than controlling
one ship,
it’s even easier when you leave
hyperspace because so
no one is targeting each other on the way out, that
is, one navigator can keep them all
separate from each other
when you reintegrate some
alter every time it is some other
ship, another mission team and so you
understand that you are in such a situation in
another Travian and you remember that you have a
different name there and so on and the name is
this is usually a variation they are Bradley
or milk the rank can vary from
lieutenant to captain
I only have one alter rank captain and
served in the earth defense forces their ship
was attached to the Giza plateau
they had to protect Kira Solim and
she died during the training gratis on
disrupted their state of catatonia for
how this happened
and since my mind was broken
they no longer activated I was not yet
fully orient playful and she sits on my
head and before she was swaying and
screaming and she just sits and sways
for me this is a lot of progress
tell us about it
altri let's take her as an example and
tell her alone so that the audience can
understand that is, the beginning to the end when you
talk about us sitting and swaying everyone
returned to our timeline or not
you you see in my head now
a state that
how it worked how you remembered and
what happened I knew her existence in
2014 to 2018 and during this period I
thought that she was a virtual
simulation and that she was not real and
then I still did not understand that these alters,
it was me, were on the territory of some
university and we were conducting, that is, we
were on the ship, first I trained
my crew members to operate the
ship because I was supposed to be
transported to another place and a couple of the
crew members whom I was going to train
refused to cooperate and that’s it it was
on earth and peacefully,
yes it’s just on earth, I was forced to
train people who I knew
were not capable of this because those
who had the ability refused to
cooperate and then there was this training
operation we were on some
university campus I didn’t I can definitely
say this was a typical campus
around the college were divided into 3
groups on a scalpel chair and we had to
kill each other and the purpose of this
training of the heads was to dull the
sensitivity at the sight of blood of a
training operation in the army and by that
time I already knew several members of
my crew in reality here now
and after my flashback episode
I wrote to everyone and asked do you remember this, did
you have such a dream and three out of five people
told me that they remembered about it
when I was curious in the summer
statement and div of virtual reality
child 3 flashbacks of memories I decided
something of the late virtual reality, I
decided that I didn’t want to kill anyone, so
I, the pony who cast the sniper,
came out of it and cannot be returned here and now I
put the physical body there 4 or the
consciousness that remained broke into
catatonia because her own
commands were knocked down and,
in fact, started forgot it was when
someone cuts off the skin of the launch
but how she died I used
shamanic techniques of American Indians
to integrate the soul I found her as a
fragment of the soul
somewhere in the astral plane the fourth dimension of the
land of the dead and she would have remained there
alone
I found her there I felt guilt
because I left the body I set and die I don’t
know that she was real, I
returned her poison user love and I’m trying to
help and heal
so far her condition
has not improved much, but I see how she sits
in my head and just sways, that
is when you come out of this
parallel self, you can return
your consciousness back here, but there
will remain some kind of residual project; it
also has feelings and awareness, that
is, some central part that
comes out, but there remains a certain projection of you
when you came out of what happened
she did not have enough awareness
to protect herself she did not have the
willpower that it
was a couple of minutes when her body was
left without control and at that moment
she was attacked said that it was the
same alter who was on the Giza plateau she
was the captain of the ship, that is, it was
just a task to carry out a training operation
before just training operations I have a little
memory of her because in such a
bad condition that I can’t catch
them we are already talking about three lines I have
here now Lenina autofun Bine Kruger
three parallel lines but it turns out
the lines are here now over the Waffen-SS
kidnapping of Ceru
that is, these are three competing
organizations
locking me in a sweater and you were the first to
take me and they sold me to everyone
else
so
they sell the alter and a sample of living tissue to
those who use the clone kay interesting
question you can remember them when you are
here and can they remember you
being there and can you communicate can
they say about
I have the personality of a guide there on earth
there is I probably in their subconscious
something happens all the time can’t
they enough to realize this when they
serve there for example that they are
actually a kind of earth you know is it possible I never
thought about it but because it
should work in both directions in theory yes it
should work on both sides
in theory I sometimes wake up
control it alter of my body I
applied some damage through this
ability is a lot of damage, I
did enough of it from 14 to 17 so that they
took me away, somehow turned off this
ability,
that is, I can superimpose on
Walter’s friend, but I can’t control him, and this
shutdown was done in 17 because I
blew up a window, that is, and sabotaged
some mission, yes, I blew up a
cyborg factory on Mars, by the way, tell me about
it
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it was in the sixteenth year, I was
somewhere on a mission, opened by Heron,
there were 4 of us,
we were sent to make upgrades for our
technical additions this is a very thin
line between the technical efforts of a person
Akiba
it all depends on how much is left of
your native body we went there
to update our technical
enhancements I am
waking up inside a penny that was neglected
which is there I see rows and rows of
them hanging it’s not very assembly lines
then they hung rendar six types
wide and then and then I saw people on
hooks alive hanging on hooks around
the perimeter
waiting for conversion I don’t take a part of the
brain of this size and even smaller
which contains the pineal gland that’s
all they take from a person for the
creation of a cyborg, the rest turns
into food for aliens, this is what happens
to many refugees,
sick people who disappear,
what happens, that is, it was a Kruger mission of
this Kruger mission, but we went to
factories like and who what do people call us,
we called them planetary
1 and we went to one of these factories
to upgrade yourself, I don’t know
what kind of agreement the head of Cooper’s
luscious corporations had on this matter,
but we used their equipment and so you
were at their factory, it blew up and
because I was very horrified by
what I saw you then it was you who did
what you did I felt a rising
panic attack a panic attack
activated
psionic abilities to blow up
electronics and I blew everything up I sent an
electromagnetic wave and there
is still a black spot on Mars,
smoke is still coming from there,
that is, and creates something like short
circuit or the electronics themselves
catch fire, I remember that all the electronics
exploded at the same time, the power station
exploded, an explosion, that is, it was an explosion of the
main station, I also turned out to be alter
cloned in the body, also died,
the annual that they returned and stopped
all this is what you did, they probably
could have done it but for some reason they didn’t
do it, so they didn’t do it,
you know, everyone says that
this happens periodically on Mars, and so that the
second explosion
last year, which I have nothing to do with,
I know that it was nacht woffka,
they blew up a factory on Mars
where secrets were kept in the minds of people who worked
space program that
they watch over us on earth and when we
die from natural causes they
come and catch our souls instead of
letting us warm up if they keep
you for a week you still remember who the
calls are if they are kept for 5 months
you will have no memories and they will have to
re-teach you when they don’t get it, they
soar, they lose their earthly memory, that is,
not completely, but they no longer have
the skill they were in, then they don’t
remember who they were, they have no
speech, they need to be re-taught everything like a
child, that is, when someone still from
back to the body
then that’s all,
but those who manage this project know
what abilities these people had,
I don’t sell them to these employees, they
sell them to aliens, they don’t sell them to
people on earth, they just turn into
goods, they did it because they wanted to
establish competitors no no no they
did it because for them it was
disgusting
they have their own ethics
that is, it was even beyond what
they would consider acceptable it was
beyond what they consider acceptable that is,
our valve if you die 3 you will
not be used again and they don’t imprison you
unless you have abilities
that they can’t easily replace with
someone else’s triggers,
that is, this rule has an exception
I was warned that they would never
let me die for real and having
already died five times and still being here, it’s
kind of strange sounded like nothing to your
audience I'm starting to think that maybe
it's true that some of us will never be
allowed to leave I know a person in this
life who is one of those who
picks up people to serve in nofap she
works on a ship that comes and
picks us up I can't tell me who
she is, she is not public and she has a five year old
child who may be at
risk of some kind of unimportant that
ok she told me that she was warned
not to get too close to one, that
is, they know that we are communicating here
now they said get close to her
because that we will not allow the furniture to
really live until the day when it dies on
earth, we will take me into space and it will
continue to work
for us until we can no longer
regenerate and so the skin can even
die refuse these people, we are
planning to do an interview with one of the
people with which you say you worked
together in one of the altar of
you can tell a little about it
if you get a follow-up
interview we will do with this person
he already
has an interview online he is public his
plant was chapter 7 his served on the
flagship then I am the German Armada together I
was a navigator and he serves there as a
junior officer as a master sergeant in the
US Army, there are tails, so we talked a little
with her and he recognized me and I knew
that his face was familiar to me
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but at first we corresponded by e-mail
then he was not it was on Facebook now he was
there we had been communicating for some time and
one day we corresponded via MLM back and forth
so quickly, something was almost
like a conversation in real time,
the delay was a maximum of about ten minutes, I
sent one picture and he
telepathically contacted me pulled
me into his head and then led us
both to the head of his alter on the captain's
bridge of the ship, I saw myself from the
side
as I was rude to him, that is, he led you
so that you could convince yourself through his
eyes and being a junior officer and I
had to flirt with me and this is
what you tried to do I recently
had big troubles on
problems she the commanding officer does not like
me at all
and is trying to remove me from her ship
what period are we talking about when the fruit of
the mission is one of these missions in
the future greed BC that are still going on
I I was on this ship for some time,
this commander is breaking the rules
trying to get rid of him and we had several
clashes with him because what he
is doing is breaking the laws of the
Germans there, I wrote it all down, sent
a document or the high command is
standing nose to nose with me and shouts in
German that they fight, I
smell like a fight, I behave like a fight,
I just look like a person and that he doesn’t
want me to be on his ship and that
the question of the leadership of me here is not that I
was disgraced by the api of the entire fleet and he is doing
well so far it turns out that
he does something to provoke
me, then he reports to my reaction
without mentioning what he did to make me
react this way
in his doing something so that I look like a
complete crazy person and one day I
got so angry that I blew up and that is this
one the very case that you told
in the very first interview, yes, this is the
same case that you told in the
first interview, told him the head and
when he came out of regeneration,
organized a tribunal, also it should
be someone from the high command, the
victim can never act
as an accuser and it didn’t matter what I
said I was guilty because I
blew his head off
they threw me into the airlock they waited for
me to die
they tied me with a rope then they
pulled me back and sent me to
regeneration because they still needed
an assault now on most of
the ships we served two assaults
fights
purebred fights
they don't have enough people and even hybrids
who could do this job and that's
why the Germans will never let me
die because I replace the fight on their
ship proclaim which he did and that is
absolutely not the law of Athens they
adhere to the European approach that
sex is useful and that you should relieve
stress and it makes you more
productive
and according to the rules you are encouraged to do this but
cannot be ordered it must be
completely voluntary well yes it
is encouraged that's what he did it there are
four male officers and they are sadists
none of the women want to have sex with In his
case,
we invited them to do this with
each other and he ordered me to serve them because of
against the rules and this is part of
the reason why I blew his head off, it
was self-defense, I was not allowed to
use this direct defense on
the platform of persons, so I sent a report about
it to the highest teams and so far they have not
decided to investigate their actions
this is because you are in the process of a
large operation now up to the part yes I
know that at the end of 60 years nothing will be
done about this because I have
already returned and how often do you go
there I go to the other side, and I
usually go there a couple of times a day to
different actors, it’s different violas every day,
and in some cases I don’t even know where
they are,
and you’re just from the picture, it feels
like it’s like the movie I’m in, I
don’t know how it is, yes got there and where
events are going there is one alter
I would really like to know where it seems
this colony is connected with Kruger
because I have been receiving excerpts from that
life
for the last two years this is a colony that
was destroyed and there are only a few
survivors who are fed and kept
most of them alive the equipment doesn’t
work and what does work
they can’t fix because they
don’t have spare parts
so they dismantle what can be
disassembled to maintain basic
vital equipment and it seems that
no one knows that they are still alive, that
is, they are stuck somewhere in space yes
they are stuck somewhere in the ruins of their
own
civilizations they lined the colony buildings with
gray stones
it looks like you are walking
through a hole in the wall and they still have a
hologram to close the entrances and you
just walk through the hole in the wall you have a
ring in your hand that works like a key
to open 1
door and the computer gives
3 green hot strips if you are healthy
but if something is wrong with you it
shows combinations of yellow and red
and numbers that tell the technician what is
wrong with you and how the number reaches a
certain level they put you down in a
holographic medical bed
like the one described by randy creamer there
is a man who keeps telling
me that he is my father i don’t believe him there are
bugs of children
crippled adults everything looks like
they had some kind of big
catastrophe most of the adults were
injured and now they are just trying
to survive, that is, this is a post-apocalyptic
society, yes, this is a post-apocalyptic
society, and as if I was very
young at the time of the disaster,
now I’m probably about 35 years old, then I became the
de facto leader, simply because there
was a lot of time there, do
you get these memories like such
instant downloads of information?
you watch their real time minute by
minute, this is what I watch minute by
minute,
it’s as if I’m there and they are experiencing
some kind of scene there, you can say
somersault and say that you are there, go to and
say I’m payney and so on no, I
haven’t succeeded yet communicate with them when
I’m there I become her, I can’t influence
what she does, it’s as if I
entered her head and became her,
but at the same time I don’t know everything that
happened in reality, I only know
what’s happening now with you there are
alters on earth here and now, yes there is
one who goes out once a week and
has a fun life, he told me
that if she was a man, he hit me no,
I meant an alter who serves somewhere
on earth,
yes there is one which I don’t want to
talk about because they will kill me this is the
master working what I just
said here is very interesting we didn’t mention
this let them go out and take
control for a
while when it happens yes they go out
take control they control but I do
n’t remember anything from what they do and
at least one day of the week I have no idea
what they are doing
I look through my messenger on Facebook
to make sure I haven't done
anything
oh god I don't know what to do people around
you they find out something did find out it
got to the point that I turned to a couple of
their friends who work with the
reintegration of altar of they gave me to
Eliza advice on how to keep what they are
in charge of
I followed the advice of the
world noticed Aldera with us
did not completely stop them by the way in September
last year I went after the gas where you
met groups of veterans and staples, that
is, there were five of us from the UPC group who
gathered in one place for two or three days
and everything was so bad with me,
the alters just jumped out one after
another, I was all poured and raw, you, I
was just clumsy, the men stood behind the
birches of my face hands spoke, looks not
eyes and says only one of you can
control the body at a time, I asked
him what
he said so obviously in order to understand what is
happening, everything is so obvious and how to
determine it, you told your mother that you
probably already know at least three alters
determine when someone switches to
another alter, how to determine this, I watch
videos of other UPC members
and I have a couple of close friends, I have
not only one of them, I showed her behind the
video and showed the exact moment when she
switched, she deleted this video, she
said I don't have taktars and
that's where you apply she
switched
from her usual talkative
friendly self to a sexy kitten and the
change is blonde
so it was a drastic change a
drastic change in personality and she didn't even
know she would do it should always
be such a contrast because when
they want to make a film about
multiple personalities about this, they need to
show the changes very sharply and
the contrasts are obvious so that the audience
can see that this change happened like a
split film, I haven’t seen the whole thing, but I
know such films, the
same thing happens in real life,
there is a very old film that the 3rd person theme of
it in which this is also shown
yes maybe and so there may be several
altars of which look normal
they have different memories and therefore if
you have a lot of memory lapses there are a lot of things
that you simply don’t remember and people
tell you that you are something were talking about you
don’t remember what you said,
there is a high probability that you have
an alter with my mother
there is one alter who likes me and
this alter is calling out of anger that I didn’t
call I called before 1 month
many years but then other alters in the
capital
unbearable that I sat and cried for a
whole week after talking to my mother
and pulling at them and then I was in the
process of coming out of dissociation so I
forced myself to feel all the feelings and combining
this with communicating with her was very
unpleasant in this I stopped calling
my mother
then she moved in with my sister,
who also have their own problems, of course,
if when someone follows you there
will be somersaults on then my mother has two
and these are the
ones who will say terrible things to you
and since the two of them don’t remember what
the other one said
and that’s what we have
one of them screams at me at the top of her lungs
about something I did
when I was 8 years old and she yells at me
like it just happened and
then she switches gears and
suddenly she gets angry about something that
happened in recent past and does
n’t remember at all how she started
and then she switches to the one
who likes me says I didn’t
do that I didn’t say that
and with thunder I have a witness I don’t
talk to her on a regular connection I
usually talk to her on speakerphone
so that the street would listen to everything, so that I would have a
witness because she
deceived me so cleverly in the past that you were no longer
sure that I was sane because my
mother was so convincing, I didn’t
say that, you’re making up everything, how good it is that
you told about it because We
all have people in our lives who can
be forgetful, who like to
deny everything, or people with age-related
changes in the brain, I apologize, or
they may have mood swings,
that is, now they are angry with you, next
minute they like you, then then
you start talking about something with with them they
hate you again what you are
telling me I clearly see that if a person
denies what happened five minutes
ago or he reacts sharply emotionally
to the fact that she looks like 1 8 years old
it is probably something else,
just mood changes she is already over 80
my sister is trying to explain all this is
dementia
my mother was like this when I was about
20 so this is not a new phenomenon this is not a
diversion unless she got
dementia when she was over 30 because
she was seventeen when she gave birth to me
she is not much older than me and as
I grow older we have become different but she
still holds on to it I am your mother you
must obey
so who then is the real personality of them
you know I don’t think there is any
real personality I think that all of them are
that none of them were dominant
enough to gain a foothold in her
mind, that is, you want to say that
she does not have enough awareness so that
she can take a step back and realize
that she switches almost
automatically from one to the other no,
she believes that she is normal, that I am everything,
she believes that I blow dust
because I I tell her what she
told me and I have witnesses that she
said it, I even had to
record her on video and the
video player watches the video, she
switches again and still doesn’t believe me
so this is and that’s why families like
mine
get along well with each other friend because
we all have actors, this is a problem of
several generations, I know that my
mother has alters,
I have alters,
at least two of my children have
alters, and in my grandchildren I observe
changes in character that appear
on the first visit,
so it turns out already four generations
in just one of my family, this is a serious
problem, you mean that this is external
intervention before the intervention, that is, this is
not a genetic problem, no, this is not a
genetic problem, something to do
to us personally, I blame the CIA for this or the
agency they were it
seems management of strategic 8
in ssd so the belt with must be the ones
who took my mother because she was
born in 38 before it was still wartime
unrealistic this program has been going on for
almost a hundred years hacks and that's why I want
this to stop
they chose a specific genetic
line they used we, like
racehorses or circus dogs, we can’t
do anything and the worst thing is that it doesn’t
have to be done, so there’s
nothing in space that
adults who voluntarily can’t do this with
Vasilis
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