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So my name is niara middle name terella
I say this because I will soon remove it And
if in the documents that is my
official name and under it
my book will be published I served in the US Air Force
from 1979 to 83
years I learned about what happened to me
only 10 years later
We Are with air surveillance radars
and this was my specialty
and what we did at the
electronic warfare training ground what do you
mean training pilots to avoid
radars to increase their survivability
during wartime so that they can
practice their electronic means of
combat there will be the release of heat traps and
flying under radar It's something like
hiding behind a hill Yeah That is when
you fly close to the ground That was my
job And how many years did you work there
I worked there for about a year at the
training ground itself I probably worked for less than a year, I
was somewhere before the training ground, I went through
training camp at the Air Force base, then I
went through technical training at Kisler Base
Yes, I was just about to say that
Because I don’t remember about it, I just
lived my life, I did all sorts of
crazy things which people do in their
youth
and about 10 years after leaving the
army, it was already 93-94, I
was talking with my friend,
he noticed that when he mentions his
service in the army, I try to quickly avoid
this topic, I thought it was strange, she
openly talks about everything in the world but doesn’t
want to talk about his service in the
army We sat down one day he said I want
you to tell me about your service in the
army from beginning to end I said no
problem
at the training camp at the Le Clant base
then at the Kisler base at the technical school
training and then I was assigned to the
Neliz base I worked at the top and suddenly I didn’t
remember anything about my work at the top I
could say that I worked there I don’t
remember they were colleagues not the place of work I didn’t
remember anything,
no details I could only say
that Yes I worked
and I know that I worked there for three and a half
four months
I felt a strong fear
I don’t remember anything, it’s strange
because I have a very good memory
and it seems either a year or within
a year after I realized that I don’t
remember three months of my life I
met Bud Hopkins at the
exhibition
Holistic Life in Las Vegas in 94,
I went to his lecture, listened and at the
end raised my hand and said I had a
strange dream as a child
and I have three months of forgotten
time, several more anomalous experiences
And he said Come to me after
the event I approached him and described
my anomalous incidents he said would
like to go through a hypnosis session right
this evening I said Yes I want to
know what happened
And when I entered hypnosis he said I want
you to go at the moment you do
you think it's important
in January 1980 when you were in the Air Force
and then I saw myself standing on the platform of a
radar van because radar
vans are like trucks or trailers
filled with electronic equipment
and there is a platform that you have to
climb up on a ladder
I was standing on the platform of a radar van
was night I was terribly scared and there
were saucers in the sky,
there were a lot of them, I would say at least 9
maybe more, but my attention was
focused on who was closest
because I heard a sound coming from her,
I could see her very well, there
weren’t many details on her but I saw more of its
bottom up and on the bottom it was as if there was a
transparent metal shell, there
was some kind of round part in the center, I
heard a sound from it like from the speakers at a
rock concert
when there is no sound through them, but they just
hum, sometimes you can hear a crackling sound, this is good
description Yes, I
watched this thing
and all the surprise from seeing such a
ship faded against the background of the horror that I
felt there
were other people with you
and they controlled us very strictly and
threatened us with weapons, I learned from another
hypnosis session a little
later when I watched this
event again that I was taken out of my
motel room in the middle of the night at
gunpoint So I can see why it wasn't
that scary
I only had basic
security clearance
because I knew the security level classifications
I thought why am I looking
at something I shouldn't see it should
be incredibly high level of
security access I only have basic, that's
in itself Okay So when you said
that there were saucers in the sky,
can you describe how many of them there were? What
size were they? They were the same in
shape. They looked alike, but I
wouldn't say that. they were the same
they moved or hung they hung all of
them Yes they sat down Some of them swayed a little
they hung on the Valley I would
say that they covered an area of
probably 16-18 square kilometers
together
I’m not very good at determining size but I
would estimate 10 meters 15 in diameter But
this is approximately Okay I understand That is, not
huge No
I understand What happened next
I’m looking at these things I’m scared I’m
not talking to the two other people
who were with me some people
are talking inside the radar van and
discussing what I think the results are
radar tests but I can’t hear what they are
talking about, only voices,
some time has passed, we got out of
the van and I and two other people
were put on a bus, like an
old school bus, painted
blue Air Force, painted over windows, I didn’t
take us, I think
the Zone 51 people often say that yes, it
was Area 51, I don’t know for sure because the
windows were painted over, probably Area 51
How much was it from you
51
we would have to travel quite far
from 80 to 120 kilometers Okay,
depending on where we were
then at the training ground you did you drive for about
the amount of time you needed or did
you get there faster than you needed
for this distance but when you're
scared time flows very slowly so
I'm not sure I can't say for sure
I heard recently hive canopy gave an
interview to Stephen Grieve
William Pollock said that the undertone
eat an underground facility
at a training ground in the top
So it is quite possible that
they took me there
and the second two people were with you on the
bus,
there were quite a lot of people,
I would say about 15 people, it
was hard to say it was dark there and we
were under strict control, that is, we
just went in
they sat quietly on the bus just so that they wouldn’t force us.
When we arrived at the place
they put us in a very large square
room.
The light fell from the corridor behind us,
illuminating the room a little, but in the
room where we were sitting there was no light,
then one by one they took us away, told us
our names and took us to a small place.
a room that was adjacent to the
waiting room and when it was my turn there
was an armed guard standing at the
front desk
I was told to lie down in my clothes on a steel
examination table
I did so and I had to
wait in horror and finally a man in a
White coat walked in Walked past the guard
at the foot the table came to my right and
said calmly three times without an
emotional voice
when He approached my head from the right with a
very skillful movement, like a magician, he
pulled out a small one
and with one easy movement did it
instantly.
What happened next for you bad and so you
told him this part of the story and he
probably saw that there was more there Yes,
he saw
I was just in such tension it
wasn’t so hard under hypnosis I had a
terrible headache when I looked at
these events
and the dietary supplement tried to give me a suggestion so that
I would make the pain stop, but it didn’t
happen she weakened and then the
headache came back again, my head was just
splitting and it continued for another three
days after the session and I guess it was
programmed that if I started
to remember I would have a headache and it
was difficult for me to accept it at first
because it was such cruelty
I just wasn’t I was ready for this, I thought
how this could happen in the USA, the land of the
free, the home of the Brave, all my
ideas about the country in which I
served in the army just began to crumble
at that moment I started going to all the
lectures that could find all the groups of
contactees, the group of the abducted and everyone who...
then he told me in Las Vegas thank
God there was a lot of this
I wanted everywhere I could I met a
woman named
about kidnapping by the military and this I had never
heard of this before the hypnosis session I had
never heard of such things and
it bothered me a lot so I I
continued to go find out all this
information and to my horror I found
more evidence than a refutation
and during the same period you found another
therapist for an aggression session, it
took me years until the next step
until I was able to go through
Hypnosis again and see what happened because
it was too hard it was
like instantly getting
PTSD
there was one group I need to talk about
this because it was a big shock
to me okay a group in las vegas where
we sat in a circle and everyone told their
story and when it was my turn I
I didn’t want to tell a lot of details of
my experience because I wanted to hear the
story of others who would confirm
mine.
I said they took me out into the desert for
another radar test
and then I think they took me to area
51 and did some kind of memory erasing procedure
and the man across from me looked at
me and said to you, too, they stuck a needle in
your neck, that’s exactly how it was, I became so
scared that I couldn’t wait for
the meeting to end, get in the car and leave
now, of course, I regret that I didn’t talk
to them. But then it was too hard
for me. everything just went cold inside,
it was a feeling as if you were about
to die or as if you were drowning in the sand.
So, how many years passed before you
went through the next session and learned more about
this story
9 years 9 years Oh God because it was
like a chase for shadow That is, I,
my life before this session was full of
spirituality imitating
yoga healthy food
I didn’t want to get too carried away with that UFO I
felt like I could get carried away
Yeah I thought it was crazy the
aliens don’t say anything even though
they have the answers
the government is silent even though they have it too
answers so I thought to hell with
everything I will return to meditation classes I
decided everything I will not let this fill
my whole life
but the whole essence of the spiritual path is to
truly know yourself I am sure you know about
this Judging by other interviews of the
Camelot project So meditations of everyday
life I kept stumbling all the time
into this little black box in my
head where I put my whole history away
and finally when I
became president and the Supreme Court
awarded him victory and they began to
recount the votes I was very
angry about the episodes happening more often during the
reign it
fluffed up in the morning after it was
announced that he would be president
I was doing my practice and my spiritual
guides which I definitely have
this voice just rang out in my head
they said Bush is exactly the one who is needed
in this place at this time Because with
him many people will be able to awaken
I don’t they were absolutely right, he was a
catalyst for awakening, a
negative catalyst. Yes, a negative catalyst,
of course,
and during that period,
since he signed the Patriot Act, I
was afraid that he would take all our
constitutional rights and take away my PTSD
worsened.
It worsened so much that I
had to seek help to
cope with PTSD. so I
opened myself up again to looking at
my experience instead of running around
looking for answers as before, I went to see a
therapist trying to heal my
PTSD and deal with the
emotional consequences of what I
had experienced.
And when I was able to calm it all down a little
I was ready to look further at
what happened then I had a session with
Gloria Hawker by the author of the book morning
words diary abducted by aliens
And when I looked at the situation with her and
you when I found out that that night I was
taken out of the motel room at
gunpoint and It explained why I
felt so much fear in the session
with the dietary supplement and then after I was
given this injection, suddenly
two guards came up from both sides, pulled
me off the examination table and we went out through
another door, not the one in which I entered
this examination room, you went down a
very long staircase down very
long, as I understand it, underground Or
further underground
at the foot - this is a staircase, there was a small
room and they pushed me into this room
and closed the door,
I noticed out of the corner of my eye, even though I
was in a state of Shock, I noticed that there
was a large mirror there That is like a
one-way mirror, a mirror on my
side, a window on the other, I thought they
would watch what would happen to me, I
experienced the effects of
tion, I don’t know how to explain it,
I don’t remember the pain, I remember that I felt
like I was blown away,
I lay exhausted on the floor and then
two guards they came in and took me out
and there were eight people who were
watching sitting on chairs and these two
guards raped me while the other
eight people were watching
and I just left the body I didn’t know what
else to do I couldn’t help it
part of my attention was directed to the
weapon they put I thought that
if one of these comrades, let's say so
as not to swear,
let down his guard for even a second,
I would grab one of these pistols and
blow his brains out
because I was furious with what was
happening, I was equally terrified.
I didn't get that opportunity, so I I
just dissociated so that it wouldn't happen,
I blacked out
mentally, that is, this incident when you were
pulled out of the motel room is over.
So we don't know what happened after
you got home on the bus,
you didn't talk about it, but
we can move on to the next incident.
What happened? You went to work the
next day
Yes, I went to work in the morning I don’t
remember anything Or I kind of don’t remember anything Okay
now I remember they took me out
of there and took me back to the hotel room
before they took me they
injected me with something to make me pass out
then there it was not the same drug
that they used for the procedure
It was a different drug to simply
knock me out so that when I woke up I
found it could also be something to
suppress
there were other events but probably the
most unusual thing was the memory of
being on The moon is a week old
So you can tell us how this
happened supposedly Yes and so
when I worked at the electronic warfare training ground
I lived at the base in the forest and every time we were
taken by bus and we knew it was an
ordinary regular bus the trip
took 4 hours
then we were placed in a hotel then there is an agreement with the Air Force
with the hotel to
accommodate the staff there, you lived there for a
week and then went to Vegas for a week. That
is, every week We worked at the
top
on another shift there was another similar
group
and the week when I ended up on the moon
and they pulled me out from a motel room
in the middle of the night and put on one of the
plates with two other guys,
people
were told that I was sick, that I was put
on buses, taken to Vegas, and people in
Las Vegas thought that I was working as usual
in a sinkhole. That is, no one lost
me all week OKAY
So how did this happen? Do you remember, for
example, the flight of the saucer itself? I remember some
of this was very difficult to understand
How much time had passed, for some
reason the
figure in my head was 20-30 minutes, but it
was a very strange space to
understand how much time had passed because what
to write about the inside of the ship Yes, it was
round, there was a rather thick pillar in the
center
and around the center there were seats which, as
I understand it, For important people there were
two other guys with me and we were told to lie down on the
floor as if we were cargo
they were they
couldn’t just do that
Yeah, like a vacuum package and it came with
silver gloves and boots
and we put it all on ourselves.
The ship was standing, it had racks for
landing and a ladder under the bottom
that we had to climb,
then some People came in and sat down on the
seat.
I think he was the pilot. at least there
was a reptilian on board the ship I think
he piloted the ship can you
describe him physically Yes
he was very tall very muscular
he had yellow eyes with narrow
vertical pupils
At first he stood behind a pillar he couldn’t be
seen but then he went beyond the pillar and we
saw him, I froze with fear,
it shocked me so much
We saw him for about 30 seconds
That is, he was sitting on one of the chairs with
people Yes, he was sitting on one of the chairs,
it’s clear
he was small or tall gray he
was tall
Clearly you can describe how he is looked
quite a classic type of gray he
looked a little elderly
I would say looked a little tired
big eyes big eyes definitely
big eyes
and so I was kidnapped throughout my childhood
and also as an adult
I feel telepathic when all this
happened it was as if I heard him I
heard the thoughts in his head
and he thought something like Why do these people
do this to one of their own? That is, he
was perplexed because I was clearly
in pain and he thought this is a person and
other people are doing this to her. That is, I
thought I didn’t understand why they were doing this.
Okay. now returning to the flight to
what you think is the moon and so you boarded the
ship and flew Why do you think it
was the Moon They said that they told
us that it was the Moon there was a blond security guard
who seemed to be supervising
me and it meant more rape
injections
man yes a sociopathic person
because he didn't seem to care what he
did to me guy guy
No I don't think he was an officer I think he
was a private contractor
he had some kind of uniform Yes it was a
desert camouflage uniform no
just a receiving plate
I barely looked through the window I saw quite a bit of something
in the window That is, I saw the
stars in space But I didn’t see anything else
before we arrived and went
outside and then I saw something.
Strangely enough, it was an ordinary building of a
military base,
not even that modern like on earth,
that is, the same ugly building, I
thought why they build the same terrible buildings on the Moon,
very spartan, good. Did you see, for
example,
a saucer? I need landing strips;
I saw maybe something like a strip; Yes,
there were large landing areas; they took
us out
I don't remember much of this Because in
hypnosis We
moved on to other things I make you work hard
then So I worked on some electronic
equipment not radar it was other
equipment but they thought that my
skills with radar would help in this job
it was some- then the equipment for
digging
but ultra-modern
I worked on electromagnetic principles
I did not dig the area
using electromagnetic plates
that is They continued to build
to expand the base That is, it was to
bring you to the moon for this work Yes
okay and you worked there for a week Yes and then
there was a lot simple work like
folding boxes here, carrying something
somewhere,
that is, simple physical work
It’s clear how many people did such
work,
it doesn’t seem like there were a lot of people there,
quite a lot, but that is, they worked with
you side by side they did
No they did
They didn’t want so that I would work with others
because I could talk to them
so they kept me separate
then at night I was not allowed to sleep and
was passed back and
forth for sex
Okay Do you remember your reaction Maybe
you didn’t obey screamed or did
something tried to run away
I was I was very scared, it was like with
me, that is,
I know that this will happen, I don’t know what
I can do, I have a
small daughter at home. I need to
survive so that I can return home to
her,
so
I obeyed.
That is, I didn’t want to do anything about
this experience and said that you didn’t
stay on this for very long no
long again It was very painful
very comfortable
we looked at it and then Gloria
directed me to another topic Okay Since
then you looked at it with another
regressologist Yes I looked at it I look at it
last year a completely different point
of view do you want to share this now
or talk about something else First Yes I
can share this because it's a
great transition I The short answer is that
the session I had was because when I
peeled off the different layers and worked it all out
inside I I discovered
that I may be one of those who are called
wanderers, that I was born here to
gain a specific experience
and do something, it’s not something that I immediately
understood, but only after I peeled off
all the outer layers did it become quite
obvious that something like this could happen
place and when he looked at this
other things the guide who was with
me
during the
decoration session said we will go back to the moon of
the past because you need to
see something there I said I never want to
go back there again he said we
need to go you need to see this and everything
will be fine We went there I
saw a conversation that took place between
one of the officers of my superiors with
an alien who was on the moon
because in the session I saw that there
are alien bases on the other side of the moon
Okay when you say
alien you can describe What kind of
alien it was he looked very much
like a person very tall
It was a typical Nordic or not I wouldn't
say it was a Nordic he was leaner
and he looked
a little ephemeral but definitely had a
physical form clear
So I saw this conversation
the alien said to this
you understand that all that you do
and it was a very interesting moment
and it coincides with this feeling of contact
that I have had for several years now and
it constantly makes itself felt in my
mind, I try to go to sleep and tell
myself that I will remember what happened in the
dream I’m not doing well It
turns out I memorized one phrase
once and the phrase with which I woke up was
and then you will see the earth in its full
expression I feel like I am visiting
some kind of space university there I
learn things that I realize at the right
time here this is the only phrase
that I could remember from there he
told it to people but who did the alien
mean I give people
if you believe the session I believe I am a representative of an
alien race of the 5th dimension that
observes what is happening here on
Earth That is, you could allow these
things to happen to you so that you could
report Yes I realized that I made a
soul agreement before being born in
this life that I came here to
go through this whole experience and it serves
several purposes it helped me
resolve karma from other lives
I took this particular life as an
operation
Undercover as it were my the people
there they know what's going on they are very
positive they want the best for the earth
for the people and all forms of life I didn't
think these people are suffering a lot there and we
need to find out what it's like to be there
inside
and we want you to go do it
so you can resolve your karma and you
can serve another thing that
I remember from this session with Mary
is that I astral travel to the
ship at night when I sleep and I would
say at least once a week sometimes
two or three times I go into a chamber there that
looks like a glass pipe I there in
his astral body he
never turns on the camera through my
astral body a sound wave passes through
all the information from my experience.
Then they can connect to it and
experience it,
but then they can understand no better how
we should be here on this planet.
So Yes, this also became clear during the
session very interesting and in the
healing process that I have been going through for the last
six or seven years now I am writing a book it
becomes clear that I had an
alien history before this life it is
very clear in my life
I did not even realize how
strong it was until I started writing the book
so the process of my awakening
is reminiscent of the Shamanic principle when I
went through the process of disintegrating into parts and then
melted and connected again
with a large space between different
parts in order to be able to perceive a more
expanded paradigm of reality
Now that there is a network of Revelation
consciousness the most important part of
my entire journey is going beyond the
limit fear because fear blocks
our biology, our physical part and
our consciousness, and when I went beyond the limit
of fear I began to speak publicly, I don’t
let fear control me and now
you Awareness seemed to light up like a
Christmas Tree, my mental
abilities are expanding,
I learned through the practice of meditation
interestingly oriented therapy How to
truly tune into the body then
it becomes like an antenna of
reception and transmission When the book comes out I
really want to convey
this form of tangible sensory
learning So that other people can also
awaken their consciousness and go
beyond fear Because when more
people can awaken their consciousness we
can take this planet make it
the way we want it So this is my
hope to really reach out to people
to help him take fear forever they
just put a band aid on it with
positive affirmations
uproot him see and truly
take back his power That's what I wish for
everyone
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