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two let's go back and find out how you got into this
program they
needed people who were half
Indian half Celts
Scots Irish it doesn't matter the main thing is that the
blogger's blood the reason was that
Indians and Celts
are two races on earth that are more
predisposed to the abilities or
psychic abilities of God these
culture still practices
paranormal abilities is
genetic memory and that is, our
genetic memory
I thought this was the main reason why I was
chosen
until the moment when my father died 15 years ago
I understand this new
information all the other small details from 1 this is
what happened in
1966 when I was six years old, my
parents put me in a truck and
drove me to the city, I will never forget this
day gear of what stands out why are we
going to the hardware store in the
evening, I thought I was a medium for hardware
stores, at that time my mom and dad were
arguing but don't argue I was this
store with my grandfather but we walked past
the back along the extended I never
went there and there were two if you didn't
know there was a door you just
walked past it so we go in there
six or seven kids my age they are
all sitting at a table like in a
kindergarten with low small chairs they
all have the same thing on the table this is you
closer to a piece of the puzzle then a woman comes in
who clearly wasn’t from this store
tall elegant coat with fur who is
this from eastern kentucky guys this
doesn’t happen there from that moment she will play a
very important role in the whole story she
is in several of my conversations and she
sits me down with this game hands me a bunch of
blocks parts says to create a picture and
leaves I feel my mother she is talking
apparently a man there who is clearly not for
that store it shouldn’t be in this
place I didn’t tell Peter with a clamp where she
signs some papers for
six years I collected puzzles but
didn’t do anything special I sat there
with this puzzle it fits this I
sat there until I made a picture and
then and your authorities, a
woman comes up from the front, a man
comes up from behind, she looks at him,
smiles and says,
we found one, that’s how it started, and they
gave me something to drink, I felt
drowsy, and that’s all you mean, you
returned home from your parents that evening, you
didn’t come back, but they didn’t take you straight what I
found out later
because as soon as I fell asleep, what
was in the drink was pasted in or sony that they were
somewhere in the distance it knocked me out the next
memory from the age of nine and a
half, that is, your memories
there is a gap an hour before I have some
memories returned I have
small pieces of what happened,
some are very vivid for some
I even have documents for
death by
birth some are just here in my head
so why
9 years what happened at that time because
they were doing it I was in the hospital the hospital
here at the University of Kentucky
and they did some procedures that
I tried to get records of the archives of these
procedures but they never gave them to me from that
moment I still had a couple of years of childhood
when everything seemed normal
a lot of paranormal activity
there was this period in the house for 14 years and again I
disappear you disappear that is, already in the hospital there
are no memories disappearing and so looking
back you can say that you were
trained as a soldier during this period before you
could describe how you were trained to
talk about this you need to go back
a minute well imagine that children from the
talent selection project
are sent to schools a special school in mine and the very
elementary school of all of us who participated
in this project, otherwise the arrow with such
art they have very vivid
memories we had 15 20 groups with
adults we train like adults
what kind of children's gloves
so 67 years old eight you get your ass kicked by a
parrot they beat us for real,
but we studied at the same time,
training begins from the pores of normal abilities, and that’s
when they choose who is better in this, who is
better in who is to be a soldier, who
will be a psychic skin, you now
have a black belt in karate, even after
the service, I continued to do the most
I I went to training with others, I myself
opened
the promotions not 5th dan now officially 5th at home in
real life, so to speak, and so you also
said in an interview that read your
distance when you started teaching others the
ship and tass stand logic exit
earlier yes, that's right, that's right, he says to his mother, he
was alone specific incident I have a
friend who was green before and he didn’t go to the
channel regularly, I trained when
he wasn’t on vacation then lerka
mahim are used one evening he’s a
big guy
and they can break me and don’t even turn around
so we confess I held some kind of
reception after whom, having gotten up from the floor, he was
all angry,
surprised, asking where you
learned it,
I realized that I have no idea where I
learned it, says this technique is straight from the
farm and I’m only 19 years old playing farm
urgently base cirrus farms and then something
began to become clearer to me I really started to
regain my memories about
eight or nine years ago
on the floor in a car accident that
broke three discs in the over and when they
finally put me in the machine, the
electromagnet resonance in my mouth came into
conflict with the implant that was in my
skull that you would have gotten there not for a
second with them where am I saying this
because I have a vision and when
they put me in the MRI machine and I
started spinning imagine the
severe pain imagine what we
offer then 3000 lei for the crane operator they
fly at you alone
on each of these screens and rafting
every picture is a memory or they
just go and go go that’s how I started to
fully recover and it’s true
that you screamed down that Martha was exploding
and the MRI machine itself caught fire it
brought me back to reality because I’m lying down
there I think I’m eating on my clothes to keep in the
pen I
screamed all my throat and notice that you are
around, the
techniques come to the kingdom, they help everyone
during the day, or the style of the game is to extinguish or and
so on then this skull implant
you have it is still there, as far as I
know, it doesn’t work for some reason I think that it
works because they didn’t use me anymore
I had no memory loss
and no cases where it disappears at 34
weeks of my batch it stopped this
implant is clearly centered in the brain and the T-shirt is
beautiful you call to as I said it is clearly
in the center of the brain if it is so
small at home I checked it through an
independent source looks at They
tell him you have a problem, it needs to be far away,
you will die, but I say no, everything is fine,
don’t steal, I don’t tell you what it
is, it wasn’t just that their opinion was needed.
I don’t say anything if I don’t have
evidence, if from someone who
observes a receipt confirms that they
were then you saw it, they know that
if there is no evidence they were looking for that this is
what I think and so it was a child in
this hospital the mouthguard said that they did
what -they changed something in you, I remember how I went through
this procedure, I remember how I woke up and the
device, it was in 1969 and the device
was about the size of it, it was lowered from above
and it heated up, I shouldn’t have stupidly
crumbled and I should have been
unconscious with the device, why did I wake up,
I remember dozens of corpses that were inserted into
me what it was I don’t know apple trees
usually have a strong translation of the perception
of reality of course at 14 years old it’s difficult to
say after the passage of time you
developed faster than others,
yes, that is, it may be connected with this I
thought I was always stronger, faster
endurance than anyone I know this
applies to all of us this is part of
the training of super soldiers they want
super soldiers to be like that, that is, taller than
usual faster stronger in the nose increased
pain tolerance and so on and so forth
this is what they need you can tell
us what you have the ability at its
peak, that is,
so to speak, it’s discarded, it’s not
preserved paranormal abilities
remained, some most of these
abilities come out when you get
to know him personally, one of the things
they did was create an alternative personality for us,
they shot them in these
tiringness, I have witnesses
who were how I tore apart a heavy
bag with one blow, usually this is possible,
they didn’t measure
the speed of the blow, what so on in the state of
Wisconsin in one I teach, prepares
ammunition there, they tested
professional athletes, looking
through so on, my impact force was the second I weighed
only 70 kilograms and then the time we are
talking about what racing around at least
1984 spring 1984 ok the
test results were it was unrealistic the
force of the hand impact was higher than the forces at what
speed were even higher the speed of the impact from
right to left was 193 km per hour the senator
died together 55-200 100 kilograms per
meter this will crumble concrete on the block
ok as for psychic abilities
you didn’t have and the main psychic
ability or rather the one I retained
in this person is the ability to climb
kites consciousness the ability to see
events ahead
in real time when I say climb
into someone’s consciousness I don’t mean read
bars hear thoughts so on until more
like the people with whom I worked
in
karting we see pictures of people’s thoughts you
can think about soda I look at
you and see a can in front of you such
abilities for a warrior soldiers love
think about some kind of advantage before this
and so you have now there is a complete
memory of the time when you were a different
person,
yes, I have a witness of this,
you see what happened, I
shouldn’t remember anything at all now, the songs, I
think people who start remembering the
usual are under sixty or hurt from being
too old to do anything,
I’m saying that I’m 60 in our society by
the time you are 62 you are already written off
how much you are now it is I can’t sleep 46
out of 46
I know many people much they look like this is
one of the features that no one loves us
theirs that is the
longer life offered
is a big one the memories never begin
to return and on then the
personality personal goal of his father there is no more
personality about the personality of the penis to merge
when all these memories begin to
come and merge with others the
majority, let's go, most of these
people will already commit suicide and others
turned out to be psychiatric hospitals,
perhaps either Duncan that they are also
programmed to actually
self-destruct there when they are no longer
needed of course so you have in a sense
beaten the system but you must have been in
great difficulty what keeps you on
the plan what allowed you to come this
far through
after the car accident we moved from here
ridge jersey rally I couldn't lift
eat more than two kilos but there
shouldn't even be a way to hold my hands over there
was so much more
serious neck injury two o'clock in
the morning I'm sitting in my apartment on Jersey
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this voice.
what is your problem you are reading give up
was not a fighter all my life get up
fighting I started to shrink
after years I was fine that is, you
recovered from being idle no drama of all
6 I can go to the neurologist now I was standing
in the morning they can look at me tell me
you need to have surgery today I
refuse the operation, I have more, I
live with eye pain 47
again, if they had not done this to
me as a child, I probably would have taken
a wall of pain quenchers
all the time, you don’t understand the lamb and so
what happened in Vietnam because
somewhere there are amazing stands I was
gray in Vietnam twice as far as I am not
who then recovered still
vague as I said I learn something
new every day once when I
was twelve guns
72 year before us you were twelve
in fact we are not even in Vietnam you
will be in Cambodia there were
more to you a row of sea donuts a reconnaissance
detachment of marines was surrounded
by Cambodian red to the measures they
asked for reinforcements someone could
get out of there I tell you
exactly what the captain of the marine detachment
and how it was sodium about the Navy SEALs
they didn’t tell me and actually
remembered everything happened was my fault, this is from
my point of view, I’ll tell you what they
told me from their point of view, the crane helicopter, the mohawk
dick seems to be in rank, we are
surrounded by
12 children coming out of it, yes, and some
things you are still awake and we have plenty of
time, they understand, in short, we
got out of the helicopter, became full, caught
and held rubber bands for a friend,
there you were only boys, finally
they were all just a new age, yes I
was the oldest, only about 2
traces from 9 to 12 apples of the group, we hold
hands and kill them all,
all the red soldiers Khmers within a radius of
thirty-five kilometers how did
your impact
strike only the enemy side I wasn’t
I wasn’t I was in toyz find the words I was
like a lead battery but I didn’t
point in general that is, you’re not the one
who won’t make the price with you 12 you were
inner drilled someone specially made a
stripe under one of the children let us
take them out
then you knew them I know but you now it’s
true this person could come out as a
witness this no they know that they were
there in this group it’s true thank you for
choking funny
this is very important history like they like
to say this is clearly one of the using there is no
reason to hide it so it's strange I
do a lot of things I didn't do of my own
free will some which cause an emotional
reaction and some don't
some just don't that they which I
just can't control I go
through these emotions and then today, that is,
I can’t cry on command, believe me, I
tried, as they explained to me, it’s very
logical
12 imagine 12 batteries if you have
one battery when I get a shoulder width
connect two batteries there will be a small
risk add 3 batteries you will get
burns and connect 12 received a fatal
blow
this essentially what we did was 500
people
joined together became a semicircle and in the
center the semicircular stood in the center and
outwards for what happened this is
what it ate for trained you have
some memories of which nothing
came
about your trainers remember this woman in the
store of course yes I was an important part
when the next memory was received
shame in a white lab coat I
am in some house they told me they
call it a mansion I have guesses
move away this place is located
I was not and it’s proof I’m in the corridor
such strong ripe tiles large slabs
30 30 cm on the floor I do what everyone
trained there did me go down on
one knee and so on we squat, it’s
not clear why, well, in a sense,
we sit on our toes, the sides sparkle
almost like a stomach, it’s clear three meters from me
there is a small bucket of water I’m trying to
lift the bucket, turn it over and calmly
put it on the floor, lift it, the strength of the
little one is true, the strength of it, I lift it,
move it halfway, it
just falls on me, it doesn’t work, I
turn around, this woman is standing in her
hands, she’s holding a music stand, she’s making notes,
I tried to get a reaction, I
’ll like it and it almost happened, it almost
happened, they just lower their eyes,
grin,
steal and leave, there wasn’t any
percentage, and so you said that they entered
us twice, what was the ram the second
time, all I remember is how they shot us down, we
’ll spend the night with the hawk, it was another
case with the Iroquois and we took off
about three meters we came across anti-aircraft guns hit
this captain of the Navy SEALs who we are
talking about was the one who where 6 helicopters is
also a person who witnessed the
incidents with children and he was in charge of what
then what was it easier for him
to mention the fact that the whole family this
guy worked at Ceru
he was the man with the most
awards and the highest hatch
ardo murder prominent
but sniper skills and at the same time
was the captain of a Navy SEAL boat
he had, it seems, five or seven trips
and apparently he is not treated like you
I I think he has memory lapses to
but not to the same extent as me and
others
like you met him again and
memories started coming back to me started
looking for him
because you knew the kid in tone and now he
remembered the
boss from the age for not a trace who where I
remember his face from
I knew from who he was he turned
out to be just drinking in circles
then I began to move in these circles I
eventually found we sat down with my wife in the
government office will start but the Germans of old
are already a fact of history
great he wanted I would like to record an interview yes
I would like to introduce him to us yes thank you
no problem an
excuse to tell us a little how much I
understand you worked
remote vision I was not one of the
best well yes and so you were trained
physically and mentally you were also well
prepared for Katya was officially that
someone- that was a psychic spy who was a psychic spy for
the warriors, right, my problem was
told to me by very strong
psychics, we are, and the problem is that
by resisting psychically we will save, I don’t
allow it to just flow for
some reason and I resist the most, I’m an
empty dad, I graduated from this and
alcohol to school, I say that this is there was such a
school what age was it it was at
the end of
adolescence I was attracted as a
soldier from a soldier with mental sciences
as I said I was not one of those guys you
can put in a dark room I won’t
tell you what for breakfast some
palette for thousands of miles away
I wasn't one of those I know but I know
people who were like that name very much
I've already been asked about it I just
can't say for sure somewhere
based you weren't based in the hands
I have a memory of different
training was
I know that I spent three years on the island of
Samos in the
US Virgin Islands, this we
confirmed from 3 years ago I walk around a
forest of people they say mine will find you
since you were a child I've been trying to
find out the mail when you're
ready for service and they send
it
where it was a display of war after Vernam
I have vivid memories of a couple of
contract killings that I have a
memory of being on military
bases
I have confirmation that I was
at the norfin base
in Norfolk that its use there was not
suitable for a radar operator who also served
there when I was there with our squad, he
contacted me himself because he saw
my photo. Suppress told me that’s
when it was,
he told me some things as
facts that happened to me which
I thought were just with us or perhaps
memories, I didn’t tell him anything,
but he told about all this and
so you were killed and the fence how you killed
people about what kind of people traded you know
these were people on the battlefield Americans
some up to 1 case which I remember I
think I remembered and because that was the
last time the last time I
did the work for the government
arrived in Washington about how on the street I was
shot three times in the heart of some
high-ranking person repaired in intelligence
now conscious accelerated years yes
I knew the identification they gave me a photo
and the purpose of the habit I did the job all you
are doing some missions in others countries
in France in France, another vivid
memory
was also shown a photo of me where I was
sitting in a small cafe near the Eiffel
Tower, I didn’t know that I was in France then,
the guy showed me a photo 20 by 25
centimeters in black and white, I was
drinking something on him there was steam coming out of the glass from the glass
against the backdrop of the Eiffel Tower,
I remember that it was a job, but I don’t
remember many of the details,
it was dangerous, the bait of a girl, let’s call it,
to make the man leave the bar,
preferably not in a completely clear mind, and they
tried, that’s how it was mine the task
was to take away the
flour and liquidate it, I remember how I
snatched something that was needed from him and then
Ossetia the memory ends so you’re
probably watching a movie and there’s no truth, I’m
watching it’s not jumping on I can’t, I
thought it was in the movies there is a lot of violence in
similar scenes and probably this can
push
some people to remember, yes, yes, they wore it, it does
n’t affect them in any way, they adore wrestling, I
included techniques from professional
wrestling in my program when in a
martial arts instructor
there is no violence as such, the last film of
this kind that I watched was the
Bourne Identification
I didn’t I've watched half of it, I'm completely at
this moment, your personality is changing,
yes my personality is changing, God help me, it's
narrow, I look at faces and that's why I usually
just get up and leave, science fiction does
n't bother me, everything about
shadow operations, the government of the
Central District of Russia, secret murder, I can't watch it,
you have it some memories from
other planets, I know it sounds
strange, but it’s not strange, in fact, it’s
not strange, there is something that is typical
for some of us, this is a fungus and I
see fear about the planet Mars at the broom
Mars, a conversation with us and it will be the same with
watching in those films, I almost
did this, that is, it is Mars that there is
something about Mars that completely
changes our mood state,
I know one person who directly
tells them it’s better to leave Mars and
leave alone in the sense of not talking about
it candida from there they awaken
something about Mars
notes okay you are still a psychic what do you
think of course you must have
some thoughts or associations with Mars are
you ready to talk about it I know that you
said that you have a headache after
such interview
when you reveal details
I tell your story
I have now we are weakly gurgling
headaches that part of the programming
is clear this is a headache on this is a fake
headache
programmed headache I want
to know if you see there special
equipment underground and you saw
some creatures there yes they are in stasis
artificial suspended animation thank you these are not
people who are there
no they are very tall their long
parts of the body do not look like Egyptian
mummies
very much you talk a lot about anger in the
last interview on your website
yes you can talk about it describe
anger and how you deal with it at one
time it was just maddening when
these memories came back when I sat down and
started putting everything together what had been done to me
since the age of six
things that they forced me to do and
so on I was furious
my first impulse was to just
go to Washington and destroy
everything there but as the old saying goes I'm
crazy but not stupid and as a fighter I wasn't
trained to analyze my anger
don't let my anger channel
myself
that's what I started doing that's why I
turned my state of us only
angry that I won't do anything
so angry that I want to do something
I continue and that’s why you started writing
books not from I started writing as
therapy for myself to get it all
out I didn’t write any books on
when I read what I wrote she said
so cool of you it continues I
continued and now you have a book coming out
about a deadly awakening about everything
we talked about here plus all the
digressions for which we don’t have
time now supposedly to understand something about the
film and it was full of unexpected things
for me this is wonderful this is very
cool in terms of telling your story to a
wide audience what do you get out of
all this I would like enough
people to wake up so that they go to
Washington and say stop this project and
hold people accountable of
course there will be no public
proceedings no court hearings
I left this a long time ago as expected and everyone who
was in the projects should do it the
same thing, just bring them to
justice and stop it, do you
think all this continues to
this day, and even as I think you
know in what form all this continues in the
sixties there were thousands of children of
whom only 60 remained in the
fifty-sixth year there was a group of
about 1000 children with of the whole world
who was in my group so rocks there are
about 20 of us left I think
here we need to explain nobilis 6
seven-year-olds who fit into situations of
survival of the fittest our personalities were
split any child any ordinary
person could not do what we
did in their right mind so they need
it was to split our personalities so that
in the end they would have a blank slate with which to
work, in which there would be no
wrong reasoning or
wrong concepts, so that they could make
of it what they wanted, and that’s how they
split my personality, I don’t know. I’m
sure that they do the same with
other people, I know for sure that not with
everyone because there were different techniques
for different
children, as they presented there, not that I
was a child and they said this is your
treatment procedure, medical
terminology,
imagine that you are six years old I can
talk about this without emotion because
this is what they did to me and not like
doing with someone you are naked tied to a
chair your arms are stretched out in front of
you tie here here here your
fingers are spread out you can
insert something so that you cannot do this like this,
I know that you noticed because I
will be the author of your head and your eyes, I
constantly have a phobia about the tips of
my fingers, that’s what they did, they
inserted needles under the nails, this in
itself is terrible, but by connecting wires to these needles
and turning on the electricity,
water torture this is when a person is essentially drowned and
then revived in my case, you did
it in two ways, tied to a chair,
watered from a hose,
the water rushes and you cannot breathe and you
pass out and then it resuscitates you, and
then I remember how we lowered water into our heads,
that’s why they float and what is the
price of inflicting pain, severe pain
when your mind and your consciousness exceed the
threshold of pain that it can withstand,
you are imprisoned and you will lose consciousness,
logically, but
the Germans brought with them a drug
that, when it enters the body,
blocks these receptors, you cannot
turn on, you you can’t force yourself to
lose consciousness and as soon as consciousness
reaches. when she can no longer
stand you, there is a choice
to split into two personalities to save
yourself or die, I understand when you picked up a
Sim, you can survive and remain
sane by going out without it, you
go out so far that you end up
in something else and create another part of yourself
you create a completely separate
personality and they can then turn on that
personality this second this is me the
next this is someone else clicking the
basics and that's why they did all this have you
seen the movie the manchurian candidate no
never saw no but if I refer
to this movie I I don’t know if you’ll understand
what I’m saying, I know what a major is
to jump and yes, you know what you’re talking about, is it
possible to activate yourself over
the phone the last time I did
this kind of work, that’s how it was, they
called me in the middle of the night, is it possible
to activate me now I don’t I think
they turned it off what's wrong with some sounds
some code word you know how it's
done I think it's a combination I
think there's no combination to
open a safe with a code you need to know
the code and it's usually not one number
I think they they created a system that
prevented
it from happening so that you were watching
TV and suddenly you heard some
necessary word, you immediately got up and killed
everyone there and you saw this everywhere,
so there must be a safety net to prevent
this from happening,
so I always thought that it was a
combination of words sounds numbers and so on well, that's
what happened that night I fell asleep
I had already gone to bed the phone rang
I put my hand on the pile no
more than three seconds passed I got up got dressed and
left the house and I was gone for three days and
three nights and at that time we lived exactly
eleven miles from the airport
you passed when you were driving here when
I returned three days later the meter in the
car only added 22 miles
I went to the airport but you don’t remember
where you flew I flew Washington this is the
time when I flew tires who
eliminated that man what
year was it 1985,
and that is, it’s a very long time ago, and here’s
something else, I’ll say right away that I didn’t want
this to be on the recording,
I’m sitting in a Mexican restaurant, a good
knitted Mexican restaurant,
I hear someone laughing, this was back when the
current president was the governor of
Texas,
I see him George Jr. sitting at the bar
with bodyguards from the Secret Service, the
Yanyks are like pigs, the Secret Service guys
are trying to calm him down and suddenly I understand, I do
n’t remember how I arrived at this restaurant, I
look around and I’m like hell,
I’m sitting there. he sits in front of me and
I have one impulse to kill and
eliminate
the gun in my pocket and for some
reason I suppress the impulse and don’t kill,
that is, you know, he now but then you did
n’t know then I have no idea just
some guy who getting drunk
surrounded by secret
service bodyguards at the time I had no idea
a little later I was sitting and watching the news
the governor of Texas announced to or
run for president I'm like holy
crap I mean this is before
he became president yes it's clear for many
years of this and this in context, this probably
makes more sense,
yes, it’s even scarier, what about
underground bases, do
you think you’ve been to underground bases, I
know where one of them is located right
in our state, somewhere at the end of
adolescence, I remember the company where we lived in
Habré deletion around the valley of the old
road for timber trucks I ran for 5 minutes for
8 kilometers supreme soon we still
had several abandoned quarries his
servant
one day I went for a run and decided to
run down the hill and see what was there
when I started going down I felt a
vibration from the ground I
lay down leaning on the ground from the ground to my grandfather
and began to listen, I get up and my inner
voice says from here the devil while I'm
landing on the hill wird er I did
n't return there anymore for a couple of days later two
events happen at the same time my
father had a friend
his name was Bal Preston Paul with the old one there was
someone who I would liquidate with
great pleasure I don't mind
saying it out loud yes I was
fourteen we were going to go to work
elections were growing crops to sell I
was working on a tractor we lived about a
mile from the main road if you go up
on unpaved roads
I could feel if it was coming towards us the car
even before they filled up from us, I
stopped and watched the video of your
grayish silver enemy who
drove up the road, a new one with an ultra high
frequency antenna on the roof,
I haven’t seen anything like this before,
again, so kintoki mid-70s, no
one had that kind of money even before the
coal era, the energy crisis of
how you could make 20 bucks an
hour or work to earn
minimum wage
this guy gets out of the van I notice
he has a Texas license plate I heard my
dad mention him they were
childhood friends later not confirmed that America is
low tide cheese together that the Brest regiment
headed different departments of cheese
in different areas he gets out of the van
calling me by name I didn’t
know them as far as I knew and at that moment they did
n’t have two thoughts
1 5 because I’m a guy no one would attack
run try to take him you need him before
he kills you 14 years I will have
longer than now and my father let his
hands from the side of the house have all that
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Brest he looks at my father very
serious they say we need to go
talk
my father is changing his manner is changing
leaving for 20 all this time working on a
tractor, watering, plowing 123 later,
the floor will forgive him, he goes down from the house,
we don’t talk anymore, he’s in a very bad mood,
the van gets in and they leave, I saw everything
happen early in the morning, the Cossacks were
cool, it was better not to touch him
that day, he was an angry Irishman and that night
Maiman had a habit of sitting on the porch
at night and I was sleeping on top,
she flew into the house at 11-12 at night, call
my father, they were shouting that there was something above the house by the
time he left the house it
was no longer there, but I heard their whole conversation
and said that it would be more found
there was not a round
of lights around the entire perimeter I didn’t
know anything about this business then I knew
work on a farm
recognized martial arts I know how
to hunt how to track and so on but I do
n’t know anything about it and so the next
night it happens again on the third
day something happens to me I worked all the
time trained worked
trained
12 hours every day I started
training even harder than before I
think it was necessary for
me to get out of my head early because that’s how it
is and it was I went to bed early that night
I sleep as far as I felt
that I was burning when I just can’t
move all I can is a friend for the
whole second so the color of the hall I see a figure
standing on two legs covering their heads and
arms and legs and that’s it I know that he
is talking to me, he tells me something, the
next thing I remember is how my father
shakes me by the shoulder because my brother
saw the lights on the second one, too, they will all
think that there is a fire there, that’s all I
remember, I don’t remember anything until I was 18 years,
that is, no memories between the ages of 14 and
18, I didn’t even get a car license
until I was 80, I should have gotten it at 16
only 18 because I was absent, I
think that all these sabers were connected by a
visit to Preston’s ship
and my disappearance, it’s all connected and
your father’s anger probably I think he
thought he got it for some reason and that they had
already left me alone and then the floor just
returns the secret to me no I think
he had no choice in this matter
the only resentment against my parents is
that they didn’t tell me at least something
special after I became an
adult my
memories began to return
I began to ask which of these fractions I
know that everything was wrong I know that
something is wrong where is right I think that I
deserve a better answer than I can give you
say leaves the first thing I did when
the memories began to return began
to look for old friends I asked
such and such a year in seventy-three 74 75
where we were
what we did I have a memory
of what we did
and they all say they did
this and that we went there and
I said yes, I remember they were there for years, how
can you remember you weren’t here and one
guy even said one day we haven’t seen you for a long time
and were planning to go to one
place, we stopped by your farm and your
father drove away the oil
that is, these were all the memories of those
years, they were false memories, the
memory of the trip about how we went
to the ice cream parlor, everyone was planted to me,
you also wrote that in one of your hands there
is a wire or something to the right, before the implant
is here, I know that it's there for
two reasons, first I asked someone
to run a special counter there and it
showed that there was something there and the second
itched and that's something I call it an
amplifier
it increases physical strength and speed the
wires from it go along the arm the
fingers and then only in this shoulder and this
hand
they are not all over the body, I would like it to be
like this but no, this Arab to whom I
smashed many pears and by the way there was
an incident
when I grabbed a guy who was
20 kilos sorry for me and lifted him
up like that when I realized what I had done, I
let go and it’s connected, I don’t know the scientific
principles of this, I don’t know, I know that it’s
connected to the mode of flight or flight, when there
is a threat to life, it turns on
if I feel a threat, it turns on the
energy supply, yes, I was just crazy
when this happened.
I had a job in Lexington
this place was then called a community
kitchen
but it wasn't a kitchen it was a facility
for homeless
Indians and so on we had a
doctor's office we had social
service showers clothes for distribution and so
on but it was also a gathering place for
drug dealers dependent rapists
and murderers, they were all there; there
were 60 to 100 people in the
building at a time. I was responsible for security
and there was a fight and it was nothing,
we had three or four fights a day, but
this time the girls fought and they fight
harder than guys, my partner was holding
one on the floor and I was holding the other when
I say he was holding me, I was just sitting there with my
hand on her shoulder, she was laughing, the
next thing that happens is I raise
my head and see this huge guy, he is
standing like an atomic with three or four friends with him
and he says the threads are ordinary,
I consider the deliveries so that
I can really do this and that, I
jerked and on the floor
for a look up there are more of them, they have more
strength, I switched
usually I would just get up and begin to swear
with I would not have voiced him out the door but no I
got up and hit him and the witnesses there
said that I hit him not once I
hit him 1 12 in a second then I broke his
neck and his ears were as thick as my legs and it
just broke and when that happened
from the hall just half of the chain broke off
of them attacked me and my partner and
the other half used this
moment to get at someone they didn’t
like and at such moments something
happens that I can’t
explain, it’s as if I’m leaving
space and time and everything becomes
black and white,
all movement slows down that is, I have
plenty of time to get from point a to
point b because the guy is not moving I
just go bam bam bam the guys fall to the
floor and then I grab this guy
grabbed me by the neck I jerk to the side,
lowering my hands with my palms down and screaming with my the
guy's head straightens up and falls back, I put his
fingers on Voltron
and when this happened it stopped the whole
road
because I was standing looking around
suddenly they realized that everyone was staring at
me and somewhere in the process someone called the
cops
so the cops are coming the ambulance is coming
me I talk in blue staples I
testify half of them were taken to the
hospital someone was put out of the
isolation ward I went to the nearest bar
I was sitting there I just didn’t know what to do I
know that something happened I know that it
was real because people came up
to me and asked what you did, how did you
do it, I’m moody, I have nothing to answer
in what year this happened, 1989 and 95,
remember I worked in so many jobs
in those years, this is another thing that, as
I was told, is typical of everyone who
participated in these shadow operations
none of us keep a job,
that is, this is what happens, I know from
personal experience, we can be the best
employees for a couple of months and then the
boss or supervisor comes and
finds some kind of bad
name and over the years I have found out that it’s
not just my personality that the rays don’t want
keep you a little below the
poverty level it keeps your mind constantly
occupied with it faithful survival daily and
survival it keeps you from
digging deeper into your memories
for that there is another reason
and I was told this by not a single person who
will listen to a poor person everyone
usually listens those who are rich I think these are
two reasons why they did it
there was an incident that you mentioned you
described it as teleportation personal
teleportation you went through the wall
it seems you had a witness yes it
is that you remember the language
I just go nuts every time I think
about it it happened in his house with blocks,
I was helping my friend with the move,
I was in one of the bedrooms, she was in the
kitchen, to get through the front door sleeping bag, you
had to go down, go through the
room, go down through the room again,
that is, a very winding path,
she was in the kitchen and it’s straight path
kitchen-living room front door
no doors no walls on the way she was
reading and doing something in the kitchen and I was sleeping
soundly and the youngest son gets up
screaming and goes to the door trying to get out it
was two or three o'clock in the morning she
jumps up and runs towards him and I hear a
scream, I remember how I lifted myself up on one
hand and in my head I see a child as he
stretches out his hand to the door and now I’m already at
the door, she said that I walked forward through the
wall and and all she could
do was stop and say oh I
said don't know what I did if I
got stuck in this wall it was fun
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my maternal grandfather was a
purebred and the children were Cherokee
and he gave me the name of the server
sera pen yes I asked in one case
what does ser huge mean you are the one
who is between
I had a strong accent and so on I
said that what and he will take you walking
between worlds and this was before I
even knew anything I saw 9/11
two weeks before it happened
I wrote about it on network news boards
laughed at home I lived in
Delaware then near the east
coast
a few steps from the beach I planned a
trip post on a couple of days before the trip
we were going to go by car I get
a call and a metallic computer
voice says to postpone my trip
around such and such a date plus -minus two
days something will happen in New York the
little thing is not nearby and
you had other experiences clearly knowledge
that has not yet come true I saw this
country almost divided in half I between the
physical and
divided in half again I lived in
Delaware
one day I went to bed sleeping is one of those
moments when one second you're here and
the next you're already there I'm looking at the United
States this was before I
heard super delve into Yellowstone I
saw that area the
effect all the way to Canada down to Mexico the
whole western part is strange on pricked
from the rest of the United States I see a
river of fire along the entire fault line
you have some time for this
soon very soon and you are planning something
for yourself and your family for the fact that you
see
thousands some safe place
actually there will be no safe places
the only preparedness I know
is the ability to move from place to
place and there will not be 1 safe place I
started speaking publicly when I lived in
delaware
after someone tried to kill me
and when it was around 2002 I was
on jogging
that is, something happened before but I’m
somehow not connected by those things but then I
put two and two together
I’m jogging in winter I hear a motorcycle
motorcycle have you ever been on the
east coast in the winter when
the wind blows it’s cold as hell
I was before
I while jogging, I hear a motorcycle, this is the
moment when my ears begin to listen, the
hair stands up on the back of my head, I go from a
fast run to an
easy jog, I see a motorcycle
completely black, no inscriptions,
completely black, they are two people
dressed in black, black tinted
visors, I am leading here, they are coming here, he is
driving like this slowly that I'm trying to understand
how he can even keep his
balance when they approach me
I play out the scenario in my head I have
weights on my ankles and wrists I'm
such a theme
I'm waiting until I see the gun I'm thinking how I
'll take it off this hand I ask the trigger
forward strikes on the rear wheel I'm trying
to get ahead of it all plays out in my
head and the guy actually opens his
jacket puts his hand inside it's the top
you're driving all I see is two
fingers pointing them at me to do like
this then he puts his hand back I think
it's just a warning I
'm leaving immediately side of highway 1 to the north, I did
n’t even take ten steps, I was vomiting, I
would have diarrhea all together and had to crawl
home, I was sick for three days, I finally went to the
doctor and they told me that I had
some unknown viral infection, he
just shot me not from a
pistol half the day who
listen to what you tell them say not a
lying piece of [ __ ]
there is complete nonsense none of this could have
happened and so on when I answer as
I answered one guy on a personal level for the sake of
leaving and I would like it so she and I would with I
happily drank 1 tablet a day, I
lived a quiet life, I can’t
because it all really happened and
I don’t have the whole story yet, I may
never know what happened to
me,
remember how I said that they split the
personality, that’s only the tip of the iceberg, I
remember the beating, how they threw me naked from the
refrigerated room because
something didn’t work out for me, this went on
endlessly and not only with me and with
all of us who were in that group and this
should not happen,
we consider ourselves a civilized free
society in there is no
civilization or freedom in
numbers is not strength
I would like to see a million people
march in Washington led by
someone who was laughed at by the government all
this must stop as I said we
seem to live in a civilized and
free society but this is not the case when
they can take you as a child, smoke
you into a killer, use you,
mock you, then when they
run out, just throw you away or
this shouldn’t happen, you asked
what I wanted to happen as a
result of all these interviews, videos, and so
on, I want to sit on a chair like now in
Washington DC in front of the
entire Senate and demand answers I
will do so without hesitation whether they are
shy
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