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my name is Niara and I served in the
US Air Force from 1979 to
83 I was a radar operator for
Earth-to-air missiles and only 10 years
after leaving I learned about what
happened to me
one day I was talking to friend and
thought damn, I don’t remember anything about my
service there and when I was undergoing regression
the therapist said I want you to go at the
moment that you consider important in
January 1980 I was standing on the platform of the
radar van it was night I was
terrified and there were plates with me on the
bus there were quite a lot of people,
probably about 15 people, you just got on the
bus, sat down, tried not to do anything
so that they wouldn’t shoot at us, and he said
calmly three times without an
emotional voice and with one slight
movement he gave me an injection in the right side,
I don’t remember pain I remember that I felt
as if I would disintegrate into a molecule and both of
these guards raped me while
other 8 people watched. I just
walked out
among these eight people who was watching
this was gray and he thought to himself
why are these people doing this to one of
their own and all the ideas about the country in
which I lived and in which I went to
crumble,
most likely
with vertical pupils. I simply
froze with fear on the spot when I saw him. He
grinned and said, see you when you
return darling, have fun there on
the moon,
the alien told one of my
officers you have no idea who are you
holding? This is where you realize that everything
you do is sent back to her people
I have decided That's it I won't let this
rule my life because it's
like running in circles chasing a
shadow I think I'm one of those
wanderers they talk about who
came here to get a certain
experience I feel that I am visiting some kind of
cosmic university I realized that I
made a contract before being born
in this life that I came here to
get all this experience then all the
information of
my experience is transferred
and the most important thing in all of my the journey
is Overcoming fear We can take
this planet to make it what we
want to see but the whole essence of the spiritual path
is for real
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