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Wow video So can we continue to
talk further about
Monarch programming or do you want to talk about the
cloned bodies that you were
all cloning when I say
cloning in my case it was not the
person you see now it
was always a cybor that is, they
cyborgized me then cloned
it, it was on Mars, so that’s
where I became
not the moon was just a place of preparation.
Mars was the place where I was the longest.
I was there for at least 20 years, it turned out that
for an eternity, maybe even 30 years,
I was taken there when I was 9
I went to training on the surface in the sky
in a couple of different modes
of cyborgization when they create such an
asset and invest so much
time money into it and technology clones it
and it becomes a wonderful product it
can be sold another time anything that
is, it is
quite amazing a little scary
when I have flashes of
memories of other places I think I
was sold in the galactic slave trade
outside the solar system and apparently
clones can live much longer
Apparently they also experience time
differently
I can't explain it scientifically it's
just what I feel So this is for
me in any case,
and
I can say it’s difficult for me to distinguish
between
one clone and another. I think that I
always knew, we didn’t always know when
it was a clown, when it wasn’t, that
is, Am I in the fifteenth
colony in the second clone?
I’ve always been in parallel in a couple of different
roles like a cloned asset,
so it’s quite difficult to sort out where and what.
Yes, maybe you could tell me
a little about
this regenerator.
What your body looked like on Mars when you
were a cyborg.
Now let’s go back a little and start
over.
I was a child, of course, and they let me
grow, but first before that. how they
cloned me I think they trained
me psychic Yes I
interacted with what I call a
killing machine some very
high-tech creature with claws
specially created as a weapon of war
for combat communicated with him
from within him or remotely with his
consciousness this was initial training
on Mars
then after that at some point
when I’m already crying older
I need to mention that I’m working with my
childhood selves who experienced all these things
you can call their inner figures
something else but one of them came to me and
cyborgized her metal on the left
side of the head under the skin and in the left
forearm and she just looked at me
and said Help me help me as
if she was still out there somewhere
experiencing it and wanted to go home
to integrate
but part of what they were doing seemed to
be
physical implantation metal mechanics
into the body That is, when we talk about a
creature Cyborgs something like this
Cyborg This is a combination of people and machines
somehow so I had a
biological part and a very
high-tech
computer part, if you like, you can
call it artificial intelligence,
it’s much more advanced than that what
we call here on Earth, as far as I understand,
materials are
thinner types of implants, brains
throughout the body in the energy body.
That is, mechanical additions are obtained,
biological and also
chemical through drugs, and
this is the best
work to write a cyborg. Besides the fact that you
didn’t have a lot of metal equipment in mine
head that wasn't part of me they
stuck it in there
maybe we can start with what your suit looked like
I just remember when we were outside
it was a tight fitting suit
When we were on the surface
I don't remember
any color it was I don't remember
I don't remember that we wore something on our
faces, that is, we were all adapted
to breathing the air there.
I remember that there was always a blinding
light there, that's for sure,
and very windy, I don't remember much of the
suit or uniform that I wore, it
changed over time, I'm sure
depending from what I was doing
Yes,
one of the types of suits that is often
mentioned is this kind of tight-fitting biosuit,
usually black, possibly made of neoprene, and
when you put it on there are such
micro needles from the inside that at first
prick you
and your body itches very much, but then it
seems to merge with you
Probably everyone integrates the particles, do
you remember something like this,
it’s possible, I just remember that it
fit the body very tightly and by the way, I remember how
we were always very hot, I know that
people say that it’s very cold on Mars,
but I remember that I was constantly sweating, it
could be because of the suit I don’t know during the day it
can be very warm there especially in the
summer months Yes the
place where we were was near the
equator it was the base from which I
worked
below the equator not very far in the Southern
Hemisphere
So that may be why and Although Mars
further from the Sun
The atmosphere there is thinner, this may be
the reason that there was always such a
bright sun. Do
you remember if you saw any trees
or plants?
No, I just remember that you couldn’t hide,
you can’t run away from here anywhere. I
remember a lot of sand and dust that always
fanned the landscape was quite beautiful It's
a pity that I can't remember any
trees
I
how about other fauna of some
animals
I remember only
probably it was some kind of spider that
killed me once
but the usual local animals and plants
No I don't remember
I don't remember that there there was water on the
surface
there were cracked
puddles and fields the landscape looked as
if there was a lot of water there at one time
but
so this is a crab-shaped spider
and you said that you met such a creature
I Yes I was with a group of us there were 7 people
on the surface
We were patrolling on foot around the base it
was at the end of the service it wasn’t 30 or a
little over 30 then I went through a long
training to work on the surface I remember
we were on a completely ordinary patrol
a little further from the Base
look what’s there then because of the elevation
there are such hills or relief
appears I remember how huge, like a house, a
beast,
stinking, hairy,
gray with brown patches, these
guys could somehow emit
some kind of steam, there was no technology
for this, probably as a
form of self-defense, to escape, but I
felt that it was burning me from the inside, it
hit me like like
a taser and burned inside as if you were
hit with a scalar weapon she fell to the
ground And that's all I remember I just
lay there
face down in the sand
I didn't know if I was alive and dead because
my consciousness was alive but I couldn't
move
and the creature It seems to me it was just that she
was one
but didn’t want to eat us, she just wanted to
Yes, this raised a question for me about
consciousness in a clone about
when a Clone dies. Does it take a lot of
time to find the way to the source or
return to my body, it was
not at all clear to me what should I do next?
That’s what I remember, I was confused,
I was the consciousness in that body.
So it’s clear,
as for your squad, do
you remember that other beings served with you?
No, Mars was a place where I think it
changed over the years. I think it wasn’t just one.
and the same group of people
and but on Mars I remember there were always more
people in my memories there weren’t
many aliens
there were a lot of faces that
seemed to be clouded Memories but people
while on the moon I remember
there were Nazis or Germans but also a
lot of grays and a fight
that's why I don't have a lot of memories
and not people
and there was so much on Mars it seemed
like it was an endless training
mission and practice
and since I was a cyborg they were
somehow able to upload me into a program
That is, into digital form then change it
in me something in a very
high-tech way in 2D and
then unload me in 3D and it’s a little
hard to understand somehow it’s happening
and the combat scenarios we were
put in could be real or
simulated we could never
tell we weren’t supposed to know what the
difference is then there we were trained to
kill You were supposed to be just a
unit that was sharpened to kill the
killing mode was turned on and nothing else
could also die either in a real battle or a
simulation and even in digital format we
could be killed in 2D It was very
strange you could never know in what's
the difference it was part of the preparation You don't
have to know I
see
You can describe something about yourself
Well for example what
about your height or what was changing
your appearance Did
you look human at all
I think I was on the border of human
appearance James Yes someone asked me
somehow you were in a female body And I’m talking
at that stage I was already androgynous and my
gender was that is, they definitely want to
leave the part of your brain responsible
for psionics they need your genetics they
need your DNA this is the main thing especially if
you have Stellar genetics is not
that they want to emasculate you completely,
but at some point all that remains is this
and the most important thing is your skills your gender
male female I don’t know anymore, it
doesn’t matter they have so many tools to
create the creature they need if
they get the right genetic template
who can Survive After this whole
process
because at this stage they have already invested so much
in you they will find ways
to use You and even the cyborgs have a
huge team of technology scientists to
constantly maintain all the upgrades
Yes, I'm trying to find out something for myself
Because I remember on Mars after
many interventions or as they
called it upgrades
there were two mantises that were sitting
above me in very bright light and they
felt very positive as if
they wanted to know the rules I think it's
interesting if they were on the team
that did this all with me and everything
equally showed no compassion, maybe
simply because they would be in
trouble If I died, that is,
suddenly they spoil the goods,
said that they sincerely care I don’t
know for sure because it also worked from the
positive they looked like that
they were bipedal like you and me uniform
five-pointed star two arms two legs like
this
Yes, rather, these are much more graceful
than this one well yes
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similar to this They are green I have a
positive guide Mantis named
Nemo whom I have been working with for a couple of years in
my team of Guides and creatures but I
I know that mantises play a role in many
such scenarios
because they are masters of working with
frequencies with
different technologies that are associated with
frequencies
So on Mars Usually people reptiles
mantises were in conflict with
each other
how do you explain it Why do you think
you were in contact with mantises in a positive
way Here's more one
and I
know I would say when we say
that some race is only negative or
only positive
I don’t think that this is always true
because we always know cases when there is a
positive fight I just said
that I work with a praying mantis who
told me how the sonar works how
to use sounds Light
I think the guys were on the team that
processed me but they helped me in
some way or
as far as I can see I can mention the
ants that sometimes worked with the
grays when I was kidnapped as a child at
night and this is what they told me This
refers to that question is possible that they were
also captured they were enslaved by the
grays and they were controlled to some
extent for this work Of course they
could just be telling it to me but I
think there are always variations it is impossible
to put everything into boxes here is good
here is bad
yes
Looks like they answered your question about Tom
Why
Yes no everything is fine So can you
tell us a little about your contacts with the
praying mantis
maybe you can tell us about his name
Yes we are buddy Nemo I can tell you about
him
this is the name you gave him no we even
argued with him Once because of this for a couple of
years back because I asked what should I
call you dude he she I don't know I
said Call me I won't call
you nema said no to us that's a good name
ah
So he has a name and they don't always
have names Sometimes just a bunch of numbers
if anything
So Nemo
I was doing energy healing
for some aliens
and he came shortly
after this period of my life began
I Woke up one morning and he was on my
left side right next to my face
It was just like that verse fight when
I said damn What do you need this is not
what you want to see first of all over
your bed
this happened for a couple of days and
I’m pretty well protected But it
happened twice I started to probe his
energy field and he seemed to say
I don’t came to harm you I
came to help you it's true when we
tune in cleanly we can
Yes it's much closer
Yes thank you when we tune into the
frequency we can recognize the intention of a
being if we maintain a high
vibration keep our consciousness
as high as possible I felt that he was
telling the truth and within a few
months of working closely with him, he taught
me how to
work with color, light, and sound
because they, as artists, are their
specialty. And he walked next to me, it
seemed like he needed a volunteer on the ground, a
person for
me to kind of say, this guy
can be with me. here, that is, he walked with
me for example. It’s funny, I could go
shopping at the supermarket and he said,
I’ll go with you, I want to absorb frequencies.
That is, he enjoyed the whole palette of
human emotions and
all our hysteria and joy and
suffering, just by observing it,
being able to see this is close through
my experience I still come, I kind of
say hi to him every day he
appears to the left in front of me
constantly That is, he is in front on the left and
my different guides appear in
different places as if reflecting different
aspects of consciousness
and does this mean that you could it is quite possible to be one
of these creatures in another incarnation,
so there are options for
describing this and a past life or
parallel experience. Who knows. I
always had a rather positive feeling
from the Bogomolov when I just started
to remember when information about Mars
began to emerge and returning to the
spatial aspect of consciousness and this is
probably interdimensional phenomenon, I
was sitting in bed one morning, I was
tuning in, I felt the energy and
said hello to my guides
on the left behind, this is the place where I was
controlled to technology in the past
by a beauty, I realized that damn there was a
lot of things going on there, there was a portal, I
knew about it It was the entrance through which
they came left behind on the left in my
field outside the local space and there
two mantises appeared on both sides of it
I didn’t say We want to help you
see this they were essentially guarding the portal
they said it was one way traffic
but you can go to your
Memories on Mars now this was
this spring this is just an illustration
of their intentions they guarded the portal and
protected me
while I was it was
something like astral
travel into that experience
that is they helped you get back
Memories
like that they guarded the portal through
which I could safely return to
Mars almost in In real time, I found myself
in some kind of scene that was quite
shocking, there were a lot of neon
explosions in the sky, but I could watch everything
without being
directly involved and vulnerable, if it is
clear what I mean,
they want to take us through the trauma of
torture, the goal is not only to create
alters they want us to become like them
They think that they can feed on our powers
trying to make us
evil like them but it didn’t work
and that’s why all the plans are now
going through a period of trouble and They are
disabled but we are not we will be back and
memories our abilities yes, but all
these dark ones I call dark lords,
they always operate only from a
limited range of energy instead
of connecting to the energy of the
unified field and creative consciousness of
the Universe, that is, they take it Aspect
that is limited
While we take energy from the
unlimited source from a principle
that is outside the service of oneself So
yes, it is
worth mentioning that when I was in
Mont during the satanic
programming that They carried out
using video glasses, it was visual
programming that they
strapped to the left in my left eye there
were satanic symbols
on the Super speed
and on the right at the same time other videos were broadcast
with murders by torture
they most likely stuck needles under your
nails at the same time they gave you
electric shock Yes at some point you are already in
the process You are already saying I just want to
die Let them just kill me
when these memories started
open up with me I saw them From
the outside as if they weren’t happening to
me
I didn’t experience it It’s in the first person and
this dissociation is
precisely this mechanism of dissociation in the brain that
helps to survive
in the healing process I needed to
get out of the state of observation
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In short, visual
the programming of Satanism was necessary
so that
it has several goals of splitting the
mind and creating alters, but again this is
to create the feeling that you don’t know
what is real and in the end you don’t know
if you are real
and then the consciousness becomes very
malleable without the feeling of “I” in a child is
like pure sheet she doesn’t know here whether
she’s alive or dead
So I know that we deviated we
were in the center turned somewhere on I don’t
remember what we talked about how about a
question from the audience
can you tell me what it
looks like and what it feels like when she
manifests itself in your body
yes I like this question I can
say
heal I think I said at the beginning she
first came like an
ordinary green reptilian creature with a
very
strong rod not like I’m sitting
now but when she comes into me I
immediately sit up straight as if in me the
royal energy appears not
small I but not in a frightening sense
it is natural they do not have an
unbalanced ego that creates
neurosis of people they are just like that
As I integrated it and
it manifests itself verbally also I
wrote down if anyone also communicates
with their family positive fights like I
have a setting that can be downloaded for free
on my website this is a very powerful
Draconian sound
you can look at this is what she says it
is a very guttural language
then she speaks very loudly and
continues to speak talking it really
helps my left eye when it
goes through me because it was
pumped out of it energy and did a lot of things to the
left eye. I am still working on
healing it because I feel that is
where they received my psychic
energy and that I still do not have full
access to what I knew then
because of these manipulations in the left side
heads But what I wanted to say is that
she turned later after we
began to integrate into a pure white
creature with wings
and when I feel there is such an
ethereal Aspect in her, it is very light,
so we can say that we have gone from the
basic Draconian
template and the frame that was
exploited in the most base way we saw
the UPC and the super soldier, no matter what we call it,
in a lighter template, the
consciousness of the fight is light abilities
and properties.
So she is very my eyes light up
when she is with me, she always
comes from the left side first because this
side of me that is constantly a little in the
astral plane I seem to see stars on this
side of the body it’s very strange I’m
talking to someone I realize that
I have a three-dimensional body and the right side of the body
is in 3D spatially but the left one
suddenly opens into the astral plane In short,
her body first comes from the left if I
sit for quite a long time she moves to the
right side and completely fills me
in an etheric sense Her eyes open with
light with pastel colors they
begin to see, that is, it turns on a
different vision I am a little
when these abilities open in you
it is a little scary because it is very
powerful
I begin see the world as an etheric
light matrix That is, I see the light
structure or frame of a
computer or a table or a tree or a
person,
it is like a Web of Light which
is the basis of all things and so I see
partially through its vision this is a very
psychic Aspect in it there are a lot of
abilities that I have no or
which were turned off in people or
turned off in me by someone intentionally in
normal everyday life so
Odessa answered the question
Yes great Thank you for sharing
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