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continue to talk about this, the beginning of
my experience.
I think this will help lay the foundation,
that is, why all this happened to me
and part of this is the mission of the soul, that is,
what I came here to experience. I probably
talked about this in other videos maybe
be people are already tired of listening to this
This explains very well Why so
many shadow projects took me away and
why I ended up like
20 back and so on Why all this
happened right I believe that I came to
bring light to areas of darkness but
I needed to do it through
experiencing them through experience and
studying and how to decipher their code
if it is clear what I mean and ultimately
I will approach my family
What to tell but I think that I went
informing and it is very important to start with
this
I also wanted to say that my my avatar is
like this say on a
ship of the Galactic Confederacy I don't
talk about this aspect very much but
during early programming
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at the naval base north of Chicago
I was programmed not to remember this
don't say in this regard
just forget this part of my heritage
along with this aspect on that ship
that runs parallel to this life,
our task was to find out more,
I was one of the volunteers, let's say, to
find out more about this Ira
trade would have been a big part of what
happened on the Moon
as an Agent
more officially
I am from a partner there on a ship who is
very involved myself I'm talking about him
in a strange way. I'm very ready to talk
about all the dark things. It's not very good
for me to tell this aspect of my
story.
So let's hope that it will get
easier with time,
maybe we can talk about my father. I
wanted to say something else to convey about
how started Memories Why I
started talking why I decided to
share my story publicly Yes of course
Yes I think this is very important because
you can ask why I asked myself
Should I talk about this publicly
This is not what I wanted to do
but as more
memories come back I realized that I would be
complicit in
this if I didn’t speak up, at
least that’s how the equation worked out for me, I
got to the point where in 2020 I
felt like I was going to die if I didn’t say
something about that
because I saw children being
bullied and they are killing about this, it is impossible not to
talk about it correctly, since I survived after
this, this part of my duty is
to bring this to light.
So this is very important and perhaps this
will be an encouragement for people who were in the
programs and ask themselves if what to
give them. I never thought that I would influence
someone's life their stories But I
constantly receive letters where people write
that it is very inspiring for them so I
think we help each other to
bring the truth out
I would say that this story is not just
It's not just about me
you know I have a mother from past life
father and mother from the Crow tribe I lived with
them in 1850
but in 2018 they came to start
supporting me because of the
physical family in this life I mention
this because mother always says
something is happening to one member of the tribe
that is, your suffering my suffering is
ultimately not separate this is a
wonderful teaching I believe maybe
even if you were not in the programs it
will still be valuable and can inspire
people in their everyday lives as well
as the classic story of overcoming
adversity and trials
I was worried about what I would lose I'll lose friends,
business clients, and so on I just
gained actually, that is, I
lost friends, you can't openly
announce alien abduction and
keep all your friends, that is, normal
people will leave, I did it wrong,
I'm just mentioning it, it was worth it to
start talking about it publicly, the first
video that I recorded, I was sure
that someone would come and kill me after that, that
is, the programming was so
strong, but nothing happened
to me during the time I was doing this and
It was the last 3 years, almost,
and as for Victory, I still think in everything a
few words about
the return of memories I'm talking about
all this Because I think it
can help people who think I
have all these strange Memories
in space I don't know what this garbage is And how not to
deepen my knowledge of what happened How can
I get my Memories back
therefore for me there were several parts
of this story
The main thing was I don’t recommend doing this
but I received a severe head injury 2012
I was hit by a car
on the road
which is very ironic more than ironic
very synchronic even
And after that I felt very
bad after that it was
this blow to my head started
to loosen
up
I think at that moment I got it
however I couldn't
unpack or decode this
data packet for several years but it all started
then and after that my life became so
chaotic at first so falling apart that
I started a spiritual path and doing
meditation it continues To
this day, I meditate every morning
every evening during these periods of
mental peace.
If you have been in deep meditation,
working with the breath, I notice what is
happening inside And staying in this
space, God, the subconscious
really begins to reveal what is
buried in it And that is when we begin to
receive information I didn’t start
meditating with the thought of I will bring back some
memories I didn’t know what I was doing
I didn’t know how many memories I had
that could open I had no idea
this was the main thing on my path that
helped me reveal the truth in my life
that was so skillfully
I tried it People ask me
if I have undergone regressive hypnosis
I tried it, it was not very pleasant I
tried it I’m not saying that it doesn’t
work because in my case it’s a
dark tool, it’s
like I’m subconsciously resisting
Although I don’t want to consciously, but I don’t but I don’t
relax in this So
I then ultimately my father died in 2020 and he
was a big part of what was happening
to me
one more moment before I tell my
dad
what they are looking for Maybe your listeners
already know about this but just to
mention it to highlight Why
me took what they are looking for when they select
children or even adults for these
programs
they need people with abilities this could
be people from certain births
and children who easily dissociate children
who have a history of psychological
trauma it’s like the cherry on the cake
and also if
higher genetics
oh make you desirable a product a desirable
candidate in my case it
was definitely like this So let’s move on to my father
when I don’t know how to start talking about
him he was a man of mystery all my
life he was definitely a
man in a mask For me he’s a good
space engineer
he worked with the military Let’s be born
he only had security clearance in the
army and after he left the
army
he was hired by a company
that is one of the largest military
contractors in the world and all military
contractors
have their own interests
my father started working at a high
security level When I was about
four years old I have documents
that confirm that he
created this and that and he created. That is,
before his death, he told me they received
a lot of patents through me and he
had no education, he learned everything
himself, I followed his example, they taught
him, they taught him everything they had
needed from him and very strictly
supervised by the depths of the state I would
say
2020 I talked about this for a year
or a year and a half before his death,
a lot of memories began to come back to me and
since he was responsible, that is,
through his work they gained access to
me
very a lot of memories in space began
to come in big waves I didn't think
I could handle them right before
his death in March 2020
it is already confirmed that when someone
who played an important role in my story
approaches
givas he was what I would call the
Star Soul Zeta from constellation Jeta
reticulata and he was in close contact with the
Orion grays
and there is a long history there but it is not
positive when I say that he was
supervised, he was also supervised by the Orion group.
This gave them the opportunity to have access to
me
and then in 2020 I had a vision
of meditation that was repeated several times
days
I didn’t want to see this there was My
father, people from the Navy, people in suits, two
gray ones sitting at a conference in the room and don’t
give my father any papers and
say this is necessary for the good of humanity,
he signs a consent for me and
possibly for my brother because he
was also in the programs
when it came he explained a
lot but when it came for the first time
I closed my ears my eyes and I just wanted to
do what a good dick shouldn’t
do I wanted to block
I didn’t want to know about it I felt
so betrayed
Why they took me away
Why everyone this happened to me when it
was even possible if you have
such a contract They will develop you
to use
but I was in Contact with my father
after his death many changes
have happened since he left his
body and moved
back to the original source of his
origin
wisdom light there above But the grids I can
discern it
's really a beautiful
transition to something completely different
from what he experienced here
in this reality
he has a big story Do you have
questions about what I already told Alex
what do you remember from what he did
when you spoke you were taken to different
rituals in different places Was he there too
or not it will be when I tell you about
my mom Let me tell you about my mom dad
never I think he’s not even that is how
these families are structured there could be
satanic rituals on the one hand
family and the other side may
not know at all this is unrealistic
yes Let's talk about my mother
the term It was a completely German mouth on
both sides
her father was a reverend I would call him a
black magician That is, he will have churches
at the head of which he stood Christian
churches as facade but he did
black magic and find rituals I was taken by
my mother's father her brother
these were black masses dark satanic
rituals
I still Remember a lot about this because
all these episodes are very fragmented
because it is a very, very dark thing
It is very difficult when it is yours family, that
is, it’s one thing to talk about programs
when there are curators and so on which
were not there at the beginning of your life, but when
it’s in your family it’s a completely different matter
about my mother, all this
I said that my father was a black magician, a
family deviation
he owned on his the territory of very
old cemeteries is wider than Yaroslav, our city,
and there were a lot of turnover
enterprises and are still there many years later,
the most important thing there were defense
companies,
this shows how all this was passed down
in the family and when my mother’s brother dies,
he is almost 90.
I’m already preparing for flood of memories
I think now After so many years
I know that this is the reality of my life
I have had memories of this all my
life for
so long I think that I am ready
to deal with them now more than 5-10
years
It was as if normal for them and
it is shocking to me now when
I look back, that is, how could it
not have been noticed, that is, they migrated
from Germany
My mother no family Yes, initially
just the family can be traced they made a
deep genealogy that I saw
which goes back to the beginning of the 18th century
I personally am not interested in this but no My
mother is not immigrated
families were continuous German ancestry the
darkest side of this is the
dark reptilian heredity
this is a little shocking but in the process of my
journey with all this
coming to terms with this healing from this
without realizing it without planning I
managed to change the DNA through this I would
say I don’t know how more to say but
it changed the whole mouth behind me in the past
and helped heal it it turned
into the energy of a white
village dragon
which was transformed from this
dark reptilian energy that was
exploited so much in me in
programs
I did not understand what was happening they began to
interfere with it because I felt that
something was going to happen and I didn't have to
block I'm so glad I didn't do
it because it changed my life
it changed my whole mouth it changed what
happened in the past and what will
happen in the future So I didn't even
know it was possible change my TNC
I even had to look it up on the internet
it’s definitely real The
bright side that I got through
this is just amazing it’s the very light
pastel colors that come with it
and the loving hugs that are in place
or how can I say
I don’t have the right word they removed
and replaced this dark energy speak I
interrupted you do you think they have
reptilian DNA because they made a
pact a long time ago by a being or a
group of beings then they had this
definitely they got this genetic
modification or etheric genetic
modification perhaps
It feels like
this is a big yes this is a very big topic in the
case of mine, I will try to formulate
it, it is clearly felt that it became
part of genetics and came somehow said
through a Dark creature when they perform a
ritual, these creatures are around and
try to energy and communicate with key
people and speak and
they become these creatures, as it were,
become connected the family becomes the servant of
these creatures over generations and the
impression is that everything becomes
stronger
and then you think they brought it from
Germany back then hundreds of years ago
yes Okay they passed it on from generation
to generation yes I see
And your grandfather tried to pass it on to someone
further
Yes, my mother’s brother,
what led to
the interruption, I don’t know about his son, there’s
clearly something suspicious there.
I don’t know. I think I didn’t want to know about it,
it’s too sensitive, to be
honest, can you tell from your point of view
what rituals are for and what people
get from this And
what do you think beings get from
sacred geometry and alchemy working
through the quantum field with higher
beings We usually associate this with
light practices But this can be
reversed to attune to dark
energy it can be just as strong
however it is all service to self
so this is a very high-energy
practice, it is simply used in the
wrong direction.
It feeds on death, destruction, and not
the light of the Renaissance,
and they received some advantages in the
real world, for example, power, it’s all
energy, you’re unlikely to see
anything wrong in this person, as
for his son, his grandson,
I don’t I think this all happens at the level
people begin to function in such an
altered state, a dissociative
state, that is, they are no longer completely at
home.
I wanted to say about
this. It was obvious when I was little.
When my mother participated in this. She seemed to
have a split personality
insider inside her when the happiness that was
disappearing me her front personality didn't
know that she had another cruel
personality tormenting she never
did anything to me I saw her
reptilian eyes I was a child I thought
Why are my mother snake eyes I saw it
very clearly and Of course, I didn’t understand the full
depth and meaning of this for a very long time,
these families, as you know, They are very
decent, that is, externally, we go to
church, we are
well brought up, we behave well in
society, but look what is underneath
all this, it is a little shocking,
but this is how the system is maintained in
for many generations
you can reincarnation was literally
physical or she was energetic
it was seen energetic overlay the
second this energetic
in childhood could see beyond
Yes because there is a lot of controversy about this
many claim that such people are
reincarnated physical
and the conclusion that I made is that this
energy overlay
on top of a person,
this By the way, it was also confirmed by one
reptilian existence and also David
Wilkovok said that it seems that when
he met with one Illuminati
they are somehow able to enhance the
projection of the energy of this creature
You never look at them even
at some point They can strengthen this
and
you see them in this reptilian form
definitely yes because they work with
such powerful energy
to help do all this so that
this energy leaks out and will be visible to
observe even if one is more observant even
if he is firmly fixed
at this moment
and
I want to add an important point about
my grandfather, that this was another
completely unexpected moment in my
history when he when I began to finally
dig, I took a shovel and was digging
through all this darkness. My grandfather began to
come to me and say I have
a lot of messages from him, this was in the
nineteenth twenty-twenty-
one and he said
I couldn’t stop this in my life
They held me very tightly but you
must talk about it and stop it
must be the last in this line so that
it does not continue and it was so
unexpected just like with the change
came One of the main torturers
came and said stop this [ __ ].
This is great. This is very cool.
So you're saying that your mother was
kind of for the individual and she didn't realize
what was happening, there were like two sides
that she didn't realize, it
was definitely a product of the same
trauma
we're talking about dissociative tendencies
and fragmentation
is what happened to her she doesn’t
remember what she did with my brother with
me at all
So I don’t know I never make
any diagnosis but I see this in her
personality It was so normal for
me that I’m not even just in the last 10
years I began to deal with what was
actually happening to say that is,
I called it a good mother and a bad
mother a good mother a bad mother and that’s all
I knew as a child I didn’t know
who I would meet at what point I also
feel compassion for I understand that
she herself went through
what my brother did for my brother and for
me. Let’s talk about my
brother a little.
I know
the weather. My brother spent his entire childhood drawing
alien spaceships
and reading science fiction, and finally it
was in November 22
I was in correspondence with I was able to find out from him
that at night we called them
nightmares, they were abductions and He
told me that my whole childhood was the same as
with me. I had no idea that this was
happening to him too. He told me how
he was lifted as if by an invisible hand
through the roof of the house that he tried to
scream to free himself but couldn’t
and this is basically the same thing that
happened to me when I was
paralyzed and mute and I knew that they
had come for me and were taking me from the house my
brother doesn’t believe in aliens, he’s over 54
years old and
I asked his recently You can find
your old alien drawings I want to
look at them I'm trying to start
a conversation on this topic To remind
the topic but I also understand that
I have to respect his experience because it
may not be for him in this
life to learn about it and maybe I’ll
also add that we can say that
my parents were tribal individuals, that
is, my mother worked in the army, my father
served in the army, they had two children
just for military abductions, my
father’s family was connected with the Orion service, and my
mother was connected with reptiles dispel more the
perfect combination to bring
children here for these programs I don't think I
think they realized it but on another
level just like I was a
volunteer so to speak
to come here and experience all this they
too could have had the urge of the soul to
play this role with their sides
yes, that is, it was an ideal
vibrational combination
question do you think people said a lot that
they were preparing you for space
programs do
you think the people who did
and everything no no I don’t think they knew
Let me
talk about it briefly, that is, it was
important as I said they need a brainchild
consciousness fragmented who can
easily dissociate bom I have all
this what you will do as a
little girl or boy you
will leave there in your consciousness you
cannot leave physically So you will leave
psychologically and this will split your
consciousness that is, they are looking for such when you are a
family where this happens
You will also be a child who has no
independent will That is, you give
your power to others For example, I went through everything
that I went through I simply
dissociated even when there was a
program at the UPC
I did not resist and no matter how
terrible the bullying was I did not
resisted
me but this is what I learned to
be safe to survive You just
give up and go somewhere inside yourself We
can also talk a little
nestore And as I call him he was a German
he emigrated in the fifties after the war
from Germany as a
child he was my father’s best friend
and
he worked side by side with my father in these
shady projects of the
Martin Blockades, I was entrusted to him as a
godfather when
Mister was born and was present in my life until the
age of 60, this is a little shocking, but he took
me
to recordings of child pornography of the deep
state where I was filmed in the most
perverted
sex scenes with men it
was all needed
There is nothing better than blackmailing
someone in the deep state
in different groups How to record how they
have sex with a child
this is a Memory that is very
fragmented and
also already rented out
we owned everything I want to emphasize
that we are my father were owned by
their own handlers and there is a certain
subordination enslavement that
permeates this entire system it is worth
remembering to realize this does not mean that they are
not responsible for all this for their
behavior their actions what they
allowed what they allowed themselves to
participate in but I see a long chain of
control of
darkness who control this entire
system, it is much longer and more extensive. That
is, everyone in this system is a puppet and
you know,
you can ask why talk about everyone.
I know that I already talked about this before,
that if we don’t talk about it, it won’t
heal
in the whole collective
if we don’t shed light on it will just
remain
on the YouTube channel there I dive very
deep and every time we collect and
talk about this dark information about these
experiences We always shed light on these
places and they are more and more healed they are
more and more liberated and they gave
me back my freedom and also Judging by letters
that I receive from clients and viewers,
it helps other people also regain their
strength, so I adhere to my
belief that it is
very important to talk about this and not
leave it
in the damp basement of the collective
subconscious,
you want to tell
So, in
addition to all this,
if the viewers are not yet
normalizing this situation, so that I I could
start to perceive them as a family, that is,
my father is standing there. I love my dad. These
strange people are there too. Okay, I
don’t like them, they’re unpleasant, but probably everything
is fine. Because my dad is here,
you understand, that is,
I am getting accustomed to this situation in a
very cunning way.
Gray, to be honest. I had many
visions of them
when they worked on me while still in the
womb, it’s also hard for me to talk and
think about it, but when I was still in the
womb they came and
their product was
fortunately a hybridization program and they
were the first aliens that I
remember most often these were strange
episodes when they just stood next to me,
watched me,
watched how I was developing,
and subsequently they began to take me away. It
started
when I woke up, I couldn’t
speak, I was paralyzed, I was terrified,
I didn’t have any special memories about
it. Except that someone a bad guy
came to me did something bad
I had a lot of
what can be called the classic
signs of an abduction, blood from the nose I
woke up with disheveled clothes and a sting in
my head At the other end of the bed the blanket
was on the floor my jewelry had
disappeared somewhere all very strange
strange
strange things happened at night
now when I look, my God,
this is a classic trace of an abduction, but I
grew up and became an adult. I simply
didn’t have
any knowledge, that is, because of
this, like the case of my brother,
who is over 50, doesn’t believe in aliens. Although
I didn’t draw throughout my childhood. I could even
think that it could be
abductions because
I didn’t have any system of knowledge
to understand that this was happening, I
realized it, but now, to be honest,
I look so stupid, I didn’t see this God, it
took me decades to
understand what it was And at that time it
started when I was 3-4 even less
when they just stood next to each other, that is, the
gray ones stood next to me, I had a lot of
cognitive problems and
psychologically in inhibition in life, I must
say that it was because of everything
else. What happened but
also happened for the kidnapping that started 4
years
never They started taking me to the moon this
will be the next episode but
God I feel great compassion for
people who remember fragments of such
events in their past and they are trying to
pull it all out if they think I ca
n’t do it it’s very difficult I
I don’t understand anything I understand so many clients come to me
who have small
pieces of memories it’s a long journey I
also want to say that we are all in this
together When you watch this video
something is transferred to your
subconscious What will help you I
hope
uh
too helped That is, I was in a mental hospital, to be
honest.
When I was 19 18 19 years old. When I
first
tried to commit suicide, I really
wanted to die and I had a whole period
when I was placed in a hospital.
Because I couldn’t stay alone with
myself. It was very hard I was in a very
dark period in my life and it took me a
very long time to become who I am
now I feel that this Alliance of Light
Galactic Confederation and my family
on the ship this Sirian
shape-shifting beautiful light ship they
protected when I was kidnapped everything
else happened they kept
part of my soul so that I don’t fall apart
completely so that I don’t get lost at all
mentally they are capable all
my life so that I can reach this
stage further in the second half of my
life
I mentioned the father and mother of my parents from the
life of an
Indian tribe here in the USA in North America
they helped me heal so much I
love so much I am not always with me I feel them
and now she is always to my left he is to my
right
and they are one of my strongest
Guides and I must say that in the
process of working through my experience of my
early childhood We are not even close yet
approached 20 back it will be back in 82
when I was 9 years old and I was born in
72 You can count how old I am
now
I couldn’t work with clients like
now
without going through all this
clinging with my teeth with my hands crawling
the ability to help others because
it was through the crucible from our own
experience we gain wisdom
that is, I needed to go into this pit
of suffering to learn from suffering
for myself and other people so I want to
End on this note that it
can be said that the Impossible is possible I want to say
goodbye to people on a more
inspiring note help on their path
so that they don’t worry now
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